Love & Mistakes

Episode 21

At the beginning of my work I was concerned about a lot of wrong because it does not focus.but thankfully all the friends I can understand it all...

The day I went on without a mother is very hard and I felt like my life was out of balance .

2018 I no longer work because of contract expiration .but I always try to make a living how I can feed my children and myself ..

By the end of the day I met my ex again he's JACKSON he's a very nice guy, he works on the ship ..

We started communicating again and he started to take responsibility for all my needs and my son's" again, even though we didn't meet

He always sends money to me ..

I am so grateful that he still wants and cares about me, even though I often hurt him.

In mid-2018, I started working in a Japanese restaurant in Pacific Plece, I was grateful and happy to start working again.

I'm a cooperation ponakan I'm the sister of my brother, but long time office people know ,

I have to choose who stays at the job , I end up retreating ..

I became unemployed again .but I keep trying to find work again , color I do not want to continue to depend on jacko, even if he never objected and sincerely did it ..

Even though I did work in a Japanese restaurant yesterday, he always sent me money 2/3 times a month .

Even though I live there, I don't close my eyes on everything...

For each month I help pay for electricity and pay for water, and for the day of the meal me and my own son ,I never asked to eat with my brother even though we live one roof .

Besides, if I follow the meal, I have to spend money for a joint venture, if I don't love money I can't eat..

So if I don't have money, jacko is late sending money .I and my son can't buy or eat at my brother's, 'cause I don't have a joint ...

But if I've been remitted money I'm not stingy, all of them are part and must eat me who cook for everything...

Because I was self-conscious, I and my son were hitchhiking there even though he was my older brother .

December arrived and thankfully I could make a little cake .., and at that time many messages cake nastar same me, sampe finally my brother said here I'm the one who made you help me...

I can just go in and do it all .

Alhamdullilah cake pengenan was smooth and many, but all taken over my brother...

I help make star cakes from 8 am to night, every day I make but in the least my brother has no thought at all to bargain me for food,roko n jajan my son...

I make it alone, my brother just diem and just help him .but I never complain and babble" ..color I realize I was there just sleeping.