Love Coiled Stains

Disillusioned

Sandra just got tuba from Jakarta. The woman went straight to her in-laws' house when she could not find her husband in the house she was living with.

How surprised he was when he saw me and Arga were hugging like that. I truly do not believe in the reality that he saw before his eyes at this moment. How could the Arga who hated me so much now embrace me like that.

"Arga" His reprimand shocked us.

"What the fuck?" Ask her again.

Arga released her hug to me. I was also shocked by Sandra's sudden arrival into my room like that.

"Sandra?" Arga asked in shock to see his second wife appear all of a sudden.

"Aren't you going home tomorrow?" Ask her again.

"Why? What if I come home early doesn't match what I said yesterday? Surprised to see me suddenly here, why? So get caught ya betrayal you guys" said again emotion.

"What betrayal do you mean?" Ask Arga.

"You don't realize I'm being betrayed right now? This is all what does he mean?" Ask her again.

"You're Rea, you promised me that your relationship with Arga is nothing more than a husband and wife on paper.. You assured me that none of you would ever happen. But look, look what's going on right now? You and Arga hugged like that. You betrayed me, you reneged on your promise to me. You said you'd be gone from Arga's life after 3 months of your marriage. Butwhy? why are you still in this relationship?" Sandra was very disappointed with what she had just seen.

"I'm willing to go home fast just because I want to meet you Arga. I miss you so much. But what do I get? Just a betrayal" she added again with her tears shed.

"Sandra, it's not like what you think it's all just a misunderstanding. What you see is all a loss" Arga said.

Degs....

This heart felt sliced as Arga said that what happened was all an error.

I round my eyes, my lips open and locked I can't say anything I'm so shocked to hear Arga say that. Like lightning striking in broad daylight that I feel right now.

If you are in my position, you will be very shocked to hear that everything that happens is a mistake, right? Already he got all of it, now even he said that it was a mistake.

Last night he seduced me very gently to be able to unite with me. However, after his second wife arrived and saw all of this he was instead willing to make my feelings hurt due to the expression of the error. Who wouldn't be hurt if treated like that?

What's wrong he admitted that he already loved me and accepted me wholeheartedly.in front of Sandra. Didn't he tell me last night that it was his business to explain his feelings to me so that Sandra could understand all this? Not only last night, this morning, had just said the same thing that this was already the destiny of God for my relationship with him. But why could all that change in his presence.

My feelings at the time were very difficult for me to explain. Want her taste I said bring Arga to love me to Sandra. But what I say will be refuted by Arga. And he'll definitely tell Sandra I'm the only one who baper her. He has no feelings for me. It's not that he can't confess his feelings to me in front of Sandra. And clearly Sandra had seen me and she was hugging.

"Sandra" he said.

Sandra just raised her hand asking Arga to stop for all the reasons she was going to give her. The woman went straight out of my room with a disappointed feeling.

"Sandra" Shouted Arga chasing his wife.

I sat in my bed helpless. I am really out of energy right now.

"Arga, you can play with my feelings. Her tega-tega you again make this heart hurt" My inner.

My eyes were empty ahead. My head was dizzy thinking about all this. Tega, what a heart Arga has for me. Just last night even this morning it made me fly high, now with the blink of an eye it blows me back to earth it feels very painful.

"What's my fault with you Arga? If indeed you are not expecting me, please do not play games with my feelings. This heart has just begun to heal, but why did you make it hurt again?" My inner. I cried covering my wet face with tears using both of my hands. This heart is very sick and disappointed. Even for now, Arga would rather go after Sandra than me. Who has been toying with his feelings.

"Your staff Arga, you can treat you like this" My mind sobbed.

***

"Sandra, Sandra wait for me" said Arga pulling Sandra's arm. Sandra stopped stepping because she was pulled by Arga. They are currently on the front porch of Arga's parents' house.

"Listen to my explanation" Arga said again.

"What explanation? Wasn't everything clear? No need to explain anymore Arga" said Sandra.

Surely the woman also felt pain in her heart because it was betrayed by the husband. Even though he knew that I and Arga were husband and wife, but still felt betrayed because I had promised that between me and Arga nothing would happen. Even I will leave the arga after my marriage is 3 months old.

"San, everything you saw was an error. I beg you to trust me" Arga pleaded.

"Why do I trust you? You have betrayed me. You and Rea are both hypocrites" Sandra said in a statement. It passed from before Arga. Driving his car cleaves the highway.

The woman left her father-in-law's house in a broken heart crying so badly in the car while continuing to focus on driving her car.

"Your job Ga, you can betray me like this" he said hitting the steering wheel of his car to vent the disappointment in his heart to Arga and me.

Arga took her hair plow because she was completely dead-end willing to do what she was doing right now.

***

I waited for Arga to explain what he meant to Sandra this morning.

"What you see is only an error" The words still echo in my ears. The more I try to forget those words, the more it hurts my heart because the more powerful the words echo in these ears.

"Non Rea" said Bik Ina knocking on my bedroom door.

"Non I came in" he said again opening my room door.

I didn't answer a word. I just sat daydreaming on my bed thinking about Arga's painful words.

"Non, mom and dad are waiting for non below to have dinner together" said Bik Ina again.

I looked at the middle-aged woman. I really need a mother who is always there for me and gives me peace of mind. My mother is far away in my hometown.

Looking at my eyes, Ina approached me carefully. The middle-aged woman sat in front of me.

My tears are back on my cheeks. I came back crying. I hugged Ina's bik so that this heart could calm down a little.

Bik Ina was shocked as I hugged her like that.

"Lo, non why? What makes a non sad?" Ask bik Ina.

I didn't answer a word. Question after question from bim Ina just makes me sadder and cry as ever in the arms of the middle-aged woman.

There's no way I can tell my personal problems to Bik Ina. Moreover, this is a matter of my pride. Where I had been touched completely by Arga with her sweet seduction that made me fall asleep and leave everything to Arga.

So I decided to just shut up with a thousand languages and try to find some calmness in the middle-aged woman's arms.

Seeing me continue to cry made Ina more confused and did not ask further what makes this self sad.

Now, the middle-aged woman returned my embrace. To make me calm.

"Crying is non if it will make non feel calm later. Let go all the sadness is non" He said gently caressing my hair.

I don't know if I'm back to losing Arga. Back to how I was when I lost my virginity to Arga.

Now, this heart is broken because of Arga.

***

"Bik, where's Rea?" Rina asked when she saw Ina's bik coming down the stairs.

"Non Rea in her room buk. His words are not hungry yet" replied Bik Ina.

"Buk, it looks like non Rea is sad. Last time I called him to eat, his eyes were swollen. After I asked why? He was crying in my arms" said Bik Ina.

"Lo, what's wrong with Rea? Is it because she misses her mother?" Ask Rina.

"I don't know buk either. Likely so buk, earlier he also said to consider me as a substitute for his mother. As she hugged me she said it was like hugging her mom buk" Obviously the middle-aged woman again.

"Oh so, maybe he was missing his mother in the village. Yeah, well, just leave him alone first. Maybe she needs some time to calm down and talk to her mom on the phone. Oh yes bik. Please just deliver the food in her room. Later if he is hungry, he just eat" said Rina.

"Good buk"

***

"Non" Ujat bik Ina again opened my room door carrying a plate of food and drinks in his hands.

"Non, this is mom asking auntie to bring you a meal for non. If you are hungry, do not eat. Do not let it not eat. At least a little, so that non does not hurt" said bik Ina with full attention.

"Yes bik, just put it on my decorative table. Later if it's hungry I will definitely eat it" I replied. I actually have no appetite at all. Because what I'm hoping for right now is an explanation from Arga.

I answered like that so Ina could tell my in-laws about me eating the food they brought so they wouldn't worry later.

***

"At ten o'clock, Sandra hasn't come home yet. Where are you?" Tanya Arga anxiously awaits Sandra's return at their home.

Arga tried to call Sandra's cell phone. However, his second wife's cell phone could not be contacted. The man who had two wives was very anxious. He had been pacing back and forth thinking about the whereabouts of his wife.

He didn't know who to ask who his second wife was going to bring a disappointed heart over him and me.

"Where is Sandra?" Ask Arga worriedly.

Arga tries to call Sandra's mom and dad's number. Who knows if he was there.

"Hallo" said Arga when his phone was picked up by his father Sandra.

"Hallo, son Arga. What's up?" Ask Arga's in-laws.

"Pa, I'd like to ask you. Is Sandra at papa's?"

"Sandra's? He's not going to Jakarta. And I'm just coming home tomorrow"

"Oh, I'm dead. What reason should I give papa? There's no way I'm telling you the truth. While my two in-laws had absolutely no idea that I had another wife other than Sandra" Inner Arga was agitated.

"Hallo Arga"

"Yes, Sandra said she wanted to go home tonight. Maybe he was still on the plane, yes, about his phone from earlier can not be contacted. He has not yet arrived home. Of course I feel anxious" Arga lied.

"What time did he say he'd take off?"

"Nine pa"

"It will be here soon" said Papa Sandra.

"Yes pa, thank you pa" replied Arga turned off his phone.

"Where are you really Sandra? Why are you like this?" His mind again.

***

I glanced at my phone and it looked like it was ten in the night. I really hope Arga will call me or not just give me a message to explain what he said this morning. If he does not dare to appear at his mother's house again, at least explain it through his cellphone.

However, my hope was in vain. I just kept staring at my phone screen. Lying down on the bed that was a silent witness to our unification last night. Until I finally fell asleep.