Love & Mistakes

Episode 14

I remain the same my stance and my decision, if I do not want to be in honey/in two right

I'm sorry please take care of our divorce papers immediately and now who wants to leave the house, me or you

" my husband told me to pa" who left .

When my husband was gone, I cried and went mad..

Why must there be another farewell in my life and my home...

The night I went to my best friend's house, I told her all the same iis, I,

My heart aches and breaks to pieces" ..

At that moment I started to get naughty..

I buy drugs and I go together with my friends".every day I do only happy ...

In mid-2009, I officially divorced my husband, my feelings were mixed..

I started to plunge into the night world, I started working in karoke because I needed a fee for a child, ma" my branch and his child's wife..

I became the backbone of my family...

I work only brpa only a month, move agi I work so P'R in billiard.., every time I go home from work oasti mabok.,.,., etc..,no matter what day I make I was addicted to meth (drugs) at that time felt that biz pakaw was peaceful...

2/3 months later my daughter who was a girl in the same accident ma" n my brother.., her condition was severe all over my child's body there was a wound

This he did not come, I asked for his date but his wife refused.., I met my ex and pleaded directly, I said the kk is still in the ER he called aa trus...papa" mulu ,ocha please aa come to the hospital until I cry and hold her hand ..😢," she replied yes ..I seneng very denger her ,I finally went to the hospital, I told my son

Dear you are patient yes, later come dear papa, my son knows diem ...

Until the afternoon papa has not come until I von him again make sure because my son cried again askin papa...

" von was adopted by my ex-husband and said he didn't come with his wife..

Honestly sick, disappointed n destroyed, but I must be strong and patient ..

I love my son's understanding, but he cried without a voice ..

("I wrote it while crying because of the incident I experienced")

The girl came with her sister-in-law

I diem, just in my heart istiqfar continue to let not be a commotion...

I'm wondering why a'hasan didn't join dateng ,

" he said he works when I know that my ex has come home from work.., I just said oh yes already, tomorrow please tell the kasian kasian his son to call" trus while crying ..

"He answered yes with his tone crisp