Love And Tears

Love And Tears
Positively



Franda felt his legs instantly limp when when the results of his complete examination had already come out a few hours ago, he was deliberately stalling for time to take the results Yes maybe hoping for a miracle So if the results are bad it will turn out to be good and if for example the results are good it will still be like that.


Franda had indeed begun to feel the peculiarity in his body it had been a while but because of his work as a woman you an impromptu call woman who inevitably chose to ignore it, he chose to ignore it, not to mention the work of its customers who sometimes refuse when asked to use security because it says it feels drag then it makes Franda who would not want to say yes because this is all he did for money.


" i will explain about the results of this examination if it turns out that you are indeed HIV positive, I suggest from now on Please never stop taking the drug yes if there is a miracle may be cured But if not yes you will be like this just continue to take the drug and can not do the job that's heavy!" obviously the doctor made Franda feel weak instantly even looks will faint because this is all very sudden news and also never imagined before Kok can ya have to suffer like this.


"What can I do again to see if I really have that disgusting disease, because it looks like the tool is wrong or maybe I Go check in a more sophisticated hospital so that the results Yes More satisfying? " ask Franda made sure to make the doctor can only exhale rough because he thought this is the usual response he got when giving news of such a disease.


though they should have known from the beginning the consequences of an unhealthy lifestyle, Not after finding the name Karma and then start looking for a gap to blame everyone who has never taken part so far.


it's just that the doctor may not prohibit if the patient himself wants to do the examination elsewhere, or in this world anything can happen if you have money so why not just to throw energy and eventually he will become a victim of abuse from patients who do not have a conscience.


" yes It's up to you if you want to do an examination elsewhere I will give a certificate, he said, but what I really love should be What you did all this time already know there will be risks! though this hospital if you could say is actually the largest in this city but if you still doubt it Yes it does not matter Is not every person is given the freedom to choose, later the affidavit please take it to the new hospital to go to and I hope whatever the result you have to be breastfed because every fruit of the deed must be a wisdom to be taken and must be there is Karma to be borne! " the doctor deliberately said that because after all he worked in the humanitarian section leading people to the right path is his duty, sometimes they are too excessive because they interfere with personal affairs someone else.


Franda was actually just covering his nervousness and then the stress in his life but actually he did not have the intention to do another trial elsewhere again, or the results have come out to check with any style if the results are like so still so there will be no such thing as a change.


" this can't be a vow it's really impossible if it's like this who will take care of me because I can't count on you, because the work is just odd, there is no clarity at all let alone having to take care of me like this who is in the will throw me away! " Franda looked so desperate that even the letter from the results of the medical examination was out of shape in his hands because what he had in mind now was how to make him die alone did not need to live if only he could shame himself and others who have been playing all this time will laugh at his stupidity.


Franda which happened to be passing at that time on one of the pedestrian bridges that could be said to be the current is so swift, make a reckless mind envelop him because Believe what is life again if everyone no one cares about him not because of his goodness but the evil he always does endlessly.


" i know God hates people who commit suicide so much, but this is the only way that my sins will not increase in the world, if indeed later my mistakes will not be forgiven then please remind me if you have ever done good to people I do not remember one by one! "said Franda then immediately climbed the Talang bridge because it happened to be at an hour like so people were busy working and taking care of the house so that no rider passing or maybe coincidence because the universe supports the act The franda?


by closing his eyes Franda immediately jumped down so that his body was directly dragged by the current just like that, making a small child immediately ran towards his house because he saw clearly yes Although within a radius of a few meters if there was a person who deliberately jumped from the bridge.


"please, please someone jumps off the bridge!" said the little boy made everyone who was gathered at the taste of one of the stalls immediately ran closer to the bridge and was seen only sandals and then Franda's bag because the woman seemed to be deliberately not carrying anything may just want to leave a trace so that his father is not too anxious to look for it because now he has lived happily together with his creator does not think again about the problems of the world that never ends.


feeling a not so good feeling especially when approaching lunch hour there is a call coming in from an unknown number, he said, made the man after picking him up and was very surprised to find out that this was a call number from the police station.


" Yes hello!


"sorry to know if this is with Franda Adella's parents?" ask someone so unfamiliar his voice in his hearing Fadil.


" It's true with my own father, what happened to my son? "asked Fadil curious because there is usually no one else to contact him all this time because even though Franda was tepar still his son would realize to go home.


" we just want to report that Franda's sister had attempted suicide on a bridge not far from Persada hospital, until now the body has not been found so we hope you come to the Police station to confirm the belongings of patients who happened to be left at the scene! "said the police made Fadil very anxious to scream that his son was okay at home and his son was not going anywhere Although he knew this morning Franda went home on the grounds that he will check his health condition which has been deteriorating for several weeks.


Arriving at the police station, everyone was busy looking for news about the incident that had just happened a moment ago, and when they saw Fadil directly leaning the question to the man made Fadil really feel dizzy.


" I'm sorry if you are the father of the victim named Franda who jumped from the pine bridge and not far from the Persada hospital, because according to the information we heard earlier your child had just done a medical examination and the results seemed very bad so he may be desperate? So we wanted to find out if you knew what happened to your child so far that he looked desperate and chose to end his life, because it looks like he is very young and automatically his future is still long just why would he want to end his life like that?" asked the reporter who was interviewing Fadil to make the middle-aged man really grunt annoyed it seems his patience will disappear if like this continues.


"I'm grieving the certainty of what happened like anything I don't know at all, Why are you asking me such questions instead? "sarcastic Fadil rough make the foreman who feared later will be blamed again finally chose to pull Fadil into the Police office room to confirm directly rather than later many questions that arise many opinions which will happen and finally the middle-aged man who will bear the consequences alone.


when they got there they directly called the fadil to the examination room to find out the exact incident, he said, and after Fadil explained everything he was allowed to return home because after all this case has been included in the police handling, the family is expected to wait for the next news.


Fadil really wanted to get home quickly to ascertain the truth why until his son did such a crazy thing, though all the problems in the world There are actually solutions that can be chosen many versions and also many kinds that can make life unencumbered with the problems themselves.


" you Why, son, should do all this to the point of having to leave the father alone? our relationship is not good all this time but it does not need to be as well right, If it's like this later how the father will not have friends to fight to have no friends to look after each other! "said Fadil who does not have anyone else if really Franda can not be found or maybe found but in a state of lifeless considering the state of the river is very swift and there are also rocks that's so loud down there.


Fadil couldn't possibly hang his life back to Aida because of their long-done relationship, as a man he must continue to move forward yes Although you can say stepping without any certainty and also without any strong capital it feels very unlikely.


HIV positive.....


Fadil instantly limp because it turns out that his son was really ruined his life from the beginning, therefore he immediately ran to his residence Aida while stopping the motorcycle that happened to be running there because he had to tell all this fear Adam would also why.


Arriving at his residence, it was seen that everyone was gathering including Dina and Sakti, the couple was so happy when Middle was chatting with a baby Arkana who was so henchman.


"Excuse me everyone!" said Fadil with his breath cut off make Amira who just from the kitchen feel surprised by the arrival of the man he used to call the father.


Adam who happened to be new from the room rounded his eyes perfectly when he saw there was Fadil there, his gaze was only on Amira and also and both his parents were afraid they misunderstood.


" I'm sorry Mas Fadil, what's the need to come here? "asked Aida who was very surprised to see the arrival of her ex-husband yes Although there is no longer her revenge because she can already make peace with the circumstances and also does not mind her.


" I just want to make sure whether Adam has been examined or not, because Franda was exposed to HIV so she was afraid not to be infected also to Adam and later Amira also follow why! "clearly Fadil without a shady Aling Because for what ya have to mince words while everyone in the house was no longer accepting his presence.


Adam smiled when he heard Fadil's words and then looked at his wife Amira, who really looks so shocked did not expect if Franda was exposed to the embarrassing disease and worse yet the woman had contact with Adam was afraid not to come....


"you take it easy because the mas have checked it from the beginning and it is always done every month and the count may have been almost a year more to check but Mas is very clean from the disease and the results are negative, maybe over the last few months your son who is too naughty to come out and fro to the point that he can not distinguish which is a good item and also which is a second item! "said Adam makes Fadil really feel embarrassed because it turns out his presence here only to open the disgrace of his own son so he chose to go and promised to leave this city directly up to Franda wants to be found or not is not it a way of life chosen by his son.