Lost, Love of Two Hearts

Hijra

Towards the magrib, Jasmine began to step towards Atha's room. And don't forget Jasmine was holding Sakha in her arms. Jasmine walked very slowly and nervously, her heart pounding quite hard, because honestly the woman was still nervous and embarrassed to enter Atha's room especially now that she was wearing long clothes and veiled according to Atha's request.

"Oh well, I'm not ready to meet Atha right now. I was so nervous and embarrassed. I'll get in, okay?" muttered doubtfully Jasmine quivered as she was right in front of the door of Atha's room.

Jasmine also undoes her intention to knock on the door, and turns back and forth about to step away from Atha's room, but suddenly Sakha cries with a loud enough voice.

"Oekkk, oekkk, oekkk," cried Sakha.

"Why are you crying Sakha. Cup cup cup, stop crying, baby," whispered Jasmine very softly.

Sakha's cry was heard echoing around the house, as well as Atha who was in her room.

"Jasmine, what's wrong with Sakha?" atha asked the one she rushed to open the door of her room when she heard Sakha's cry.

"Oh, he's out!" jasmine was a little confused.

Atha became astonished by Jasmine's residence which did not answer her question.

"Jasmine!" atha exclaimed at Jasmine's residence.

"Eh, yes .. emm .. maybe Sakha is hungry. I'll give him ASI first" Jasmine said without turning to Atha.

"Excuse me," Jasmine was about to step down from the stairs.

"Hey, Jasmine, come into my room. You don't have to go down anymore. Your room is now here, in my room!" it was Megat Atha who told Jasmine to enter her room.

Jasmine hesitantly turned to face Atha. He just lowered his head.

"Hey, come on in. Don't hesitate. You keep giving Sakha ASI, I won't see it!" atha said so that Jasmine felt uncomfortable when she went to her room.

Atha knew that Jasmine might not feel good about her presence if she gave ASI while nearby. Although they have been legally a husband and wife, but still there is no intimate closeness of the two.

Jasmine turned quickly towards Atha

"Ah, it's not like that, I just..," Jasmine said unresolved.

"Here you go, come on in. I'll take ablution first. We will pray magrib jama'ah," said Atha while giving orders.

"All right," said Jasmine.

Atha stepped towards the bathroom, while Jasmine, she slowly entered Atha's room and sat on the side of the bed facing the wall and began giving Asi to Sakha.

Shortly after, Atha who had finished taking ablution approached Jasmine who when she saw Sakha had calmed down and had even slept in Jasmine's arms after being given ASI for a while.

"Take ablution, let me take care of Sakha" said Atha who had been sitting on the side of the bed opposite Jasmine.

"Yes, all right," Jasmine put Sakha on the bed.

At first glance Atha realized when she saw Jasmine whose appearance was now different from long and veiled clothes. Atha also smiled at her.

"You look like a sholehah woman with that hijab and you deserve to wear it, so pretty. Believe me, this hijrah of yours will bring blessings to you and remain patient in the process," said Atha praising and explaining while giving a small smile and turning to look at Sakha.

Jasmine blushed in embarrassment as she was praised by Atha. There was a great sigh that shook his body as Atha praised him. With her head lowered, Jasmine hurriedly stepped into the bathroom.

Jasmine looked at the reflection of herself towards the mirror and stared intently.

"Is it true that I look beautiful in this long dress and headscarf?" jasmine muttered smilingly.

Jasmine seemed to be bewitched by her new appearance, to the point that she forgot what she was going to do at the moment.

"Astagfirullahal'adzim, think what I am. Even I almost forgot to take ablution," Jasmine regained her senses and hurried to take ablution.