Lost, Love of Two Hearts

Mood

After the rain, there will be a rainbow. After the sadness there will be joy. There are all sizes and limits. Because every difficulty has ease. Know that God will never leave us alone and will test us to the limits of our ability. Therefore, we must always be kind to Him.

A beautiful human child, wearing a knee-length pink shirt in her cute style. He reflected himself in the mirror while smiling happily. So many changes better than him. His face used to be decorated with sadness but now it has changed cheerfulness.

Yes, he is Jasmine. Women are brave and like to take advantage by trapping or lying to someone. Yes, that too by force. According to him, the risk he will take is a later affair, the important thing is that he must hide from someone who is looking for him, especially now he will keep his baby until the atmosphere is completely safe.

"Yes, I am happy!" jasmine said excitedly, she turned around by stretching her hand walking towards the room window blowing fresh air.

"I'm grateful to be able to get together with people who are kind and care about me. Yeah, well, at least I have to raise my son, right here in this house. But...," muttered Jasmine who switched to stroking her stomach suddenly just hung up her speech.

Jasmine slowly sighed deeply. His face instantly turned moody. Instantly he recalled someone as he said the word 'child'.

"But what if this child is born? He's gonna ask who's his dad? Ahhh, you shitty shit. What do I have to answer?" Jasmine becomes upset when she remembers the father of her future child who is still in her womb, Byan.

"Byan, the cunning, mysterious and strange man who has impregnated me. What kind of husband is she? He just left a lot of money, after which he just left. But it's nothing compared to me now carrying her child" Jasmine exasperatedly said.

"Basin' a fucking guy! He must be currently being fun with beautiful women. Modal looks doang but likes to be cheated," said Jasmine issued all her teething.

Jasmine was unceasingly cursing with her vexation. He cursed Byan as he pleased when he was the same as Byan. Both take advantage of their relationship first. Really, Jasmine's mood was bad at the moment. Yes, admittedly the mood of a pregnant woman sometimes goes up and down.

"Tuh Byan mode that initially helped me, but at the end of the day asked for unreasonable rewards. It's delicious in him not good in me" Jasmine added.

"Severe loe Byan ngajak children people just satisfied lust loe doang. You lecherous loe!" maki Jasmine was as if she was facing off against Byan.

Her mind was still floating on Byan who was already her ex-husband. The series' forced marriage was eventually separated due to an agreement they had in the beginning.

Loving each other in silence between the two, making them tormented, it turned out to be the most painful thing for them, until finally parting with regrets.

"Loe once said that if you will not want to have children, it is only natural that you are irresponsible men. But look now, even I am pregnant with a loe child," said Jasmine softly held back tears that were about to drip on her cheeks.

Jasmine's body trembled holding back her cries.

"I admit that I'm so strong because of our son, Byan. Hiks..hiks... God, why do I miss that mysterious man?"

In fact, this time Jasmine's tears had dripped against her cheeks to the umpteenth time crying over a Byan.

Yes, sometimes when viewed from the outside, someone looks strong and strong to be able to laugh. But in reality in the depths of his heart there was sadness that enveloped him. He will cry secretly, to cry when he shares with friends or family to even his confidants.

"I was afraid at first when I was declared pregnant and was afraid that if this child was born, until I went on a hunger strike for a few days, I wanted to feel like I just disappeared from this world. But someone made me realize that this child I bear was completely innocent," Jasmine suddenly smiled as she recalled someone.

"Atha, he's the man who made me aware of the difficulties of life. He's a kind and sincere person who helped me and my future son. He never asked me for anything in return for his kindness."

Jasmine smiled wryly reminiscing about the first time she met Atha. Not that he thought, at the beginning of his meeting with Atha even he blamed the man for an accident that basically Jasmine was also guilty in the accident.

But after a few days of Jasmine being in the hospital, Atha resuscitates her from a slump as Jasmine loses her passion for life. And now Jasmine realized that Atha was a good man who could help her rise up as she was.

"Atha is not like Byan. They're two different people but .. their faces are equally handsome and .. there's little resemblance," Jasmine compared.

Jasmine nodded in disbelief.

"I thought Atha was the shadow of Byan at first, but it wasn't!"

Jasmine smiled wryly.

"Aghhh, I must forget Byan. There's nothing more in my heart and in my brain people named Byan, Byan and Byan .. period!"

Jasmine clenched her hands tightly. He was angry, annoyed and furious as he recalled Byan's face. He wanted to forget Byan from his life.

"Look at Byan, you'll never be happy because of the arrogance you don't want a child!" threaten Jasmine.

Jasmine remembers very well the words of Byan who said that she did not want a child. According to Byan, one day his son will be wild. Yeah, probably scared just like him. Even so, Jasmine did not know for sure the reason behind Byan saying that.

"If this child is born, then he is my son, mine. I'll never let you take it from me" Jasmine said earnestly.

"And you must remember, Byan. In accordance with your own request, that we will become strangers when we meet again one day," Jasmine threatened with a trembling voice.

Jasmine again breathed in the fresh air and enjoyed it. Jasmine wiped the remaining tears on her cheeks. Then he glanced towards his stomach with a happy and excited feeling.

"Just calm down, son. Mama will protect you. We'll live happily together, baby!" muttered Jasmine was still staring at her stomach as she stroked it with tenderness.