Love Coiled Stains

Letters Arga

Arga still can't accept that I've left her.

He sat back in the chair where he worked.

"Papa, papa please papa tell me what my mistake is. What is my fault with Rea pa until he could leave me like this" Arga said asking for clarity to his papa.

"You told Sandra that your relationship with Rea was a mistake" explained her father Arga.

Dada Arga kembis. It is difficult to catch his breath at this time. Even to speak, his chest felt tight.

"No pa, that's not what I mean. I, I said it like that because I just wanted to persuade Sandra. I don't mean it like that pa" explained Arga with the intonation of a vibrating voice.

"Pa, where is Rea, please?" Ask Arga again.

Papa Arga just kept silent not responding to a question from Arga

***

"Riko you...?" Santi looked startled when his fiancee suddenly appeared in his office.

Well, this is the first time Riko has shown herself in her office. Indeed, the guy with glasses used to come to the office just to meet with me. Since I didn't work there, he didn't show himself in that office.

This was the first time he appeared in the office again to invite Santi to lunch together.

"Hi" His greeting.

"Hi" replied Santi smiling happily.

"Why are you here? Tumben?"

"I'm taking you to lunch together. Are you taking a break? Afraid I'm coming too soon" Riko said.

Santi glanced at the clock in his hand.

"No ko, it's time for a break"

"Yes, we go to the cafeteria below" Take Riko.

Santi nodded with a smile.

***

"Ko, I'm so glad you're finally coming to my office to take me to lunch like this" Santi said when they were already in his office cafeteria which was on the lower floor.

Riko smiled sweetly looking at Santi.

"Yes dong San, we are now engaged and soon we will get married. I also promised you that I would accept you in my life. So this is the thing I have to do to make my fiancee happy" Riko said with a smile.

Of course Riko's words just now made Santi feel flowery. This is what he's been waiting for all this time. His patience has now borne fruit. Where he picked the fruit that tasted so sweet that he was currently feeling.

"Later home from work I will pick you up" said Riko again.

Degs....

Santi is shocked to hear that Riko wants to pick him up when he comes home from the office later. This time it is not He who asked Riko to pick him up but Riko himself offered services to pick up Santi when he returned from his office later. Of course this is a good change for Santi and Riko's relationship slowly but surely Riko can accept Santi in her life.

***

Arga slowly opened the door of my room that I had occupied at the house of his mother and father. The room where you were united the other day.

The memories of that night were still spinning vividly on Arga's memory screen. He looked at the room with deep sadness in his heart.

Tampa accidentally saw there were two letters that I deliberately left for him and also Sandra. And before I left, I had changed my new phone number so that Arga couldn't call me later.

Arga berahan walked up to the letter on my ornamental table. He took one envelope and opened it. Where in the envelope was a necklace that he bought for me as we walked together in the mall at that time.

I purposely left the necklace, I don't want to carry my memories with Arga. I want to let go of all of it. If I keep wearing that necklace, it'll make me remember Arga back. Inside the envelope was also a wedding ring for me and Arga. Now I'm the one who took the ring off my finger. Like I said. I just want to leave all my memories with Arga. I don't want to bring those memories that will make me remember Arga more in my life.

Arga took the letter I wrote to her that was still in the same envelope as the necklace and ring earlier. He read the letter.

"assalamualaikum. Wb.

Arga, maybe this is a decision that's beyond your expectations. Maa if this decision makes you feel disappointed. But right now this decision I'm making is the right one and the best one for all. It may be true what you say, all of this is an error. This whole thing is my fault. If I hadn't kept myself married to you back then, surely your relationship and Sandra wouldn't have been like this. Maybe you will be happy with the one you love. I feel so guilty for you both. I hope very much all this will come back clear. You go and persuade Sandra that she has the right to be angry. I'm really sorry for what happened.

Arga, I'm taking this opportunity to apologize to you. Maybe after this we won't meet again. Therefore I apologize if all this time I could not be the wife you expected. And our relationship is you who determines. I don't care anymore. Only I ask you, please forgive all my sins for what I have done. Whether it is intentional or not. I got out of this house without your permission. I know it's wrong, but I can't be in this house anymore. My presence will make you feel burdened. God willing I will always take care of your marwah as a husband. If you want to let me go. I pray you are happy with Sandra

Wassalam"

The letter I wrote ended there. Arga opened my closet. There were only the clothes he had given me for my birthday. Arga looked very sad and devastated at my passing.

He took the shirt and hugged and kissed it with tears. Her heart is broken at this moment. What he feels today is much different when he lived Sandra to Paris at that time. The feeling this time that he felt his pain multiplied.

Arga put the shirt back on. He wiped away her tears. Now he sat there staring at every word I had in the letter.

Sandra came to see Arga who was in my room.

"Why are you calling me? What do you want to talk to me about?" Sandra asked still with her tone of judes.

Arga took the letter I wrote to her and gave it to Sandra. Sandra took the letter and read it.

"This is what you said one error? Your face looks sad, you want to show me if Sandra's gone for what?" Ask Sandra.

"So I can sympathize with you? That so?" Add it again.

"Have you thought about what I said yesterday?" Ask Arga in a low tone.

"I don't think I need to think about it anymore. I've made a decision" Sandra said stubbornly.

"Sandra, I need you as my wife by my side"

"I guess if I wasn't around, it wouldn't make you lose either. Don't you still have a wife" Sandra said.

"I can feel that you already love him, already love him. And maybe now he's waiting for you to refer him, call him, go. I am okay" said Sandra.

"Rea's not messing around this time"

"Oh yeah? I think this is his way of making you feel guilty and getting you back together" Sandra said.

"Because he knows how I am right now, he knows what we are. That's what makes him look for a chance to get you back to him. I know you love him, well know he's a good wife, a obedient wife, a good wife. Different from me" Sandra was full of emotions.

"Sandra, Rea's not messing around. He has left this house. There's no way I can get it back" Arga said with a serious look.

"Why is it impossible?" Ask Sandra.

Arga just kept silent could not answer. He sat back down on my bed in the room.

He breathed his heavy breath. Wanting his sense he threw away the tangle of his current thoughts.

"Sandra, I do not want you to go to Jakarta what else to Paris later" he said after a long silence.

"I'll still go" Sandra still remained on her stance.

"I don't want you to go. I want you to stay here always by my side. I want you to focus on our household" Arga said gently.

"It can't be dong Ga. I gotta go"

"You can leave me alone in this situation just for the sake of your career?"

"Arga, right now I've lost you too right. Just so you know, my heart is now broken. But I'm holding on. I can feel if you're with me it's just your body. While your heart and mind are only to Rea. All of that because you already love him, love him I can feel it Ga"

"Sandra, Rea has nothing to do with this problem. There's no connection with you going to Jakarta what else to Paris anti-nya"

"If I had gone to Jakarta, my heart would have calmed down. I will focus on my work and I can forget about all the current problems. Please understand my heart and feelings" Sandra said in a voice that shook as she tried to hold back her cries.

"I still won't let you go. If you clean hard to go, it means you will lose me" Arga said firmly.

"If this is what you want to talk about, I'd better go home"

"Why are you so stubborn?"

"Arga, I'm stubborn. Because I'm like this is what made you love me. Until now I have never changed. What has changed now is you. Your love for me has changed"

"You must not try to straighten the thread that has been wet. You never realize that you are guilty of this" Arga said with a slight increase in her voice because Sandra did not want to hear his words.

"Let's think again about our relationship, about our marriage, about you going to Jakarta and to Paris. And... " Sayar Arga did not continue his words. He took the letter I wrote to Sandra on my decorative table and gave it to Sandra.

"Do I need to read it?"

"As far as you are"

Sandra took the letter and left Arga, who was still in my room.

***

"Oh pa, dizzy mama's head saw her family problems Arga like this" said Rina chat with her husband in their room.

"Why is it?" Rudi sat down next to his wife.

"Sandra came to our house this afternoon. Keep me peeling with her. He threw away his face and would not rebuke me. It is fitting that from the first mama did not approve of their relationship pa"

Rudi smiled looking at his wife who was nagging at his second son-in-law.

"The love of our child pa, Sandra could make it like that" said Rina in her sad tone.

"It's been a decision from Arga himself ma we can what?"

"So let Arga solve his own problems that he had been looking for the problem himself" added Rudi again.

"Papa has said from the beginning that papa does not want to interfere in their household affairs" said Rudi again.

"Pa, don't you feel sorry for our one-on-one son? Our only child lo pa. Don't you pity Arga pa?" Tanya Rina felt pity for the fate of her son.

"Consider him pa"

"Counselor? Advice how did mom mean? Mama knows Arga won't listen to papa's words. Want advice no matter how he will not listen to it" said Rudi again.

***

Sandra packed all her clothes in the house she sat together with Arga.

Arga goes into the house and sees Sandra has brought a suitcase containing her clothes.

"I've cleaned up all my stuff. I think right now I need to get out of this house. I can't stand being here" Sandra said.

"It's easy for you to talk like that" Arga said in a cold manner. Trying to hold back her current emotions saw Sandra want to leave on her own.