Life Diary "CACA"

episode 5's

3 Months have passed Caca and Yudha greet each other and meet face to face only through whatsapp and monitor his daily life through the story that is on other social media, yes, although not as often as most people, it is not an important matter that he has taken his time for Caca.

Caca's expectations were so great for him. He could only wait until Yudha returned. Caca used to spend her days in her bakery shop.

Caca and Nadin did the job as usual. Day after day and time after time he could only hope that Yudha would keep her promise that she had once said. At that time Nadin had asked about Yudha to Caca. But Caca looks ordinary.

"Sir Caca was sure that Yudha would be faithful to her? " nadin's question at that time made Caca's heart so bitter but he just flashed a smile and replied quietly.

"Nadin you don't know when the choice of our heart chooses another woman!! That is a sign that God shows the way for us, because God is not willing we always think of people who are not our soul mate. Yes, most sincerely, God's plan is far more beautiful than our plans Din."

"Mak Caca is not sad, mbak in staying for the second time?? " the second question from Nadin.

"Sad must be Din, but sad not because Yudha lives. But I'm sad because I've become a woman who's too stupid to repeat the same mistake, I shouldn't have given her that time because I already knew for sure I would be disappointed. But we just wait for what will happen "so wise answer.

"The answer is very wise Caca mbak, Nadin will always be beside mbak, when happy or sad again!!! " cabulous Nadin.

"Hahaha you could be Din!! but Din wait a minute why mbak be thinking yes same question you just now? How can you doubt Yudha? " ask Caca to Nadin.

"Do not know also mbak, Nadin only just ask. You never get disappointed so Nadin thinks so."

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April 10th 20th..

This morning the feeling of the innocent woman's eyes a little sore, all night he could not sleep soundly. Then he saw the cell phone next to him, 1 message from yudha.

"Darling, aren't you coming?"a short message from him.

Actually Caca did not want to see him, he was afraid this meeting was the last meeting with Yudha.

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At 09:00-10:15 wib.

Caca had been standing waiting in front of Yudha's dormitory, he had not expected Caca to come.

"Read! You came ? Yesterday was our last meeting! "he said very happily, because yesterday they had a cool mouth check on the video call about this problem.

The usual smile that Caca showed Yudha to cover her heart she was feeling was "Caca wouldn't have come here if Caca didn't expect to see you again!!" he answered so strongly.

Yudha reassured Caca with her sweet words and at that moment she whispered softly in the girl's ear.

"Wait here when you get home?"

"May God protect you Bang!"

When the meeting was over he waved his hand at Caca, sad that Caca felt after the departure of the lover.

Seen by everyone around Caca, everyone sobbed in tears releasing the departure of their loved ones which was probably the same as Caca thought. Hope they come back or never come back.

The day went on as usual, Caca also as usual stayed at his bakery store together with Nadin.

One morning it looked so beautiful. Instantly it turned into a gripping morning, as if the world had stopped and made Caca's heart seem to stop beating. This morning was the worst morning of his life.

"Bk see Yudha adding a photo in her story mbak, she is with a woman! Captionnya aspiration my wife in shay Allah)" said Nadin half yelling.

"I mean Din's wife-to-be? " he raised the volume of his voice.

"Yet, but I'm sure it will happen again," with teary eyes.

"Sorry mom! Nadin didn't mean to make me sad!" put down his phone and get close to Caca.

"No problem, thanks to you for coming home!" he said goodbye to come home with a heart so hurt and so sick. This time the wound that was almost healed was now added with a new wound that was worse than before.

Along the way to the house, Caca took off as a result. Wanting it he screamed revealed all the contents of the heart that became a burden in him, but what power, dream of hugging the mountain but the hand did not arrive.

It's your fault ca!! Not the fault of others! Stop blaming others caca! Stop over.

Caca was very angry with himself

he should not return to the man who made the false promise.

I am a foolish woman who was deceived by a Servant of the State by giving false hopes and promises. Why did I give him a second chance?

(Once in a while he threw his hand at the steering wheel of the car)

I should've turned him down and taught him a lesson it wasn't as easy as he imagined forgetting someone. That's as easy as she was with another woman.

(Yudha's intimate photo with the woman always flashed in Caca's view)

Men only choose women who are beautiful and also sexy, whether until when I will release the shadow.

Of course Yudha will choose a woman who is fashionable and beautiful compared to me. Who am I, has placed too much hope in him. Once again you break my trust and forget the promise you made and once again you hurt me. At that time I felt I did not have the courage to look at the world even once, I felt very ashamed.

It was so bad that the man easily betrayed the promise he made himself. But remember these those who hurt you will one day be hurt as well and those who betray you will one day be betrayed as well.

It was the scream that roused Caca from his wound. His phone rang an incoming call sign, it said *Abang. His phone rang several times but was ignored and again the same number called Caca countless times.

Krieggg

The tone of an incoming message.

"Why not get picked up? This is so important! " did the message.

"Don't bother Caca again Bang !!" Caca replied to the message very briefly.

At 20:15 pm she finished ba'da isya the girl laid down her body, her heart was still not calm and in the end she grabbed the phone over the bedside drawer and wrote a series of words after words.

For you who have been present even though your presence only gives a wound no matter that I am very very touched will the pain that was created and maybe if you do not come to give a wound ! I won't change as I am today, maybe my meeting with you is fate but choosing to stay with me or leave is your choice, because what I know is that if I have tried to maintain a relationship but one of the parties wants to go yes with a faint heart, I will let you go, because you deserve to be happy even if it is not me who makes you happy, maybe mengikhlaskan you with others it is a form of loving you sincerely.

Caca sent the message to Yudha's cell phone, clasping her hands together as if to strengthen her extremely fragile self.

He drew his favorite diary.

You who have come give hope, go and disappear from my life.

Thank you for teaching me a lesson of as much sorrow as hope. Thank you for making me fantasize with all your sweet promises. The pain does not require an explanation

and the wound does not expect presence

go far away you ever hurt.

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