Love & Mistakes

Episode 4

A week I stayed at my dad's house, I thought my stepmother and stepbrother had a heart and the feeling wasn't....

That night I overheard the conversation of my father, stepmother and stepbrother

My stepbrother said I was my father...

Dad.mau napain urusin si ocha, he's not the responsibility of the father anymore , have him move from here my mother trus say yes napain the him here nyusahin aja...

At that time my heart ached and broke all of it...

I know I made a fatal mistake, but I'm still his biological son...

I can only cry and sip what I have done...

2 Weeks I moved to ma'am's house" I rented only a patch, I slept outside in front of the door because the room was not fit...

My son's age is 28 days I started working at BILLIARD as a referee, went 9 am home at 19:00 am I uda until home, immediately clean" trus kasih ASI to my princess at 20:00 I go ngamen same temen" my school ,alhamdullilah ngamen results can buy my son's formula and make a meal ...

I'm proud and lucky to have friends" who care ..at 12 pm I went home I immediately rested because my body was very tired...

So every day that I do home work trus ngamen.karna my husband never gave a penny at all until now the age of my son 17 years ..

First pay my money to rent a monthly rent, buy milk and day" I'm the same mom I ate...

Month 2 I work my salary for ear piercing and circumcision of my son and make diving...

The 3rd month I work my husband always makes a move, sampe he came to my workplace in the presence of mabok and he triak" until my boss tells me to go home with my husband if not I get fired ..

I went home and followed him but he took me far south because I didn't know the way ,I only know from home to work I'm in the white campaka...

that time my position came in the afternoon home at 2/3 am

I was brought and lived with my husband in a compound in south jakarta ..I was confused when I did not know where to go ,I just cry and pray with ALLAH that I am safe nothing happens" ...

For the last time I met the security guard at the compound around 02.00 am. I ventured to ask.

Sorry sir I want to ask what area sir.trus the father replied.lah why koq nangis this area cabe mba cottage...

Sorry sir I can ask for help, I live with my husband sir...

Yes ALLAH mba bnget husband mba stayin mba...

Emang mba lives in an area where , I live in the salemba pak area of central Jakarta..

Oh my goodness, far away...

Yes, I am anter ahead of the road later