Life Diary "CACA"

Episode 55's

The beautiful smile on Caca's lips, now began to fade. Day after day he went through with a restless feeling. This time his mind was very upset, 3 months was only a moment for him. For a wife who has not been blessed a child life feels very short.

He had been in the house for a long time to maintain his health, but still had no results. Until now she has not been pregnant, various alternative treatments have been done.

Am I the only imperfect woman in this world?

Caca leaned his body against the wall of his front wall. For a few days he was staring alone.

How lucky are the women out there who are gifted with children?

"I haven't been to the store for a very long time, I better be there to get rid of my bitter taste" Caca said in his heart. He immediately went from his home to his bakery shop, riding in a taxi.

It didn't take long for Caca to finally get there.

An incredible view seen from inside the shop that glanced through the glass. There looks a pair of love that is mingling romance. Caca immediately approached the pair of lovers.

"Is this the kind of behavior you do in my store?" caca said with a shout.

"Mbak Caca" the woman was aghast in shock and stood up from her lover's lap.

"And you, I have warned you many times. It was inappropriate for a man who had married a girl" Caca stared intently at the man's face with his index finger.

"Sir, this is Nadin's business. Ma'am Caca don't interfere with any of this."

"Listen Nadin, I can accept whoever your lover is. But I'm not gonna let you be the third person in someone's relationship. Do you understand?" Caca was very angry with the behavior of both.

"Sir Caca, don't try to advise me. Better as I am than being a barren wife" Nadin's remarks made clear hair drip from Caca's eye pelup.

"Mbak just reminds you, if you don't want to listen it's up to you" Caca said and left the place.

You barren woman. Do you know what? You are the cause of my destruction.

The man immediately left Caca's bakery.

The other employees there were not strange anymore with the change in Nadin's attitude. Nadin has now become a very rude and acting girl at will. The change of Nadin certainly has its own reasons.

Caca was increasingly upset for him, he looked for calm in the store turned out the incident in the store more hurt his heart. Caca went to another place where he would feel safe because there would be a shoulder that was always ready to hear his complaints. Caca went to her mother's house.

With the taxi ambush to the address Caca said. After some time Caca arrived at his house.

I miss the atmosphere in my house. This place has always brought peace to my life. How happy my childhood was here, after growing up everyone started hurting me.

"Assalamualaikum, ma'am" Caca knocked on her door.

"Wa'alaikum salam" said someone from inside the house. He opened the door and hugged someone in front of him.

"Mother" Caca replied tightly to the woman who had given birth to him

"Darling, I miss you so much! It's been a long time since I've been waiting for your return to our home."

"Mom" too."

"No Ma'am, Caca himself. Ardi in the office, Caca accidentally came alone here" Caca went straight into his house without instructions he immediately opened his old room.

The place was still the same as when he left. After marriage, he had never been to his mother's house. This was the first time he had been there after marriage, this time a little different. Caca felt awkward with his own room.

What if in three months I am not pregnant. Maybe I'll go back to this room?

Caca touched every part of her bed, then shed her tears.

The same tears but different sadness. What kind of test is this God? You gave me the perfect husband, but I was the one who wasn't perfect.

"Caca, what is this" said Herda.

"Caca only remembers this place ma'am" she wiped her tears.

"Dear, my mother often goes into this room. The shadow of the mother's little daughter was always in this room" Herda stroked her son's face.

"Caca was so, ma'am" he said.

But there was another sorrow that troubled his heart that he did not tell Herda. Now Caca's little cry is blaring unstoppable right. He hugged the woman he called his mother.

"Caca's not a perfect wife, ma'am, this is so unfair. Is it Caca's fault that God doesn't want to leave a child for me?" he kept crying.

"God is fair. Everything needs a process, you are patient. God's plan is more beautiful than our plan, isn't that what you always say. Don't cry anymore, maybe someday you'll have it" Herda calmed her daughter even though she was very sad.

"But Ma'am, what if in three months Caca wasn't pregnant" Caca said.

"Three months. What happened to those three months?" repeatedly, Herda repeated the remark.

"Mama will marry Ardi back" Caca tearfully uttered her sentence.

"How is it possible, what was in Ratna's mind. She was also a wife and a mother, she should have understood the current state."

"No ma'am, it's Caca's fault. The barren Caca, it's true what they say."

"Have you and Ardi checked it?"

"She's Mom, but the results are coming out next week."

"Then it has not been confirmed. Don't be sad, it's just their word. I'm very sure you'll have a baby later" that's the most appropriate thing he said at the time.

Caca just nodded his head.

If he dares to marry Ardi. Then I myself will take my son away from there. You're so damn damn rude, what are you saying. See if you'll regret it until it happens.

Caca threw his body over his old bed. Herda followed him, lying next to the daughter he missed so much. Now Caca began to fall asleep in his mother's arms. His feelings began to improve after pouring out everything he had craved alone.

Herda looked at his son's face, he cried at once remembering Caca's care just now.

What will happen later, what if Ardi agrees to her mother's request. What will happen to my daughter? my poor daughter. Suffering alternately approached him, he should now be very happy. God recited every prayer that came from my son's lips.