Love And Ambition (Spasibo Iyubimyy)
The Dark Past
One word that is quite sarcastic to me. one word that has no meaning what2 to me other than bitter memories. I turned that feeling off, and dedicated myself to the focus of work and work. I don't want another story outside of my career. There is no love, no friendship, the only bond I have is family. Bonds that are impossible to break even though there is now only my mother and younger brother, but they are the source of my happiness, although the longing in the middle of Dad is still quite slicing in the chest. Well, Dad's departure was pretty heavy for me. Very heavy. Heavier than the heartbreak I felt when I was left married by the man who had stopped in this heart. A man who destroys all the flavors I hold well. Crushes the beating heart when it is near it. I let go of this beautiful smile when I saw it. She made me the hard woman I am today, a workaholic woman whose ambition is to pursue the life I want. a life of luxury, realize the dream of motherhood, and send Vian as high as 2, he said, and changed my family history that was not who2, into a respected family. Well that's my dream.
Want to know my sad love story? All right, I'll tell you.
*Flashback College Time
"Vi!" call a tall man from the front of the class. I looked at him and smiled. Yes he called me. That man is my lover. Brilliant Erick, his name.
"Have you waited a long time?" I asked him while walking towards him. She smiled and took my hand to take me out of the classroom.
"It doesn't matter long to wait or not, as long as it's you" he said and then embraced me.
"What time?" God while laughing.
"Yes, seriously. Don't believe?" His eyes glared at me, while his hands were busy pinching my nose.
"Trust me." I said grimly.
"Whatever, I don't believe." He took off his arms, pura2 lashed.
"I love you, Viona." Whisper later. Ah, that kata2 again2 makes my heart beat fast. "I am too." I chimed. We've been dating for 3 years, but every time he whispers his love 2 words, my heart always beats like it's just heard the first time. Kata2 hypnotized me.
Lian, as soon as I called her. We are happy, but different majors. He took the Civil Engineering Department, while I was stranded in the International Relations department. Our faculty was far apart, but he always came and waited for me in front of the class when the class was over to be able to chat with me. Not infrequently also I approached him in his faculty when I was not in class. We rarely fight, Check us only limited to the debate who is the most dear. already he succumbed to me. He's a handsome man2 with his tall body with the typical shaggy hair of a technical boy. Her flat yellow skin and narrow eyes add a sweet effect to her good looks. His neat teeth and nose, became the lure of this heart to him. Moreover, his relentless romantic attitude made me fall asleep with him. For me, he was the first and last of my life.
I went to college outside my town. So it's impossible for me to go back and forth from home to college. So I decided to stay in the Dormitory provided by the campus (House of Stacking). Lian is like that too. Well, our first meeting took place in that bunk house. We meet every day so as to grow the seed2 of love between us. However, a month later, Lian moved to her brother's contract near the campus, so we rarely met. We are two weeks after the move. Besides being romantic, Lian is also a responsible and considerate figure. That's why I feel at home with him.
Time goes on, Sundays change, Sundays change months, and months change years.3 years we have been in a very romantic love relationship.
Until we entered the 7th semester, it was time for Real Work Lecture (KN). I chose an internship at Batrend Company for KKN courses. Hoping that with an internship, I could gain experience in the textile company. Because I want to know the business world. I deliberately took the Political Economy concentration course, because from the beginning I liked the business world. I majored in international relations instead of economics, because I wanted to focus on communication more precisely like my current profession. I don't like numbers or data2 in relation to math. Even though my current profession cannot avoid it, but at least to minimize it.
Lian chose KKN to the village. He hopes, his entry into the village can open his insight even more. I don't understand what that has to do with his major. But I get it, Lian also has a dream.
Forty days we were separated due to the demands of science. Our communication is only limited to Phone, and Chat. We could not visit each other because the place KKN Lian was outside the Island. When KKN is completed, we return to campus to complete the report and submit the thesis title. After my Apprenticeship Report was gathered, I began to focus on drafting my script proposal. A month later, My proposal was ACC and ready for the seminar.
My relationship with Lian is still as usual. Although it is rare to meet, because we are equally 2 busy on completion. Three weeks later, when my script was almost ACC, Lian met me at the Dormitory. I hugged her tightly, letting go of my longing. He welcomed my arms warmly. But he started acting strange. She's already started kissing me and peeping2 my chest. All this time, our relationship was just a hug no more. I'm letting. I think he is expressing his longing for me.
