LONGING FOR HAPPINESS

CHAPTER 30

I don't want to argue with my mom about that matchmaking. Because it's useless in my opinion, mami will not be able to listen to me.I know how mami , if she decides something then it must be fulfilled.

I slammed the door hard and avoided my mother. I couldn't hold back my tears if I heard about that ridiculous matchmaking plan .

"Yes God .. what is in my mind that match me with a strange man like Reymon" said I sobbed to cover my face with both hands .

Papi and Mami know if I've been close to Bram . But my mom doesn't like Bram. I don't know what made Mami dislike Bram.

According to Mami if I marry Bram, I don't necessarily have a future .Because Bram still asks from parents .

At the moment, I am not thinking about marrying Bram or anyone else. I was too young to think about marriage, household or having children .

I'm still in High School. I still want to enjoy my youth . I still want to go to school and get the job done. How can I achieve my goals if I get married young ????

Papi even supports the will of Mami . Usually Papi always supported me. But this time he seemed to agree with Mami's plan.

I was surprised my phone rang.

YOU SAID MY LOVE WAS EXCESSIVE

MY JEALOUSY IS UNREASONABLE

MAKES YOURSELF UNCOMFORTABLE

I'M SORRY ...DEAR

My phone ringtone reads .I saw on my phone screen that Nita was calling me. I wiped my tears and picked up the phone from Nita.

"Haloo Nit" my broom when answering Nita's phone

"Riin. sorry I did not jog today" said Nita lirih.

"Ooohh ..yes "my words are trying to hold back my tears

"Riin ..do not be angry yaa" said Nita

"Ti ..no kok Nit "I replied in a raucous voice

"You why Riin ??? are you crying again ???" ask Nita with worry

"Ngg.gak kok Nit .. I'm fine - what "my refutation is trying to cover it all up.

"I'm sorry Rin .. My mom and dad came over last night.they asked me to accompany them" Nita said

"Iyya Nit ..I am also lazy to go out of the house" said I lirih

"But you're okay, aren't you ???" ask Nita

"Iyya baweeel .. I'm fine - what do you say "

"Hemm ... Angry isn't yaaaaa ????"

"Don't dong Riin ..plissss ..tomorrow I treat dech at your favorite juice cafe" said Nita

"Yeah .. promise lhooo "

"Sheap the boss" said Nita

"Hehehe ... ahhhh .. I want to go to bed" I said

"Yaaachhh nich the boy has not woken up yes you .. deserve bauu "

" Any ajaa ... I've taken a bath tau .. would like to jog with kamuu but not so ya continue to sleep ajaa "my said

" Hehehe .. sorry Rin .... If only Bram was here .. I'd have told him that you were jogging" said Nita

I was silent ... Bram the figure who used to accompany my days . who can always make me laugh .But now I don't know how he is .

I can no longer contact him .He never even contacted his cousin Nita .I want to talk to him like I used to.

"Halooo ... Riinnn .... You still hear me right ???" Ask Nita

I realized that Nita was still on the other side talking on the phone with me.

"Iyya Nit ..I'm here anyway" I said

"your train has been molested" said Nita

"Hemmm ... it was Nit ..byeee.." I said.

"Byeeee Rinn dearly" said Nita

I smiled and felt a little relieved that Nita did not come .My bad mood makes me lazy to move.

I opened a keroppi-patterned dresser . I pulled slowly from the folds of the nightgown I was about to make. After getting dressed I went back to bed.

I ignored my screaming mother's voice - shouting to call me. Mami told me to eat, but my hunger was gone .

I grabbed my phone, sms which many times I sent to Bram absolutely no reply .I tried calling him but he was inactive .

Where is she ???? is it as busy as it can't send word ???

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