Living Again in a Different Body

Episode 37's. Diaries

Contents diary

I met a woman named Alice. Unlike me who is quiet, the woman always looks cheerful. The smile on his face was so sincere and looked friendly. We were in the same class, Alice always greeted me when I saw her even though I often ignored her.

It did not feel like we had been in a friendship for 1 year, Alice was still the same as when I first saw her. A woman who is full of cheerfulness and is friendly towards anyone.

Today, we met a man named Su He Shin. The man had a handsome face, his body was also tall and muscular. Making the eyes of the women glance at when she is around.

Although many women were chasing after her, Su He Shin was only interested in Alice. He always follows Alice wherever and whenever. Until one day, Alice finally received a proposal from Su He Shin.

After two years of getting engaged, Su He Shin and Alice plan their wedding. I was also happy to see Alice who would soon have a new family, because the Alice I know cheerfully sometimes had sadness in her eyes.

The sadness, seen when I tell how happy the family that I have. Alice lived a long life, with no parents or relatives. It made him sad when he saw someone with their family.

I, as Alice's best friend, wished and prayed for her happiness. I hope he will have a harmonious family, which will make the smile on his face more cheerful.

On the eve of the wedding day, I gave a very memorable gift to Alice's heart. A gift in the form of a slap! For the first time, I slapped a woman who had been friends with me for 3 years.

On their wedding day, I learned of the rottenness of Su He Shin, that man had already had a child from another woman named Chen Han Nie. I asked Alice to cancel the marriage, but she refused firmly.

Unknowingly, I slapped my best friend's face. I just want to wake her up, she won't be happy if she's still with that jerk. But Alice said that if she loved Su He Shin so much, she could not afford to let go. Especially now that she was carrying their baby.

I gasped, surprised to hear that Alice was pregnant. There was nothing more I could do to save my friend from the abyss of suffering. Finally I just kept quiet, their marriage was going well.

After our marriage, our friendship remained intact as usual. I often met Alice who was pregnant with her first child. After a few months of marriage, the cheerful smile on Alice's face began to wane. Until finally, the joy vanished without silence when Alice's first child was born in the world.

Su Li Xia, the name of the child born by Alice. The child is supposed to be a source of happiness for their mother, but it turns out to bring a new calamity to Alice. Because she gave birth to a daughter, Alice was blamed by Su He Shin and her parents.

Su He Shin's family wanted a son in order to become an heir. The birth of Su Li Xia, became the reason for Su He Shin to look for a second wife.

Alice could not refuse the request, but she did not allow it either. Alice was silent when she saw Su He Shin bringing another woman home.

In his heart of course he felt sick and unwilling, but what can be done by a person like himself who is just a kara without parents or relatives? Endure and only endure for the sake of the child and husband she loves.

Dissolved into grief, I went to a nightclub. I spent all sorts of alcoholic beverages that made me end up in a hotel room with a man. Unfortunately, that man was Alice's husband, Su He Shin.

I asked the man to forget everything that happened tonight. Su He Shin looked at me speechlessly, as if he was the victim. I left there without waiting for an answer. I felt devastated at the loss of something that I kept for decades, but it was all a result of my own mistakes.

A month had passed since I was drunk and unconscious until I ended up in a room with a bastard. It turns out my bad luck is not over, I'm pregnant with the seeds of that bastard. I just want to die knowing in my stomach is growing a baby from a man I hate.

I went to Alice's old house, a simple but warm house. There, I cried out all the pain in my heart, until I finally fell asleep. When I woke up, the day was getting brighter. I looked around the room, recalling our happy days.

Unintentionally, my eyes stared at a letter that was simply placed on the table. Intrigued by the contents of the letter, I opened and read the letter.

Letterhead

To my dear friend, Gu Yu Lin. If you read this letter, I may not be in this world anymore. When that happens, I beg you, Please take care of my daughter!

I've been feeling stuffy the last few days, something in my body feels weird. Every night the stabbing pain in the chest made it hard to fall asleep.

All of this pain started not long after Chen Han Nie stayed home. I felt suspicious of that woman, it was possible that she had secretly poisoned my food or drink. But I have no evidence to accuse him.

Right now, I feel my body getting heavier and tired. It seemed like my life would end at any moment, so I came here and wrote this letter. If you read it, please take care of my daughter, Su Li Xia.

Thanks for everything. If there really is another birth after death, I hope to be your friend again in the next life.

^^^Alice Du^^^

After reading the letter, I realized that all this was from the woman. How foolish I was, I should have avenged the wicked woman, instead of grieving over everything that had happened.

The days passed, I always stared at Su Li Xia from a distance. Alice's daughter whom I consider to be my own. But I dare not face to face with him, I feel ashamed. Embarrassed because in my womb embedded an illegitimate child belonging to his father.

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