LONGING FOR HAPPINESS

CHAPTER 91

I slowly opened my eyelids when I heard a voice calling my name and a gentle pat on my cheek .

"Rin ... Karin ... wake up "says someone soft

I rubbed my eyes slowly . And was surprised because it was Andi's sister who gently woke me up .

I looked to the right and left looking for Brother Verdy . Turns out he got off the bus and was talking to my Papi .

"Sarin ayoo down dear ... Pity your other friends.. They also want to quickly - quickly break " cried Mama from below

I squirm slowly . My eyes are very heavy.

"Still sleepy ???" ask brother Andi

"Yya brother "I answered

"Yes already ..I am aja gendong yes ..he said you are not healthy" said Andi

"What brother ??? Don't miss brother.I can myself "push me

Slowly I tried to get up from the chair but somehow my head felt heavy and I ended up falling back into the chair .

"Well you can't be alone .. don't need to be forced Rin ..mending I'm carrying" said brother Andi smiling thinly at me

"But brother ... I'm ashamed of people ..wait for a moment my brother went down by himself "

"Rin ... You do not feel sorry for your friends who are also very tired on the road .. they must want to quickly get home to rest" said Andi

"But brother .. I ... I .." I said softly as I stared at the window that Brother Verdy was staring at me .

"Have you sorted yes let's be quick" said Kak Andi Seraya grabbed my body into his carrier.

"Relse ... Get off me "my word

"Bahhh ... The princess carried nich "plik kak Amri Sinis

"Sister descending me "my words a little rebellious and made Brother Andi tighten his embrace

Brother Andi slowly got off the bus carrying me.

"Yes pardon Karin if you are spoiled really ask for a sling ... It's so scary to nak Andi "yell mami

"Not a Aunt ... It's me who took Karin's initiative because his head hurts not strong road" said Andi

"Durunin I brother .. I want to walk" I said as I beat Andi's chest

I saw papi just shake - shake and smile . But brother Verdy looked at me sharply . I can't bear to see it

"Have a son Andi ..sini let it be aja who carried Karin" said Papi

"Yya papi aja ... We're not muhrim can't gini " said I'm upset

" That's why tomorrow I propose to marry you so that we become muhrim "sis Andi lirih

"What ???" yell at

Brother Verdy kept staring at me . And I know he's jealous of me in Andi's sling. He hurried to say goodbye and greeted Papi and Mami and kissed the back of their hands. I stared at Brother Verdy but he did not look at me at all .Even Verdy's brother doesn't say goodbye to me.

On the bus I saw him sitting while staring at me with a difficult look to interpret. The bus passed carrying Verdy and other friends.I feel guilty for making Verdy sad.

"Sister down I dong" I said

"Yes here let the fat papi ... You are very spoiled so the person .." said Papi while reaching my body from Andi s s s s s s sis sling

"Ihhh papi ngatain own child" I said

"Sunday is sick...Aunt " said brother Andi

"sick ??? What pain are you, son??" ask Mommy

" Not really Mi ... Karin just felt the head karin heavy .. maybe because of lack of sleep and soy sauce "

"Ohh yes already ..you rest yes Rin ...Papi quickly bring Karin to his room ... Let mami who accompany Andi" said Mami

"Ohh thank you Aunt ... But I also ask you to leave because I want to go back to the office" said Andi

"Sama-sama Aunt ... Excuse me first" said Kak Andi Seraya greeting Mami's hand and kissed the back of her hand.

"Be careful on the road, son ... Thanks again ... If you want to have breakfast come here" said Mami.

"Iyya Auntie" said Andi Seraya got on the bike and turned on the engine and left Mami in the yard .

After Andi's sister passed, Mami rushed into the house and went straight to my room .

Papi slowly lowered my body on the bed . Then he sat down next to me, massaging my head slowly

"It hurts a lot, son ??" ask papi

"Not really Pi ... Just my eyes can't open and my head is heavy" I replied

" Maybe it's just the effects of exhaustion in a sleep-deprived truss." said Papi.

"Iyya Pap" I said with a smile

"Today take the medicine before you sleep" said Mami while giving medicine and a glass of water.Papi helped me sit down.

"Hemmm ..ya Mi "my word as I swallowed the medicine and drank water until the toilet .

"Yes you slept son ... Pi let's let Karin rest "give Mami

"Yes Mi Bentar ... Kid you if it feels bad and hurts ... You shout just call papi ya " said papi while patting the shoots of my head slowly .

I force you to smile and nod slowly. I don't want to see them worried and anxious .Papi and Mami came out of the room and left me.

The cell phone lying next to me. I open the green app and I'm looking for Verdy's name. I tried to make a call but the phone is off .Then I decided to send him a message.

"Relse ... Is it home ???"

"I'm sorry I hurt your heart ... I'm sorry "

"Good break, brother"

I sent a chat that I typed in and only ticked one . Maybe Brother Verdy's asleep thought I .I put my phone back next to my pillow. So that I can hear if Verdy's sister replies to the chat or calls me.

My head feels heavier . Scrollable wall clock showing 05.00 am . I closed my eyes even though I didn't feel sleepy because my mind went to Verdy's sister .I don't know what he was thinking when he saw me in Andi's sling.

"Aachhhhh .... Stupidly I "murm as I take a breath and beat him rudely.

I remember Verdy's eyes looking at me . I think I want to meet him. I'm sure she must have felt sick from jealousy . I don't know if I'm afraid that Brother Verdy will be disappointed in me and feel like I'm playing him .

My phone sounded a sign of an incoming message . Hurry up and I'll get it .I really hope from Verdy. But I swallowed my saliva in disappointment because it was a message from Andi's sister .

"Sarin darling ... How do you feel ? Is it better ?? "

I also typed in to reply to that message

"Sunday already feel somewhat better sister after taking the medicine was given by Mami"

"Yes Karin rest is used to sleep so quickly recover "reply Brother Andi

"Sir thank you "my reply

"Same - equally unfortunately I . quickly recover yes so that later if I apply Karin fress" replied Andi

"Aahhh what the hell is sister ???"

"I'm serious, baby .. I want us to get married quickly "return brother Andi.

"I rest first yes brother ..sister also rest" I reply

"Okay darling ... I'm still in the office again picket babe ....Byee Darling" reply Brother Andi

Last message I did not reply . My head is getting sick . Somehow the way I told Brother Andi that I love others is not him.There is a sense of heartlessness but also guilt for lying to his feelings .

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