Love For Him

The True Feelings

"What are you doing in my room?" Sofi who was looking down while staring into the nightstand drawer beside Raka's bed immediately fell silent. His body stiffened upon hearing a familiar voice.

Sofi immediately stood up straight, then turned her body. He was surprised when he saw that there was already Raka in front of him. "I'm.."

Sofi's tongue immediately felt faint and her throat seemed to be choked. The words that were in his mind seemed to be stuck in his throat.

Raka looks at Sofi with her flat face. "I..Me," said Sofi stammered, "why are you here?"

Sofi who realized her silly question instantly cursed her stupidity in heart. How could he ask a question that was clearly the answer.

Raka began to step forward accompanied by a step back by Sofi. "This is my room. If not here, then where should I be?" asked Raka to bring her face closer to Sofi. "Shouldn't I have asked you? What are you doing in my room?" Instantly, Sofi felt nervous about being stared at by Raka at close range.

Raka continued to step forward, while Sofi continued to retreat until her feet hit the bedside nightstand. "I'm here.. My phone's dead, so Mama told me to get a charger here." Sofi looked nervously answering Raka's question.

Raka immediately frowned. "Mama? I didn't even see my mom when I walked into the house."

Sofi's eyeballs continued to move in all directions. He tried to avoid Raka's gaze. "Mama and Amel's sister are in the back garden" said Sofi, looking down.

Raka put on a slanted smile on her lips. "Mama just pranking you. The charger he was referring to was also in the living room" said Raka flat. "It looks like he still intends to bring us both closer together. Maybe he still expects you to be his daughter-in-law."

Sofi seemed wrong to be at a very close distance to Raka. The smell of Raka's body made her nervous. "Come out..You can ask for a charger with bi Sarti." Raka keeps her body away from Sofi, then turns her body around.

"Rakaaa," called Sofi in a low voice while looking at Raka's back who seemed to be walking towards her wardrobe.

Raka stopped her steps. "What?" raka said without looking at Sofi.

Sofi felt sad to see Raka's attitude towards her. He never expected that his heart would be sore to see Raka's cold demeanor.

Sofi looked at Raka's back with a sad look. "I want to ask you something" Sofi said in a soft voice, "did you never really love me?

Raka pensively for a moment. "Did you just make me an outlet because Amel's brother is married to my brother?"

Raka closed her eyes for a while, then turned to walk closer to Sofi again. Raka then stood right in front of Sofi. "Do you really not know how I really feel about you?" asked Raka with a flat face and a cold look.

"Don't know. I don't know at all," Sofi replied as she stared softly at Raka. "How can I know how you feel about me, if ever since we broke up, you've been walking away from me like you hate me. Your attitude has turned cold."

Raka let out a subtle sigh, then shifted her gaze in the other direction. "There is no point in discussing this issue anymore. Our relationship is over" said Raka coldly.

"I need to know how you feel so I can decide whether I should let you go or not."

Raka looked into Sofi's eyes. "Do as you please. I don't want to talk about the past anymore. You've hurt Sof, so I don't think you should bother to find out how I feel. Isn't there already 2 men in line to be your lover, so we better take care of each other's lives."

Sofi squeezed firmly on both sides of her dress, her eyes seemed to start to glaze over. "Comeout. I want to change clothes." Raka walked back to the wardrobe.

Seeing Sofi's eyes that began to water makes Raka's heart feel sore. Raka started to slowly unbutton the shirt. Sofi looks still not want to move from Raka's room. He still stands guard to hold back the tears that have been pooled in his eye pelup.

Raka started to take off her shirt, then turned to the left side, when she realized there had been no movement from Sofi. "Do you really want to see me change clothes here?" asked Raka while looking at Sofi.

Sofi's daydreams instantly crumpled. "I'm not done talking to you yet" Sofi replied slowly.

Raka put her dirty shirt in the basket, then walked up to Sofi again with a chest-speed. "Are you really still wondering how I feel about you? Do I need to show you my true feelings here?"

Raka looked down at Sofi's face which looked reddened to see Raka's body. As his heart skipped a beat looking at the scene that was in front of him.

Raka lowered her head again to line up the faces of the two of them, then stared fixedly at Sofi's eyes. "alright..If that's what you want."

Slowly Raka tilted her face while bringing their faces closer until the distance between them began to erode. Sofi immediately closed her eyes, when their noses almost touched. Sofi could feel Raka's subtle breath blowing on her face.

At once Sofi's chest rumbled imagining their lips would fuse together. Minutes passed, but Sofi felt nothing. "Open your eyes" whispered Raka in Sofi's ear.

Sofi flinched and immediately opened her eyes. "What are you thinking? Why did you close your eyes?" Raka looks to have distanced her face. He stood up while staring at Sofi with a calm face.

Inversely with Sofi. Sofi's face immediately flushed in embarrassment. He could not afford to stare at the iris of Raka's eyes which continued to stare at him intensely. "I'm..." Sofi did not know how to answer Raka's question.

"Do you think I'll kiss you? Or you're hoping you're..." Raka deliberately hung her words to look at Sofi's facial expression.

Sofi who felt someone touching her head immediately raised her head to look at Raka who was seen already walking towards the closet.

Sofi looked meaningfully at Raka. Actually there is still a lot he wants to say to Raka because since the break up Raka never responded to it again. His messages and phone calls were never answered.

After Raka picked up the clothes in her closet, she turned to Sofi for a moment. "Come now Sof, otherwise you won't be able to get out of my room again today" Raka said with a serious face.

Sofi immediately felt nervous. "Alright," said Sofi slowly. He then stepped out of Raka's room with quick steps.

Raka exhaled a rough breath after Sofi's departure. He then stepped into the bathroom to clean his body.

It took me half an hour to clean his body. After getting dressed he stepped towards the window of his room. He looked out precisely at the gazebo in the garden behind his house. His gaze was fixed on the beautiful girl slim and face of Japanese-German crossbreed whose face was very similar to Amel's husband.

Raka stood up while putting her other hand in her pants pocket. His gaze was deep and shady as if harboring such a deep longing for the girl he was staring at.

Raka just kept quiet while looking at the girl. He then massaged the base of his nose while keeping his eyes closed, after which he exhaled a long breath while staring downwards after which walking towards the bed.

******

Tamara immediately pulled Amel's hand towards the back garden while looking at the surrounding situation. After making sure no one. Tamara invites Amel to sit in the gazebo.

"Mel, actually mama deliberately told Sofi to go to Raka's room to look for a charger because she wanted to ask you," Tamara said in a soft voice. He was afraid that someone would hear him.

"Amel knows Ma" said Amel with a smile. "Mom would ask about Raka and Sofi, wouldn't you?" guess Amel.

Amel begins to suspect when Raka's mother tells Sofi to take a charger in Raka's room, but Amel knows, if in the family room they always keep a powerbank and a backup charger.

Amel is actually already suspicious, when Raka's mother discusses other women in front of Sofi, even though Amel knows, that Raka's mother really wants to make Sofi as her daughter-in-law, so Amel suspected that Raka's mother had said that to see the reaction of Sofi.

Amel also suspects that Raka must not have told him about his relationship with Sofi there is a mother.

Tamara brought her body closer to Amel. He sat right next to Amel. "Yeah..What exactly happened to them? Mama see Sofi also looks more quiet if mama is discussing Raka. Raka too. When mama talked about Sofi, her face looked cold and implied sadness" Raka's mother explained.

Amel glanced at the surroundings, then lowered his face closer to Raka's mother. "Actually they had a relationship with Ma, but eventually they broke up" said Amel in a soft voice.

Tamara's eyes immediately sparkled that straight away her face also looked disappointed. "really?"

"Yes Ma" Amel replied while nodding.

"Why did they break up?" tamara asked with a curious face.

"Amel doesn't know Ma either" Amel replied, shaking his head. "Amel only had time to catch them both arguing Ma. After that they are like strangers not to greet each other," said Amel.

Tamawa's face became disappointed. "Mel, please help mama to reunite them," Tamara asked expectantly. "Mama already likes Sofi."

Raka's mother had from the beginning had intended to match her son with Sofi. He did not expect that his son had even been in a relationship with his future daughter-in-law.

"But how is Ma?"

"Let's think about how, the most important thing is that you help your mom?" pinta Tamara in a soft voice.

"Good Ma."

"Mama hopes they can reunite, so that mama can immediately fondle grandchildren," Tamara said with a chuckle.

"Yeah Ma.. Bang Raka is also old enough to get married. May they be fooled."

"Yeah..That's my mom's biggest hope right now."

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