LOVE CRADLE

Losing the spirit of work

Somehow, at some point, he had done an unforgivable deed, and allowed himself to depend on Rico.

Sisca desperately tried to remember, trying to get rid of the knowledge and convince himself that he was wrong.

That those thoughts only arise because his body is weak, but while watching Rico he knows that when the time comes later Rico leaves his life will be empty more than he ever imagined.

Somehow his heart can betray, Rico and Michael have fused into two permanent figures in his life.

Rico reached out and touched him with a frown, he lowered Michael and turned his attention to the sisca.

"Is something wrong, Sisca? ", repeat Rico anxiously.

"You're not feeling well? "

Sisca's skin was burned by Rico's touch and her pulse was scattered, suddenly she was realized like being doused by a bright bright light.

He loved the man, the consciousness hit him with full force. His face turned white from shock, blood receding from his face turning him pale like a corpse.

In the face of Rico with a blank view, at this time he can not think logically and is not even able to say anything.

"Sisca, what's wrong? "

Rico's hoarse and warm voice was like a stone powder being gushed into the skin that was too smooth, Sisca shook with fear of the feeling of need in him.

His body was cold hot and his entire body was trembling, a hundred not a thousand times worse than when he had the flu.

The man touched her, held her shoulder. Her palm gripped, Sisca's soft elbow.

Sisca felt as if Rico's fingers were stroking the softness of her skin, the world knew it was just her imagination. Sisca sighed trying to calm herself down, She must not let Rico know.

He was embarrassed to imagine how much Rico would consider him ridiculous later. Sisca, a dedicated career woman, falls in love for the first time in a lifetime.

"I'm fine", she lied.

" No you're lying, what's wrong? Did the doctor say anything to you? "

"What the doctor said was true" Rico said.

Making Sisca shocked to realize that her doctor must have discussed her physical condition to Rico.

" You've been pushing yourself too hard all along, I know you want to get back to work quickly but you're not well enough".

Rico's pitying attitude moved Sisca, she lowered her head concealing tears that suddenly appeared and was shocked to hear herself admit in a hoarse voice.

"That's it, I don't want to work anymore".

He let out a deep breath of trembling body, he tried to distance himself from Rico's outstretched hand.

When the man touched her, Sisca could barely think clearly. His whole body longed for the man, longing for his touch.

The feeling of need that he had often felt appeared again, and Sisca was eager to be embraced by Rico.

His gaze was directed out of the window behind Rico's back, he said more to himself.

"How will it be? "

"I hardly recognize myself anymore, why do I feel this way? "

" I should be excited about working again but instead... "

"It's called post-viral depression" Rico said softly.

" It's common to attack people with flu, especially those who are sick like you. I know it won't make your situation better, but it will also disappear on its own I guarantee ".

" How can you say that? you don't know... "

"I know" Rico said.

" Three years ago I also experienced the same thing as you, completely breaking down the spirit. But I can assure you there's still life after your flu has healed" she said teasingly.