
He fell asleep thinking about Rico, at two in the night he suddenly woke up and found his blanket had been thrown to the floor.
Restless, her body frozen cold, Sisca put on her bedroom coat and went to Michael's room to check on her condition.
As well as wanting to know what sounds from her room made the baby wake up to her, she gently stroked the baby's face and felt a strange glimmer of feeling.
How does it feel to give birth to a child of a man she loves? conceiving the child and then giving birth to it. The strongest bond that exists between two people who love each other.
Sisca was shaken by the waves of feelings that hit her, her body shaking violently realizing her empty life.
He could not sleep anymore.Inwardly he wondered how long he had to live, and was tormented by his thoughts about Rico.
With a step, Sisca returned to her room and saw the glass filled with red wine. The drink warms her body and helps her sleep.
Sisca lifted the glass, and quickly downed its contents as if swallowing medicine.His face was frowning wryly, as the red wine liquid soaked his throat.
His vision blurred as he tried to climb onto the bed, Sisca was surprised to see his bed as if floating before him as if a shadow was not a solid object.
Sisca gripped the blanket tightly to calm herself down, shocked to find herself sitting on the floor.
He laughed so hard that he suddenly felt funny, but his laughter turned into tears. His tears flowed profusely and he cried with a roaring voice.
The sound of his crying made Rico wake up, the man was already used to sleeping with his ears wide open. In case Michael cries, and wakes Sisca up.
Then realize the sound came from Sisca's room, not Michael's. Rico immediately descended, covering his body with a sleeping coat.
Since childhood, he was not used to wearing pajamas and although he intended to wear it to relieve Sisca's anger, but he felt awkward until then did not wear it anymore.
She saw Sisca curled up on the floor, clutching her blanket tightly. His face was full of tears, making Rico think the woman had fallen.
He approached Sisca, hunting her with a question.
"You why? "
"Your leg is sick? "
Sisca's limbs have healed the swelling is gone, but sometimes it still feels annoying.
Before Sisca could say anything, Rico had already touched her. The man's fingers examined his fragile bones, while the other hand propped up Sisca's slender calf and the other hand groped his limbs gently.
A sense of heat radiated from Rico's hands that touched his skin, Sisca's heart pounding incoherently.
His body gripped by a passion that screams for satisfaction, that passion defeats everything including his little inner voice that begs him to keep his dignity and self-esteem.
Rico looked down on Sisca's leg with a frown, Sisca had no power to hold back .His outstretched hand touched Rico's hard chin with trembling hands, Rico looked at him.
"I want you to fuck with me".
Now it was too late, to retract those words. Sisca's entire body seemed to be burning, with shame and despair. God, what made him say that?
" Sisca.. "
Rico called out his name gently, the man reached out and held Sisca's wrist gently pushing her away.
Sisca could see the look of rejection in Rico's eyes, she flinched holding back the sadness of embarrassment on herself.
Despite the subtlety of the man's refusal, they both knew that it did happen. Why wasn't he just silent?
why her..?
"I'm sorry, I don't know why I said that. It must be because of the wine" said Sisca.