LECTURER HALALKU

LECTURER HALALKU
forty seven



" ssaayangg" lirih hanan trembled, hanan sat down to face the nadhira who was still sitting limp in the chair ,,,


" PLEASEG BEAPTTT!!!!!!" HANAN SHOUTED AT THE MEDICS


Arka as the rector who was at that time doing the graduation procession for each student, took the podium and approached hanan


" THE GRADUATORS AND GRADUATORS, SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE, PLEASE STEP BACK AND GIVE ME A LARGE SPACE FROM NADHIRA PRAMESWARI" SAID BU SARI


Reach all the students back away..


" s.sssayangg., j.jjdon't make you afraid "


Arka who was behind Hanan shocked, baby? Mas's?


"Sorry sir, you can step back for a while" said a medical officer, then put oxygen on the nadhira.


" don't gini yangg.., please mas"


A medical officer intends to unlock nadhiraa's black robe ,,


" i. b.bbiar I just "quick hanan words ..


" mr. Hanan" call the arc next to Hanan


" i am, s.saaaya her husbanda" continued hanan approached, he opened his wife's black robe and patted gently nadhira chest, he hoped it made his wife's tightness disappear ,,


arka stiffened when he heard the confession and saw the reaction of hanan.. ..


" get up nadhiraaaaaa" call hanan frustrated at the sight of the dhiraa's eyes that are starting to close..


" MR. HANAN, LET THE MEDICS HANDLE NADHIRA, BECAUSE THE AMBULANCE WILL COME SOON ,,


SO ASKED WITH RESPECT TO MR. HANAN ALSO MR. ARKA RETURNED TO THE PODIUM AND CONTINUED THE EVENT," PINTA BU SARI POLITELY


Hanan stared intently at the sari bu standing on the podium,


All the lecturers were shocked to see Hanan's eyes that were glazed over ,,


" YOU'RE CRAZY, MY WIFE AND SON ARE ON THE VERGE OF LIFE AND YOU'RE ASKING ME TO CONTINUE THIS SHOW!!!!" THE FLICKERING OF HANAN VIBRATED,,


Hearing the thunderous clap successfully invited the shock of the entire building, especially the lecturers..


When the ambulance arrived, Hanan ran to lift his wife into the ambulance without waiting for the brangkar to come out..


Hanan left the building still in shock...


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Hospitals..


Hanan recited all prayers in his fret waiting for the nadhira being examined..


" hanannn" call mika bu who ran coming accompanied by gibran behind


" sister dhira why bang?" Tanya gibrann panicked, when she got a call from the mother who was crying, she immediately ran away from the meeting and to the hospital


" dhira why hanan?"


Hanan shook his head fragilely, his eyes were already wet with a clear liquid dripping..


" bbbundaa, phobia dhiraa.phobia it appears" lirih hanan with a blank view..


A doctor walked out of the room ..


" the patient's family?" Ask her quickly


" we docked" said gibran fast


Hanan was already unable to react to anything , he felt like he had lost half of himself at the moment,,


" the mother had heart failure, we had to get her baby out "


Thousands of stones hit Hanan's head upon hearing that, millions of needles rained down on his heart and stomach, and,,


" DON'T KIDDING THE DOCTOR!!!" GIBRAN YARN RAZOR


" astaghfirullah" cried bu mika seemakin broken, he hugged the body of the starry hanan trembling ..


" there is no time to do this, if the baby is not removed in 2 hours, you will lose both"


Gibran pulls the collar of the doctor's shirt ,,


" we won't lose one let alone both, do anything for them, use all the procedures to save them!!!!!!" Threatening gibran hards


"  the mother was not breathing when brought here, her heart rate weakened and had stopped 20 minutes ago, the time of death 10.25, tuesday 22 June 2021"


" AAAAAGHHHHHHHHH" roared bu mika when hearing the time of nadhira's death


" LAKEUP!!!! I DON'T ACCEPT IT, FIND THE BEST DOCTOR IN THE CITY, CONGRATULATIONS MY BROTHER AND THE BABY, DON'T BE KIND, I CAN SUE YOU!!!!!"  Gibran


" please do doctor hikss, whatever and whatever it is, please do your best, congratulations my son-in-law and grandsonaaaaa hikss, I beg "please ask ma mikaa piluu


Hanan who had been sitting on the hospital floor was crying in silence, he really did not understand this situation, was this a nightmare? Did he forget to pray before going to bed?  Why does this dream feel so real  ?


" ma'am, we've done our best, but God misses your daughter-in-law, he wants your daughter-in-law back to him "


" no, not yetmm, hikssss ..." mama fainted before finishing her speech, and assisted the sisters to be taken to the hospital room.


" by the way bang, don't be kayak gini, fight for life kak dhira and baby loo!!! " the tears of gibran fall


" you didn't see mothera huh? Mother fainted because of the news of the absence of kak dhiraaa" gibran shook the body hanan strong...


" d.dddek,, i.it's just a dream, m.mmnightmare, soon we wake up!," said hanan empty


" b.bang hanannn!!!!!!!"


" i.wife brother again sleep next to the deck brother, later if you wake up all will be good ajaa"


Gibran drowned his face behind his knees, he was crying behind it, seeing that the situation now was his biggest heartbreak


" please think about it, we have to get the baby out of the way, because the mother is dead, it's difficult for the baby to get oxygen, otherwise as soon as possible, the baby will soon catch up with the mother"


Said the doctor and passed away..


" bang , Gibran want to see the state of mothera, you do not go anywhere with the condition of kayak gini" hoarse gibran


Hanan silently did not answer, he just sat leaning on the floor ..


After the gibran leaves, Hanan walks into the room where there is his nadhir there, and,,


The body lying in a white cloth covered up his chest, and the oxygen tube that was inserted into his wife's mouth ,


the hancurr? That word is not enough to describe itself..


" s.ssayangg?" Call hanan


"  you're so beautiful today, if gibran didn't send you a photo earlier, maybe you can't recognize her beautiful ranking"


Hanan let out a breath of tightness, he tried to scavenge the rest of the oxygen for him to inhale..


"So early in the morning you haven't kissed the hand of the mas right, wake up, kiss the hand of the husband is a reward dear" racau hanan


" uh baby we are naughty, yes, he is active on the floor so you are sick "


Hanan tried to reach nadhira's stomach with trembling hands..


" baby,,,, don't be naughty dong nak ,umi so sick tuh, diem first yes dear , umi want to bngun want to "blu hanan ..


" you haven't been killed today, have you? Honestly, when you came in and you were this beautiful, I tried really not to announce our relationship, let alone he was so big, it's not easy for you to answer them"


" wake up Iangg , mas not yet commonin you wife mas, you why do you think gini?"  Hanan piass's face, he could not accept this crazy reality..


" bang hanan "


Hanan did not turn his head, his body fell beside the dhiraa cage while tightly grasping his hands..


" you said you want a story kann, the show is not finished loh yang, you have the same promise mas "rabble hanan,,,, you have the same promise,, 


Gibran ran hugging Hanan's body,,


Feeling that his body was being held by another burly body, Hanan crept towards the shoulder of the gibran, he needed a backrest to remain conscious now,,


"  don't think gini bang hikss,, the idea is not as tough as you make ngerengkuh lo and mother at once ,,, I can't pretend to be strong when we all feel devastated because of the loss of kak dhiraa hikss, I can't be yourself when my father died 6 years ago, I'm not strong bang hikss"  gibrann wept while tightening his embrace on hanan


hanan petrified, all parts of his body seemed to numb sekaranggang, hearing his mere puppet sister crying like this made the dark reality hit hard sanity hanan..


" you have to be strong hikss, so dad died just lo who became my motivation for living like a person, if you lo kayak gini I how bang?" Connect gibran ..


"  what if you're in my position?" Hanan's voice was quivering and cold


Gibran parsed his embrace, then stared at the expression of Hanan..


" what if you're in my position? When I lost a wife who was like the world to me? And my son had to be forced to be born when he was not even 8 months old ? What if you were me hm? Do you think I can still motivate you?" Hanan asked with a blank look


The tears of the gibran are getting deeper, this is not his great older brother anymore, this man in front of him is the one who is witnessing the destruction of his own world , not his world alone, household, household, life, and the future at once


" do you think I can still live after I've lost this much?"  Hanan's eyes dimmed


" this man is a gibrann, why do you say so, hiks, we all lose brother dhiraa, we are the same lewatin"


Hanan diaamm, he pushed slowly the gibran then stood up and stared blankly at the nadhira..


" i give you a chance to come back with me" Hanan said blankly to a nadhira that sounded very sick in the ear of a gibran


" Bang "call the gibran who tries to awaken


" i can't give you any more time, you have to go back nadhiraa, come back to me and then immediately?"  Connect with Hanan without touching his sister's call


Feeling not hearing anything from his wife, Hanan sighed already crowded from earlier..


" okay, I give you a choice"


" you come back to me or I catch up with you" Hanan said sharply


" BANG HANAN" snapped gibran


Hanan thought the clash, he walked to the side of the other nadhira bed, he found scissors there..


Gibran's breath choked.he ran at the fidelity of catching the hand of the hanan who was holding the scissors ..


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