Love For Him

Ended Already

Sofi sat facing Raka. “Raka, sorry for what I said yesterday. I'm just emotional 'cause you keep cornering Mike. You just misunderstood,” Sofi said when Kenan had entered her room.

Raka still looked indifferent. He seemed reluctant to hear the explanation from Sofi. “I know I was wrong. I shouldn't have spoken to you like that. Please excuse me. I'm Raka. I promise it won't be like that anymore,” Sofi continued when she saw Raka was still silent.

Raka looked at Sofi. “I've forgiven you, but sorry Sofi, I can't continue our relationship anymore,” Raka said with her cold face.

Sofi immediately stared after hearing Raka's words. She did not expect that Raka was really angry with her. The words he had originally wanted to say were stuck in his throat. Sofi tried hard to make her voice. Her tears started to pool, and soon they would come out.

“Raka, please listen to my explanation first!” sofi said with a trembling voice.

Raka turned her face when she saw Sofi who seemed to be holding back her tears. She couldn't see Sofi crying. He was afraid of falling out later.

“Explain if it makes you relieved, but my decision will still not change Sof.”

Sofi closed her eyes so that her tears immediately fell onto her cheeks. “Raka, can't we fix our relationship? I can explain all the misunderstandings yesterday.”

“Sofi, it's not about the misunderstanding yesterday. The problem lies with you. Looks like you haven't fully escaped your mass. I don't think you know who your heart is for. It's possible that your feelings for me are not feelings of love.” Raka faced Sofi with a serious face.

“I love you Raka. My feelings for Willy are long gone, all that remains is the pain of feeling betrayed. I broke up with him a long time ago. It's just that she has not been able to accept my decision so decided to follow me here,” Sofi is trying to hold back her tears.

“In case of Mike's problem, I really don't have any feelings for him. We have been friends since we were in High School. He always protected me and took care of me. I was angry yesterday not because I loved Mike, I was angry because I was vilifying him. I think you would do the same if I vilified Amel's brother in front of you especially if I accused him of wrongful charges.”

Raka was silent, she was digesting all of Sofi's words.

“Seeing you insist on ending our relationship, I started thinking differently. Don't-don't it's you who don't love me, so you made trouble yesterday to get away from me,” Sofi said with her face pajama. “Are you planning to go back to your ex-boyfriend?”

Raka looked in wonder at Sofi. He did not understand Sofi's current state of mind. Why she brought along her ex-boyfriend who had nothing to do with their problems.

“Sofi, do not draw conclusions yourself without knowing the truth.”

Sofi raised the corner of her lips. “Are you not like that too? Speculate yourself without knowing the truth!” sofi said coldly. Her heart aches when she imagines the possibility of Raka still loving her ex-boyfriend.

“Nita has nothing to do with my decision Sof. Don't drag him into our problems!”

“You defended him so much. I guess my guess is right.” Sofi tried to control her feelings. His eyes began to glaze over. “Raka, I asked you once again, do you really want to end our relationship?”

“My answer remains the same. You said you'd never stay away from Mike. So let me go. I don't like it when my girlfriend gets too close to her opposite sex.”

“But, I really don't have any relationship with him, Raka.“

“Didn't I tell you, that's not the only reason. You haven't completely forgotten your mass, and, most importantly you don't love me.”

Raka is not sure that Sofi loves her. After yesterday I reflected on everything. She feels her relationship with Sofi will not work, which is why she can't continue her relationship with Sofi anymore. He does not want to have a relationship that will end in vain.

“I love you Raka. Why don't you trust me too?”

“Because your attitude does not reflect that you love me.”

Sofi no longer knew how to convince Raka. It seems like Raka does not want to improve their relationship.

Raka raised her head that had looked down. “Marry me. That's the only way I can trust your word.”

Sofi seemed to think. He wants to get married but not now. He didn't want to get married too soon. He still wants to pursue his dream.

“I do not want to be tied to Raka's marriage relationship. I was young. I still want to love my youth first.”

Raka stood up and looked at Sofi. “Then forget it. I won't force you Sofi,” said Raka calmly, “does there still be anything else you want to say?”

Sofi's phone suddenly rang. “Wait a minute,” Sofi picked up her phone in front of Raka. “Iyaa, where are you?”

“I'm still in villa.”

“Alright, wait there. I'll be there soon.” Sofi ended her phone call and looked doubtfully at Raka. He was confused to tell Raka or not, “Raka, can we talk later again. L'm... I have to go,” said Sofi stammered in a soft voice.

“Are you going to meet a man yesterday?”

Raka only showed her flat face. He can guess that the one who called Sofi must be the man who met her on the beach. He had heard yesterday that they would meet again.

Sofi bowed and squeezed her hand. “Iyaa. I promised her I'd see you again. I'm not good if I cancel suddenly. I'll meet him for a while Raka.”

Raka looked at Sofi for quite a while, as if she was thinking hard. “Go. I assume our problem is over here. For the future there is nothing we need to discuss again.” Raka stands up and plans to step away from Sofi, but is stopped by Sofi.

“Raka wait a minute. I'll just explain to Mike that I already have a boyfriend. He must have understood because he's my friend.”

Raka's step stopped and said, “Sofi do you mind if I get close to Nita?”

Sofi was silent with a confused face.

“If you don't mind it, then fine. We just live our relationship like that. Relationships that hurt each other. I am a man, can easily throw away my feelings and attach importance to my ego, different from you. Although in the end we'll both get hurt, I'll do it if you want.”

“But Mike is different from Nita. She's your ex-boyfriend. He still expects you until now.”

Raka turned her head slightly to Sofi then said coldly. “Mike likes you too, so where is the difference? Is it just because you guys have never been in a relationship then you can say that?”

“Mike doesn't like me Raka. I told you she was just my best friend, in contrast to Nita who obviously still loves you and still hopes to be in a relationship with you again.”

Raka looks to squeeze the corners of her lips. “Didn't Willy still love you and still want you?”

Sofi's phone rang again. Sofi hurried to lift him up. “Wait A minute Mike, I'll be there soon.” Sofi turned off her phone after she finished talking to Mike.

Sofi stood up and said, “Raka, I have to go. We'll talk later.”

“Already Sofi, there is nothing we need to talk about anymore. Go awayl. From now on, our relationship ends here.”

Raka walks into her room without waiting for an answer from Sofi and Sofi just looks at Raka's back until she disappears and leaves the villa.

Seriate....