Love And Tears

Ask for Pardon

Of course, Amira would never do what Adam said in his mind, whatever happens he will still try to get an apology from his wife because there is a child who is the fruit of their love both of them even though from the beginning he has rejected it firmly.

"So I think like the discussion we have finished, now if you want to go home yes already please if you really want to eat dinner here also no problem! "obviously Amira who from earlier the tone of his speech sounded so flat that you could say there was no desire at all to make up with Adam even though the man begged until it was as it looked.

"Is there really no word of apology for me, or is it possible to just make small talk and I can ask you about our son? "adam asked curiously but with his face pointed out Because he was really embarrassed and seemed to have no face to look at Amira who was astonished by the question posed by the man.

"You are selfish and want to win by yourself, and also want to benefit and not think about a woman's feelings? Now I will ask you about our position behind me who made a mistake and you are the one who got hurt, will you forgive me and accept me back and not dispute what I have done? "question Amira with a eager gaze demanding an answer as to what Adam would give.

Adam breathed a rough breath because he thought he would obviously never forgive a woman who had cheated on him, And it makes sense that Amira refused to forgive herself who clearly did the act of Nista with the sister of the woman who had been taken care of with all her heart, even though she was not a sister it's Amira's birthplace because they're both just stepbrothers.

"Why silence? Confused to answer what, though I am sure the answer is definitely will never forgive the woman who has dared to cheat behind your back? That answer has been in my mind all this time that I will never accept things that have become used people, he said, if indeed you still want to appreciate me as a woman please think about it and go back to Indonesia and file for divorce!"emirati stressed again made Adam shocked because he thought the woman had forgotten the words he said earlier and still blamed the words of forgiveness and also not that would be given by Adam for him.

"But you will have to think about our son and also later if for example he grew up looking for me as his Papa, what would you say to him when yes you would say that we are divorced and he will finally be sad? "ask Adam again who wants to exaggerate a word so that later Amira will accept his shortcomings and also will never leave him and will forgive all the mistakes he has done in his life yesterdayyesterday because today his mind has been opened and will change for the sake of Amira and also the baby who is being conceived by the woman.

"That's how cunning a Husband who made a mistake never thought about his wife's feelings, even worse when his wife fainted Mau mampus told them all to die so as not to disturb his life again! Why change your mind now, have you regretted it? Or because Franda is not a good woman anymore? I will never forgive a man whose happy time I left behind, and whose time is now lost, even asking to return because it is the same as me being a garbage can that accepts people who have been thrown away! "obviously Amira with her words that make Adam's true self-esteem really trampled.

But the man seemed to be numb and did not care about everything, because what was in his mind at this time how to get Amira to forgive him.

"I'm really asking forgiveness from you and there's no intention to ask for a divorce from you now and then, I don't want to regret my decision to make the one-time mistake of beating you up and now instead choose to leave you! "strictly Adam was frustrated because it seemed Amira remained in his stance that the two of them would separate.

"Well if you want it that way I'll call papa and your mama to help me file a divorce suit for you, so you're wondering when it's better to go back to your homeland and just wait for me to promise not until a week the lawsuit file has gotten into your hands?"amira said and stood up to leave Adam because she was tired of arguing.

"Amira please think of our son later if he seeks me as his father you will answer what, he said, can't you say that we're divorced or that I'm not in a place and you're going to lie to her all the time?"ask Adam again with the same words no difference at all just to melt the heart of Amira.

"You take it easy when it comes to my son I will say that he has Papa and his Papa's name is Adam Adiguna, it's just that there is a condition that makes Mama and her father separated and will never be possible together! A child will one day look for the whereabouts of his parents when he finds out that the one who has been by his side is only a single parent, therefore you are calm your child will not forget you and will look for his Papa someday!"obviously Amira then went into his room and brushed aside Adam's hand cave to stop holding him because he was already feeling numb with the man and there was no intention of coming back again.

Adam was stunned and sitting under the floor of the man's tears could even be said not to stop flowing when he heard the last words thrown by Amira for him, the pain was always there even coming at a time like this it was completely unable to speak with words.

Adam who just realized how Amira felt when he always ignored the woman both in good health and sick, even as she struggles to raise her own child until there is no intention of aborting her because she is also Adam's.

Surti who had been sitting not far from Adam immediately approached the man because after all Adam was his master who had helped him when he was in trouble first, so now when Adam has become someone else, Automatic still has that respect even if only a little.

"I'm sorry, Brother Amira! Just please don't force him to accept you again, because he was just an ordinary human being who had no power to be able to forgive others and would never go back to thinking about the mistakes that were once made!"obviously Surti while forcing a smile on his face because he felt sorry for Adam's current state.

"Would Bik Surti not have the intention to help me and make me and Amira back together, he said, Pity the child in her womb who will be born without a Papa and I don't want that to happen to my son? "the spirit of Adam full of pleas made Surti want to laugh because he thought the man had actually heard the answer given by Amira.

"Don't Mr Adam have heard the answer given by his Mother Amira, if one day your child is old surely he will look for his Papa and do not need you doubt the truth? "obviously Surti shook his head because he felt that Adam's question was ridiculous and too repetitive so that people would get bored listening to him.

"Can't it be worked on anymore....

"Quite Mr. Adam Adiguna who is honorable, If you behave like this continue that there will be a host bored and will drive you away at this time because it has disturbed comfort!"Surti Jengah.

Adam no longer knew what to comment when everyone in the house did not want to see his whereabouts anymore, although He also realized that all his words and his request were just a mere joke because it had been too many times and seemed too self-imposed and also the will to let others follow him.

"Oh my God is this the last day I see him, but trust me I really don't want to part from him! Alright I will eat the food in this house even though it is not you who cook, the point is that I can feel your presence around me even though it feels so painful!"lirih Adam who chose to eat the food on the table even though his throat was not able to swallow at all and also his tears never stopped to flow.

Amira also joined in crying when she saw the CCTV Adam was sitting eating on the table crying, and she felt like a useless wife because it had made her husband cry.

It's just that he can't possibly forgive a man who has dared to cheat on him and also break the sacred promise of his marriage, because after all the divorce is actually prohibited But if indeed the two men can not be united again because of selfishness and dishonesty and loyalty that does not exist then there is no harm if you leave just to find each other's happiness?

"I'm sorry mommy for not being able to make the best of my old age, and also not being able to be next to mom instead left and also not giving any news at all! "Amira really misses Aida so much when like this misses sleeping on her lap while her head is gently rubbed by her old hand Aida then listen to the advice that can make the heart feel so relieved and also comfortable and feel confident that in this world not only himself but there are people who give birth to him who are always beside him.

Adam wanted to eat it all slowly not because he wanted to stretch the time but everything felt so drag in his throat, like the food served by Amira it all has nails in it and when he swallowed it will directly stab his throat but He still forced himself because he thought when else could be in his wife's house much longer than today.

Because not necessarily the day after tomorrow Ya returned Amira will accept it to enter it, Either maybe later the woman will expel him directly or worse Amira will move residence?

"I'm sorry, honey! If indeed tomorrow after tomorrow you have nothing please just tell me, because Mas will never return to Indonesia again without taking you. If you want to file for divorce, then please it is your right and Mas also has the right to refuse to sign the lawsuit!" Adam then put a black credit card that he had never used and also put his atm pin on the card and went from that place because he was sure for sure Amira will accept it It is up to be used or not that important Adam already feels able to be responsible to his wife and also his son.

Amira sighed when she heard the words that Adam who remained strong would never want any intention to divorce from her, though from the beginning he had explained that his heart was not easy to forgive Adam just considering the betrayal done.

Amira feels sure that Adam will definitely repeat it again because of cheating with a sister who lives with her mother one house there is anyone who can do it, he said, moreover, other foreign women who were never known by Amira in the slightest existence would have been more willing to do it secretly because he was sure Amira would never know.

Adam again met Rangga in the car that was staring at him full of signs hoping that the man brought the best news, But it seems that Adam has no intention to answer the question through the glare of the eyes of Rangga because according to the man let there be the best time later said everything.

Rangga also chose not to interfere too deeply because after all his duty here is only part of the work, that was except for Adam's personal affairs and the man asked him for help Yes he would gladly do considering all the good that Adam's parents did to him during his stay in the place these.