Love And Ambition (Spasibo Iyubimyy)

Deal

I stepped foot heavily following Gian who walked hastily2 into his room. I'm still trying to find a way out. There's gotta. Well, how's this? Am I pura2 just passed out here? But, if he finds out I'm pura2, my family's gone. There is no escape. The whole corner of the house has guards. Do I have to just give up? Nooo!!! I don't want to ruin myself. Not to anyone, except my husband. Yes, husband. Marrying. Did I bargain with him.

"Why daydream! come here!" Gian, from the bed. Without me knowing it, we've been in this room again.

'Ouch!!! How'this?'

I approached her with doubtful steps. It is impatient. He pulled me violently up in bed and pushed me down. He immediately kissed me. Sweeping my face with her lips. Then down to the neck. Sweeping clean my neck, occasionally biting my neck skin and leaving red marks there. Her hand wasn't silent, she pulled my dress zipper. With a single pull, my dress opened wide in front of him. Without command he pulled B**me my neck and played my breasts with his lips. It left a lot of red patches all over my breasts.

I want to reject it, push it away2. But I remember Mom and Vian. Do I have to sacrifice my honor for their lives? I don't care about my Life but they mean a lot to me. They are the only family I have. I know, if they knew I wanted to be countered this way for their lives, they would be sad. They must have died for my honor. So am I, I willingly die for their honor. Do I also have to be willing to be humiliated like this for their lives. Well, I resigned. There's nothing I can do.

This guy keeps treating like a bitch. He touched every inch of my body with his dirty hands. My heart is tormented, my heart is cut. My brain's hot as if it's melting can't stand this guy's treatment. I suffered a lot. I continue to ask in prayer to the Creator. I hope God takes my life. I'm right2 just want to die. I cannot withstand this inner torture. I can only release the bruise on the chest with my sobs.

"Why crying? huh uh?!" the whisper in my ear while sucking 2 of my ear with a small bite2an. "Wise. It won't hurt. I promise." Continue with the breath of hunting. My heart hears it. 'That's not what a stupid lattice is. But it's my honor that you'll take.' I snapped in my heart. He kept playing me by shaping my sensitive parts. I shuddered and didn't want to be treated like that. I can't accept this. I can't give up. Feeling agonized by this treatment, I subconsciously pushed her body strong. Her hands were off, her kisses were off my neck. But his body still overstimulates me.

"Why? huh?!!! You want to die?!" Exclaims. His hunting breath restrains lust. I'm still sobbing.

"Please, don't do this to me. I can't." I said. I am benar2 suffering with his treatment. My chest's tight. I looked at him with a pity. I hope he listens to me. He rose up with emotion. His anger was drawn on his reddened face. He took his HP and contacted someone. I pulled the blanket that was about to fall on the floor to cover my body.

"Take care of his family." The order's on someone at the end of the phone.

I'm surprised it's not a bitch. I approached him and prostrated myself in front of him. Begging for my family's life.

"Please, don't do that. I beg. All right do what you want with me. But let them go. I beg. I'm sorry." I said to beg for mercy in front of this madman. I am right2 afraid of all possibilities. I was crazy to be brave like that. Pushed it. I have no other way but to give up.

"Hold, hold on." he said to the person on the other end of the phone. He also squatted in front of me. I have strong hair.

"You want me to forgive them? You forgot your mistake? I warned you, but I didn't listen. Then what now? Begging, grazing. You think I'm stupid? If I say don't be like2, don't be like2. I told you, right?! Follow what I want. Your task is simple. Serve me in bed. Easy right?" He said in a annoyed tone.

'By the way as good as jidat. Do you think it's good to be treated like a whore?' I swear in my heart. But I dare not speak any further. I don't want to talk wrongly and impact my family. Enough of me to suffer.

"You think I'm playing with my word2?" I just shook my head, still sobbing.

I don't care about my half-naked appearance in front of him. I didn't even notice. He ripped my lips again.

"Ok, I'll be kind. I forgive this time. But there is no second chance. If you make another mistake. Finish Family. Understand!?!!" Threatened him. I just nodded quickly.

"Go back to bed." Exclaims. I think I'm like a living buffalo. I sat on my bed. I took off the dress I was wearing. Free to stick to the body. There is no meaning in covering this body. Sooner or later it will also be destroyed by this madman.

Gian throws his HP over the table, takes off his black shirt, and sits next to me. He grabbed me, then crushed my lips again, his right hand held the back of my head, his left hand** my breasts violently. I just closed my eyes2 firmly, enduring the unspeakable pain.

"What do you want?" Ask disela2 his words. I opened my eyes, and looked at the man's face deeply.

"You want me how can you serve me with all your heart?" Ask again. I don't believe in my hearing. Is this a ray of light for me? The savior light from this fornication? What's with this pervert? What got into him?

"You mean?" I asked in confusion.

"I know you have to. I'm so heartless" he said, stopping his hands and lips.

"sorry. I'll try." That's all I can say. I'm afraid I'm wrong, if I say yes.2nya.

"Tell me what you want. Honest me. I'll grant it. As long as it's for my benefit." Same as lying. My gains will be a loss to you. And there is no way out for me to benefit you. My wish is only one. Let go of me and my family.

I thought for a moment. Then a crazy idea popped into my head.

"I want to do it, after marriage." That's the middle ground I found. At the very least, you didn't desecrate ourselves outside of marriage. I'm sure men won't let me go. Inevitably, I will also remain trapped with him. I know, he definitely doesn't want to.

"alright. We'll do it as soon as we can." It's my idea. But I was still shocked to hear his answer. 'He's crazy.' I thought.

"But I want to get married where I come from." Bargain me again.

"OKs. I'll obey your will for this." Her mouth seriously.

"All right."

"But remember! After this, after this marriage, I will be in control of you. You must not reject me and do whatever I forbid. Understood?!!" I thought for a moment. I'll be a pet rabbit. But it's okay2lah. At least he didn't desecrate me outside of marriage.

"All right." Say steady.

"We'll do it as soon as possible. Before this month is over." Maddened. This month is just one more week. Do you think marriage is as easy as turning your palm?

"can't. I need to talk to my family first. Not yet prepared for the show, and..."

"I told you this month!! Don't argue with me!" hardiknya. I'm speechless. All right.up. I'm sick of