
Selena has known Sisca for years, in fact even when she first arrived in England, Sisca worked at her company.
A few years ago Selena sold her share in her own public relations firm to focus on helping her husband take care of her company and raise her twin daughter.
He is proud of Sisca for feeling himself discovering Sisca's talent, and feels sympathy for the problems she faces.
Selena and her husband have only just returned from America after being there for half a year on official business, and this is the first chance to find out what has happened in Sisca's life so far.
" I think you should tell me from the beginning, and tell me the full story" Selena said firmly.
"Besides the desperate message on my answering machine, I don't know anything about a baby that's changed your life, of course it's not yours, is it? ", ask Selena.
"Of course not but He is my Baptist son" replied Sisca.
Start from the beginning Selena said earlier but she felt she did not want to tell a story, because she had buried deep in memories in an orphanage with uncomfortable feelings that were felt first.
"Both of her parents died in a car accident, and they had no close relatives" Sisca said.
"Nothing at all? but Sisca, of course.. "
"Andy has a cousin, but they rarely meet" Sisca replied in a stiff voice.
So even though she did not see, Selena felt the reluctance of her best friend to talk about the event.
Sometimes Sisca can act like this, building a wall and disappearing behind it.
They were friends for a long time, but Sisca rarely talked about her past.
Selena knew it was best not to urge Sisca now, and just said" oh so you wouldn't hand the baby over to someone else's care? ."
"No", replied Sisca impassioned .
"I can't explain to you, but I feel indebted to Jenny Michael's mother for raising this child myself ",
"Look ..I know for a fact He wants his son to have everything we didn't have before, to live in a real home He and I didn't have a home ."
"The real life of the house.family.", suddenly Sisca stopped.
He had already revealed his heart, expressing too many feelings.
His body began to shake slightly, while his hand gripped the phone handle.
This is why he doesn't like to talk about his past & it reopens memories .
Too many prone areas inflict a lot of pain on his heart, which never fully recovers.
" I see," Selena chimed in with pity.
"Well baby there's only one way out, then you have to find a husband" Selena said.
For a moment there was no sound, but then Sisca struck a harsh tone.
" You'll know my view on Selena's marriage, I'm a career woman who wants to live an established life without relying on a man who can just leave me whenever she wants."
"Oh Sisca," Selena felt like crying at Sisca's words.
Where does such thinking come from, this fear is deep and never goes away that makes Sisca u afraid to be emotionally attached.
Self-reliance is okay, but independence can be overwhelming.
"Sisca, marriage doesn't have to be" Selena protested slowly.