Lost, Love of Two Hearts

Loving me?

"Emm here, actually I mean come here .. I plan to make a 4th anniversary of your pregnancy," said Atha slowly and politely.

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Jasmine was shocked especially with bi Narti who was very very unexpected that her master said that. It's beyond a doubt.

"Huh, 4 months of thanksgiving? Emm, I..," Jasmine was confused.

Jasmine was speechless, she was confused as to what she should answer to Atha because she herself did not understand what Atha was saying.

As for bi Narti, she actually wanted to question the purpose of her employer holding a 4-monthly thanksgiving for a Jasmine. Because previously Atha did not tell bi Narti about his master's good intentions.

"How's Jasmine, you agree?" atha asked breaking Jasmine's silence and daydream.

"Huh? Emm ... what? Meaning how? I'm sorry I don't understand yet," confused Jasmine stared at Atha and then changed to look at bi Nari.

Atha and bi Narti looked at each other. Apparently Jasmine's confusion proves that she has no idea about what the 4-monthly thanksgiving means.

"You don't know the meaning of 4 months of thanksgiving?" asked Atha to make sure to Jasmine.

Jasmine shook her head not knowing.

"Look, we as Muslims, 4 months gestation is the time when the spirit is blown into the fetus. Therefore it is permissible to hold a thanksgiving for the great and precious trust that God gives to the married couple and ask for protection from God so that the baby is in the womb always given safety as well as education before birth for the fetus to become a child who is shaleh or shalehah," said Atha explained with his knowledge.

Jasmine listened carefully and she understood now.

"Where will the thanks be?" ask Jasmine.

"At the mosque near here. Later bi Narti and other servants will help you hold a do'a together with the study mothers there," said Atha.

Jasmine was scared because when she went to the mosque it meant that she had to go out of the house. And it is likely that many residents will wonder about his presence.

"I have to come, okay?" jasmine asked hesitantly.

"Of course, the mosque is only 300 meters from this house. Take it easy, later the driver will nganter you really so that your legs do not grieve anymore, and also bi Narti will explain about your existence. I have arranged everything. So don't worry," explained Atha making Jasmine calm down.

Jasmine became relieved to hear him. It turned out that Atha was also his inner understanding.

"When's the thanks?" ask Jasmine back.

"Tomorrow, thursday. Faster is better, how?" atha said at once asking.

Jasmine turned her gaze to bi Narti as if asking.

Bi Narti nodded his head in a sign that Jasmine should agree about Atha Bamantara's good intentions.

"All right, I agree!" jasmine.

"Ok, if that is ... later bi Narti please prepare everything, yes!" pinta Atha on bi Nari.

"Okay sir" said bi Narti.

Atha stood up to step up.

"I'm sorry" said Atha, stepping out of Jasmine's room.

Suddenly Jasmine asked Atha something.

"Why do you want to give me my pregnancy thanks?" asked Jasmine who was so curious.

Atha stopped immediately.

"I just want your future child to be in good health for the future" said Atha turned around and looked at Jasmine's stomach.

So good and caring Atha Bamantara towards others especially against women like Jasmine who claimed to have no one else.

Jasmine was teary-eyed, her heart was trembling at Atha's so generous demeanor. Jasmine never thought that Atha would do such a commendable thing even though Jasmine had previously been so bad at Atha.

"Thank you," said Jasmine softly.

"No thanks, because it is my duty as Muslims, to help each other" said Atha, who turned around and walked out of Jasmine's room.

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Jasmine sobbed after Atha's departure. Her heart became crybaby when there were people who were so considerate of her, especially her son-to-be, even though Atha was not her husband, the man was just a stranger.

"Well, how come you cry, Non?" tanya bi Narti became anxious. Bi Narti was still accompanying Jasmine in her room.

"I'm just touched, Bi. Atha was very attentive to my future baby, while her biological father just did not care at all, hiks..hiks," Jasmine said as soon as she remembered Byan.

Bi Narti hugged Jasmine calming him down.

"Already, who is patient, sincere and do not cry anymore. The more people who help you, it's a sign that God loves you, Non!" bi Narti.

"Really, Bi?"

"Yes, Non!" said bi Narti while nodding.

Jasmine began to think.

"Did Atha love me too?" inner Jasmine.