Love And Ambition (Spasibo Iyubimyy)

The 2nd attack

*Flashback College Time

The sun burst into my room through a window that had been open since yesterday. The sad events that happened to me made me forget the circumstances around me. I squirmed to my side, but did not find Tias. 'where is she?' I murmured in my heart. I woke up from my sleep, took a pillow and put it on my back to stand. I daydreamed about yesterday's event, my breakup with Laki2 that I loved so much that later let me down. 'He impregnated Mala? B****n!!' all this time, I trusted him, loved him wholeheartedly, and this was the end. The heartbreaking end. I was thinking, all this time, Lian was insincere to me. 'He even dared to be rude to me yesterday. Basic b******n!! She touched my body. Damn it!!' My head's getting hot. Love has grown into deep hatred. My heart is hot, and so brain, I want to go and run to Lian's contract and slap her out2. But what power, the body says another. I can't stand that.

"Wake up, Vi?" Tias entered without me noticing. "umm.." only that voice came out of my mouth, smiling forcefully. "How are you feeling? did you eat?"

"Udah. Thank you, because you are always there when I need to.

' What the hell? Don't be so awkward, we're friends. Friends should be. Have you forgotten dad? Here, drink the tea so that your head is calmer." he said as he offered me a cup of fragrant tea. I was moved and shed tears.

"Well, how's it crying? no tears for Ja***** that." Tias is back trying to calm me down.

"I'm crying because of this Tea, k*mpre. I'm tired of crying him out." I'm back sobbing.

"Well, how to be mewek gegara Teh? why mother?" Tias is confused.

"I'm overwhelmed, you know!!"

"wah hahahaha....Vio...Vio. you have 2. Funny for you." I wiped my tears, then sipped her tea.

"Ti, you are my best friend. I might go crazy if there's no one beside me right now. I began to calm down, because there was you who was always there. You mean a lot, Ti. Don't lose like Lian" I said softly. Tias patted me on the shoulder, then said: "That's what friends mean, Viona. Your sorrow is my sorrow, glad you are my warrior. We are friends, so we share. Uda, you're jg lebay and mewek again. Get up, then take a shower. Change clothes, then go to college." Tias fla2. "I want to take a break, Ti. I was also the same consul yesterday, Mr. Ahmad. I want to calm myself down."

"Yes, you rest here. I want a consul today. So maybe in the afternoon I can come back. I'll come straight here if I'm spooked."

"OKs. Good luck to day."

"Vi, you don't think that's not2. Don't act stupid!" I glanced at him and laughed out loud2. "Tias, I'm not that stupid. Go, meet your mentor. I'm still healthy." I said reassuringly.

"really. Not lying, is it?" His eyes looked at me unsure. "Yes, my goodness, Tias. I'm sick, but I'm not that crazy. I still want to live."

"alright. I believe you are. Viona's not a weak girl." He said steady and left.

Kata2 Tias awakens my Soul that is immersed in deep wounds in disappointment over Lian's betrayal of me. Honestly, I'm helpless, this heartache stifles my chest. Like wanting to die it feels like. I don't want to see today. I don't even want it today. The day that reality doesn't take my side. 'Lian, you're evil!! You have the heart of me!' I want to scream. Again2 I cry. Pain, pain, pain, pain, this heartache. God, I'm heartbroken. Did I love her wrong? Am I not worthy of him? Wh why? Why God? Why did you find me with him who ended up having to end up hurting like this? Cry broke. I struggled a long time with my mind. Until I heard my HP ringing ringing. I saw who called 'Om Bagas'.

"Yes, Om. What's up?" sahutku weak.

"Your father's in a lot of pain, you have to go home." Om Bagas' voice on the other end of the phone.

"What's? since when?" I'm surprised I'm not playing.

"One month ago, hurry up here."

"Alright, I'm ready2 first." phone disconnected. The second attack came. I took a shower, gave it as necessary, put on a lightning fast shirt, packed up and went to the terminal. back then I didn't know that when Om Bagas called me earlier, Dad was gone.

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One week since my father's departure, my mother urged me to return to the campus to finish my script.I'm actually reluctant to return. But, clean mom loudly told me to come back. "Living a little longer. Sia2 Your father fought all this time for the sake of your school if you were to stand idle2 and ignore your settlement. It is not good to dissolve in sadness. I've been calm in nature" he said. I just took a deep breath and followed my mother's will to return. The memory of Lian I tepis far 2, and replaced by the pain of losing the figure of a father that I am proud of and love. I returned to the campus and finished the thesis well without a hitch. However, the longing for father is still stifling the chest.

***flashback end***