Love & Mistakes

Episode 28's

Tomorrow we go make a double check in front of the wawan's eyes, maybe he in his heart a little doubt he's afraid I'm lying.."maybe because he's a liar so there's a fear of lying"

If we check again if I'm positively pregnant, I said not that time you said you want responsibility and want to have a child from me ,finally he wanted responsibility but I was told to quit his job he knew I would not stop working ...

I said I don't want to quit my job because I have dependents and responsibilities 2 children "he keeps whistling hard so I stop working.I keep the same my stance ,I can work while pregnant...

When I was pregnant and cravings wawan not too much attention and care, at that time cravings I was severe, did not want to eat and vomit" continued exactly rich I was pregnant first child...

I finally broke up trying to help him to kill my son, I bought black beer and gynecologist ..but not out yet ,would I get worse ..

My gestational age was 3 months ,

I finally bought some more medicine there and it hurt and the kid came out too...

Tomorrow morning I have to keep working, in the afternoon my stomach aches for mercy blood came out, I von wawan asked to pick him up but he did not care he did not want to...

The pain and disappointment that I felt at that time could only cry, and I finally went home with an online motorcycle taxi...

By the way home I immediately fell asleep, not long ago he came with a pretentious" attention how so and apologize "his stupid I always forgive him "

I never got dizzy .

I go home with my work and I always say, 'let the wawan not misunderstand what jealousy is, '"he said yes gpp

In november ponakan I married, I was far away" the day said the same waitan tell him to come even for a moment.but what is the reality he did not come until the event was finished ,repeatedly I contacted him, he said oya later come but the reality is nil.

There I want to learn like he's cute and doesn't care , the night of his abis event I go the way" same temen" my work on the dateng to the event ..we go nongki in kotu .

I laughed" & joked with the same temen" work I lost my disappointment , slow down in between my work there are like me he was so attentive and care the same I ,but I usually have no feelings" , which is in my mind and heart I just wait and wait again .

I came home early in the morning from kotu I did not go back to kozan, I went home to my sister, ten times wawan von & chat me but I cuekin..

Tomorrow afternoon I was surprised to arrive" wawan to my sister's house I picked up, I just did not want to come, but I did not want to make a fuss in front of my family..,because honestly my family does not agree I'm the same wawan ..

I'm coming home with the wawan