Love And Tears

Adam Sanjaya's

Amira would not want to undo his intention when Surti who invited him to leave the house instead chose to stay silent and not go anywhere, the woman also actually knows that it is night and not suitable for a pregnant woman to wander just Somehow her mind is like telling her to go out and check what is there outside of this moment.

Surti knew that Amira must be disappointed in him, which is why pregnant people feel hungry very quickly, so it makes sense that Amira wants to go and also buy snacks may want to snack all because of the age of the womb that has reached the second trimester.

"Later tomorrow morning, Auntie will go find snacks but it seems difficult. You see, only Indonesians and also Asians who like to snack, Europeans and others seem to be more like eating at home than fast food and also sold by people! "obviously Surti because that is the reality in our country Jajanan is a thing that must be so unmistakable if you think about the road always berseliwer various kinds of snacks that can to prop up the stomach when hungry, and when relaxed.

"It doesn't matter to me Bik just Somehow I think I want it really, but it doesn't matter It seems that if I wait until tomorrow I can still do it! "obviously Amira who does not want to make Surti feel guilty to him and as a result the woman will take herself away at that time.

Surti smiled as it turned out that Amira understood what she wanted, because the evidence of the woman did not argue at all and instead seemed to be so supportive and clearly this made the woman feel so appreciated by her employer even though sometimes she refused the gift of Amira who he thinks he needs more money than he does.

"Pardon Bibi ya Mbak Amira because it is not the heart to make Mba Amiranya starve, Amirana, it's just that this is the kindness of Mbak Amira and her baby Dedek who pity to be taken away from home while the conditions and also the time are very unlikely! "inner Surti looked at Amira's back who had chosen to go back into her room because she wanted to continue the rest.

In life sometimes what we want we can't get right then and there, however, we can still be charged with a variety of choices that are so difficult and sometimes very unreasonable.

but One is sure that Whatever happens in the future Believe that one's life is governed by its creator, the creator, Want to be taken In which direction then Mau changed which however remains the same as that no one can have to set according to his will.

"i was just why did you suddenly want to see outside What's there and also usually lazy to know why so suddenly kepo like this yes, Ah maybe a baby who feels not at home too long in the apartment alone without breathing the free air out there! "in Amira who tried to contact her own stepmother because the pregnant woman was very quick to feel sad and also bored if only in one place.

Adam curled up cold because he forgot to bring a blanket because the brain is the same mind again out of sync as a result of self-harm, but how else when all has happened and want to complain it feels out of place.

Rangga who was in the car actually felt sorry for Adam especially now the extreme European weather is sometimes very hot and sometimes cold it is very cold.

"There is no way I should ask the security guard to give me a blanket because Mr. Adam will be angry, But if I just calm down like this and do nothing, fear that he will be in pain and as a result all the work here will be abandoned!"said Rangga monologue and eventually chose to code the security guard to get closer to him and grateful also in his car he had bought a blanket but forgot to be issued and as a result the item remained in his car.

"Excuse me sir may I ask you for a moment to bring this blanket to my employer who is currently sleeping in front of his wife's apartment? if you want this there is a fee for the help you have given me because, because pity he sleeps without using a blanket would be very uncomfortable! "clearly Rangga made the security guard only smile because he saluted the struggle made by Adam to be able to get his wife's forgiveness and not everyone can do crazy things like Adam did when he was these.

"ah you don't have to pay me with the help that was asked just now because I would be happy to help that person, because I salute the struggle he is doing and also the sacrifice that does not know the situation and conditions around him! "obviously the man took the blanket in the package given by Rangga and took it to Adam.

Adam, who was curled up, was shocked when the security guard threw a blanket in front of him, though he was not asking for help to anyone and also did not complain from earlier just choose to be quiet and enjoy everything.

"Master is a blanket for you and please use it because after all sacrifice can be a struggle No problem but do not torture yourself, because if tomorrow the day after tomorrow you are tormented the question Who will continue the struggle if not yourself at this time? "clearly the security guard who when seeing the look on the face of Adam who wanted to refuse the deposit given by Rangga earlier.

"Thank you so much for this gift! "said Adam who is not happy because it seems like the mistakes he has made and also the struggle that is happening now even makes others difficult.

"I just continue the gift from the person who came with you, because he looks so worried and does not seem to have the heart if you do all this alone! "obviously the security guard then patted Adam's shoulder gently and left him.

At the Adiguna residence it seemed that Sakti and his wife were very distrustful of what they saw and also they heard from the report given by Rangga today, how not They saw their Son was curled up in front of his apartment Amira with a thin mattress with a blanket that covered him without a pillow or other comfort that he usually got so far.

Sakti and Dina are between wanting to laugh but feeling sorry too because anyway the portrait of the person who is doing the struggle is their own child, he said, who is fighting to improve his household Without those who can accompany because of fear later do not let Amira misunderstand and even stay away from them anyway.

"Geez, is that really our son Adam? How does he want to sleep there when it is really cold European weather at this time, Wah he really want to fight but it feels like the struggle just makes him feel tortured like it? "obviously Dina because it is like that the fact is that Adam is struggling to maintain his household with Amira but not at the right time and also the right place.

now the question is if for example tomorrow morning Amira came out and found Adam there and the response of the woman looks ordinary, just like that, yes it is the same lie dong struggle Adam all night to withstand the cold and also uncomfortable with the bed he currently wears.

"Well, how else if we forbid it, it is also impossible for him to listen to what we say, Continues that we are secretly alone also there is no way he will ask for advice from us because that child Kan again struggling to prove that he is a real man! "obviously Sakti who felt that What Adam did was nothing with the heartache experienced by Amira and also the first pregnancy that really tormented the woman when in fact Adam it was painful because of the man who had morning sickness.

"It looks like we've been lying to Aida for too long and she's afraid she'll never trust us again, So how about we go to be honest with him about Amira's whereabouts and her current state and Adam's struggling! It's up to him later if he wants to be angry or whatever it is because it's a risk that we have to accept yes like that, it's just that I don't want to continue to dissolve in this lie and cause Aida to always feel that her child has disappeared!"dina's suggestion makes Sakti can no longer dwell Many problems with his wife if it has said something will remain in his stance and will never change his mind at all.

"Yes, it's up to you to want what is important the point later if Aida is angry should not respond excessively, he said, because remember Mama also has a disease and should not torture his own mind if it happens then Papa will never let Mama do this at any time Until Mama is healed totals! "obviously Sakti warned Dina that if Aida was angry the woman would be sad then hunger strike and worse it would be immediately high heat because all this time he loved Aida was like loving him by oneself.

"Mama will lie if you say that later Aida gets angry and Mama will be fine and will smile, she said, because nothing by itself will know how our relationship has never been separated at all and also how we grew up together despite being born from a different womb and also parents who it's different! "obviously Dina.

this is what makes Sakti dislike his wife's attitude when choosing to be honest with Aida, because according to him his wife prefers to use the heart when with Aida while to others insulted at least like to be oppressed or again his pride is lowered by anyone.

"Papa knew that loving Aida was like loving yourself, it's just that please if you love something excessively it is actually very not good because later if you lose it feels like it will want to die! "obviously Sakti who hopes that his wife understands that the relationship between himself and Aida is indeed very close and can be said to beat the closeness of siblings just do not need to respond to everything said Aida is excessive and self-harming as Adam is doing today.

at 02:00 in the morning, the man was able to close his eyes because of his sleepiness that had attacked him from earlier, lupalah already about his current existence and also about the comfort that he had been getting because sleeping on a mat was quite good too can make Adam sleep Even though this man was very far from the sleep and more to focus on his work.

Amira this morning plans to go together to the office with Daniel because the man happened to have called her early in the morning, when in fact Amira had rejected it but Daniel said that would Amira refused or not that important point he would come to that place right now.

Surti was amazed when he saw that early in the morning Amira was ready, but yesterday he said the woman was given two days leave by Daniel, But in fact Amira is someone who is very unsettled at home and as a result the woman chose to go to the office alone rather than stay at home and do nothing.

"Mbak Amira wants to go to the office now, the feeling like yesterday Mr. Daniel said that If the Ma'am that tomorrow can only go to the office! "asked Surti curiously.

"Oh yes last night Because Gabut yes I finally told Daniel that today will be coming to work, later he will pick up and he said wait below because again in a hurry so no time to stop by! "obviously Amira.

"Oh yes this Coincidentally Bibi has sliced fresh fruits so that Mbak Miranya can snack later, then, so later save it in the lunch box so that it can be taken to the office as well as given to Sister Sarah as well! "it was clear as to make Amira really touched by all the sincerity given by the woman.

Amira does not know if now in front of the apartment door is sleeping her husband means the man who is still her current husband, who is still her husband, because it was proven when Amira opened the door it turns out there was asleep curled up in front of the door of his apartment makes the woman really surprised because it was thought that last night Adam had gone from there.