
“ Ahhhh Arvin again sighed violently while shuffling his hair in frustration. Time is almost here at eleven o'clock in the evening, but the work is still not done.
“ Why is my brain so like this anyway??? Why does the shadow always appear? Arrrggghhh...” muttered Arvin restrained. “ How can I mengelesein this task if the one in my brain is only and only him and him ? “ revealed back. Arvin held his head in both hands with both elbows resting on his desk.
“ Arviiinnn….Why do you think it's like this?? He is adek elo. You shouldn't have this feeling to him. “ Arvin swearing himself.
He got up from his seat, then dropped his rough body onto his soft mattress. He closed both his eyes with his arms. Hoping that if his eyes were closed, the shadow was gone. But it seemed that the shadow was even more engrossed in teasing him. When his eyes were closed, he actually felt how warm and on his forehead two sacred objects belonging to a girl who had been guarded by him and considered his sister.
His smooth white skin, his smooth back, his sexy stomach, all came back vividly in Arvin's memory. So it did not take long, his little sister even woke up. The tightness in his lower part that was starting to torment him felt throbbing.
“ Arrrggghhh…..**** !!! “ his curse while waking up from his fall position. Now Arvin is sitting on the edge of the bed while staring at the bottom with a nelangsa.
“ Oh my God..It's wrong that I have this kind of feeling to him? Is it wrong if I wish there was something more between me and him??” Arvin asked as he turned his head to the ceiling of his room.
“ If my feelings are wrong, why do you put this feeling in my heart? Why can't my feelings be the same as they used to love her as a little sister? Not as a girl. “
“ Ahh...Then my feelings are not wrong, right God? Can I if I love him? He is not my brother either. No sin, right if we have more relationship? “
Arvin monologues himself as if he is talking to the Power.
“ Arrrggghhh…..I miss her very much sheaaaa...” her screams are held back.
“ My Queennn…. Why can you break my heart like this?? “
Arvin the figure of the boy that Armell found in front of his boarding house. Now you have to feel in love with a sister who should be loved like a family. The Queen, the youngest child of an Armell, who should be Arvin care and love like a sister, even Arvin take care and love like the feeling of a man to a woman.
And from that night when the Queen ran out of rain and fever, Arvin tried to stay away from the Queen. He has not been to the Seno family home for nearly two weeks. On the grounds that he was busy with college tasks when the mommy asked him news. It's been two weeks that Arvin hasn't been dropping off and picking up his Queen.
Arvin feels that his feelings are wrong and he must immediately eliminate them as soon as possible. And Arvin thought, if he stayed away from the family, especially away from the Queen, then his feelings would return to how they used to be. Even Arvin decided to date one of the girls on his campus who was crazy about him. He will choose one of them and will try to date the girl. Perhaps if he was close to another girl, then his feelings for the Queen would soon be extinct.
‘ Extinct? Lo said rare animal thoor....???’
Arvin plans that, once the exam is over, he will start to approach one of the girls. Actually, if remembered by Arvin, his feelings for the Queen began to change when they were still sitting on the SD bench. But then Arvin thought it was just monkey love. And again, Arvin was never close to any daughter other than the Queen and Paris. But it's impossible, right, Arvin fell in love with Paris? Looking at manly appearance, bar-bar behavior, fight like from a Parisian.
But it turns out his feelings for the Queen continue to grow until now. In fact, he did not let the Queen close to other men besides himself, the brother, and the Z duo. Selfish? Possessive? Well, that's the attitude that an Arvin shows toward his Queen. But that's how he is. He is not willing if the Queen gets close to other men. What term? Jealous?? It's probable.
But not even a month he did not see and look at the Queen directly (because every day, even almost every hour, Arvin always opened a social account owned by the Queen. Become a stalker stalking her story. ), Arvin is already in the fog because of his longing.
Arvin took his phone, then opened a medsos application on his phone. He's looking for the name Queen Adiguna. And there are photos that make the corner of Arvin's lips lifted. Looks like the Queen just uploaded the new photos that she took this afternoon. Which indirectly, makes Arvin know what his favorite girl is doing.
“ Beautiful. “ compliment Arvin. “ Always interesting. Ah, I miss you my Queen. Miss you so much. “ she said while gently staring at the photo of the girl on her phone screen.
“ Who these nights send messages to? Kayak kirang aja. “ murmured while opening and waiting for the message to open.
📩My Queen : Night brother...Udah sleeping?
“ Queen? “ Ask Arvin while reading that message. “ Why is he still clocking up this way? “ ask again. I want Arvin to return the message. Not only retaliated, but Arvin was eager to make a video call with his favorite girl. But Arvin suddenly remembered his goal of staying away from the Queen.
Arvin closed his phone screen and placed his phone on the bed beside him sitting in an upside down position.
Trings
The sound of the incoming message is heard. With hesitation, Arvin picked up his phone and reopened the message.
📩My Queen: You are so busy? Never been home. It's been two weeks, folks. Mom, Daddy, Uncle B, Onty, Brother Dan, Paris, Duo Z, and….. And Queen? Queen kangen really same brother... HIks...Emang brother does not miss the same Queen huh?
The Queen's message is long and wide.
“ Brother is also very upset, My Queen. “ replied Arvin while staring at the screen of his phone sad. He could not reply to that message. He put his phone back.
The atmosphere became quiet. The clockwork seconds on the wall even sounded echoing. One minute, two minutes, suddenly a message came in on Arvin's phone. Arvin opened it again.
📩My Queen: Brother why not bales Queen messages?
📩My Queen: Brother is angry with Queen?
📩My Queen : Brother, if you have the wrong Queen brother, brother says dong. Let Queen introspect.
📩My Queen: Queen knows brother again online. And now you read Queen's message.
The Queen's last message. And this message makes Arvin tick dead. Forward hit, backward hit. According to Warkop DKI. Arvin scrambled his hair rough.
Finally Arvin plays his fingers over the screen of his phone to reply to the Queen's message.
📩Me : Sorry. Queen. My brother is busy. Tasks a lot of brothers. You can't reply to your message.
And Arvin's message was immediately blue-tongued. But a while Arvin waited, no writing ‘ was typing ‘ from the Queen. Okay, maybe the Queen understands and understands that she cannot be disturbed. Even a minute later, Nampak Ratu was offline. Arvin could only sigh slowly.
Seriate