LECTURER HALALKU

thirty six

Gibran heard sobs from outside the room ..

" bund," call gibran slowly

Mika looked at her youngest son..

" bang hanan cry "gibran lirih, he memorized the voice that is currently sobbing.

After tidying up her daughter-in-law's blanket mika moved slowly from the mattress and took the gibran out of the room..

" hanan ?"

" bang"

Call them at once

Hanan looked up with a wet face, mika ma involuntarily shed her tears, lastly her eldest son cried like this might still be in elementary school,, even when her father left Hanan did not cry at all, she put aside her sadness for the sake of strengthening her mother and sister, but now her son was crying a mouthful..

" gibrann hikss, take your brother to the family room, not here, your sister-in-law will wake up" she held her sobbing while walking towards the family room

" ayoo bang," gibran embraces her brother's burly body with a heart, it can be said that her brother is the strongest figure in her family, when she was crying because of the departure of their father , ' she said ,hanan instead embraces and calms them, although his older brother is also sad at the time.

" obviously you're the same gibran nak hiks, don't cry behind the wall alone, you've got us "mika mom hugging the body of her firstborn son who is shaking violently,,, you have,, seeing that gibran inevitably had to look up to hold back his tears so as not to fall, even though he never saw hanan crying, once crying why change the atmosphere of the house to this gloomy.

" bangg, do not make gibran nangis dong, we are already good for kayak gini," hoarse gibran

" b..bbund..hanan should what hikss?"

" hanan , calm yourself first, mother same gibran here son, you are not alone"

hanan came down from his couch and knelt before the mother, hanan hid his cry in the lap of the mother, the mother, 

" does gibran have to sue the doctor, has karna already made rich brother gini? What did he say?" Threaten gibrann, menace,

The scenery this time was truly unsettling to the hearts of everyone who saw her, while hanan and the gibran who were raised with affection had hearts that could not be said to be harsh, '' he said ,

" bundaa, d.dhira same son hanan will survive "rabble hanan

" what are you talking about, honey? Of course they will be healthy and your child will be born safely "

" hikss, but the doctor's analysis is far from what the mother said, Hanan's wife can have heart failure and they did not survive bundd" crying hanan back broke

While mother and gibran frozen in place ..

" snitch, explain to us? Dhira is sick what? What this has to do with the accident that gibran causein" gibran pulled Hanan's body and he was sitting next to her and mother

" gibran bangg replied, is this a side effect of the accident?" Gibran was afraid, he was afraid that he was the cause of his brother's family to be fragile like this

Hanan nodded

" why son, don't scare us" sidela

" dhira is undergoing psychiatric treatment bund, she has a trauma caused by the little dhira seeing his father died and hanging in the kitchen of their house first" hanan closed his eyes sore,,,, and,,

" snake, my brother's father committed suicide?" Tanya gibran

Hanan nodded fragilely, his eyes already welling up in tears

" dhira is afraid of rain bundd, d.ddia is also afraid of snapping, new hanan know this time hanan accidentally snapped dhira when hanan surabaya, therefore hanan ordered gibran to replace hanan"

" why not say from the beginning the bang"

" well mean bund hikss ,hanan mau dhira cured of the terrible phobia, hanan do not want his wife Hanan continue to drown in her fear because of seeing the suicide of her father , hanan maksa dhira for a consultation to a psychiatrist and take medication routinen hikks, hanan just want dhira cured bund "

" hikss, the doctor said that the heart does not beat normally because the drug is high dose, women who take prescription drugs psychiatrists have not been allowed to get pregnant while in psychiatric care, and dhira got pregnant in the middle of the treatment "

" a heart that is too fast rich in nandhira can now cause heart failure and both are not safe hikss"

" god is so evil as hanan bund, he wants to take the life of hanan through dhira and son hanan" hanan winiss fragile, any sobbing that comes out is able to make the person who hears it feel crowded

" new hanan wants to build a happy little family, but why God has intended to take it "

Mother and gibran who had been shocked to hear the explanation hanan, only able to be dammed, can only be,

" sutt, god will not give trials that exceed the limits of the ability of his servant"

"  bangg, Istighfar first, we find the same way out "sung hanna..

" your sister really nan, mother will move here , your mother is cheating on this difficult time, "mika mika stroked her hair dear hanan,

Which mother does not hurt her heart when her eldest child who has not felt happiness for a long time, but? When his son was happy the storm came and broke his son,

" gibran also bang, gibran gapapa jakartaa jogja back and forth, which is important brother is not alone ngadepin this situation"

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Dhira felt his nausea berkurangg this dawn, he saw at ,ah it turned out almost dawn

" mass, wake up yukk, already want dawn" dhira wiggled softly her husband's body

Samar faint hanan heard his wife's soft voice, he saw the pale face smiling softly, the tears that had just dried now re-stained ,he was really afraid that smile he could not see again someday..

" why mas? Here are his eyes why? What's the nightmare ?" Dhira panicked

" if it could be ,mas really hope that this is just a nightmare dhiraa" inner hanan

" why?"

" gapapa, I want your imamin again"

" yaudah ,mandi first gihh, dhira readyin dress same as mas worship first"

" don't be darling, let alone, you sit, don't move too much, not to help you shower"

" mas, dhira is good, dhira is not nauseous and too dizzy anymore, already yes do not overthinking my husband again, we are good "dhira incline her husband..

"If so mas bath first "hanan ran towards the bathroom, heard the phrase nadhira who tried to calm his increasingly suffocating chest hanan, many times he recited istighfar..

"Allah take what you want to take from the servant, but do not do it, let the servant feel this happiness longer ,help, please just this once" unconsciously let out his sob ,,

", you cry?" Dhira, who was praying behind Hanan, heard sobs, why did her husband cry

" no, baby, here's the salim first"

" but mas nangis, mas why mas? Sorry if dhira ngelakuin something that might hurt the mas"

" no sayangg, mas nangis because it carried the feeling of mas aja prayer"

" what is prayer?"

" mas pray for your health" again the clear water dripped

" god, thank you for loving us this much mas" dhira hugged her husband gently..

" we're out yukk, mommy and gibran must have woken up".

" just go first, let this neatihin dhira first"

" don't , you just go down first, this is a neat mas "

" yeah, dhira cook breakfast first if that's "

" not to be, either, "

" why the hell mas, the feeling of the dhira was banned continuously"

" hmm, mas again want the porridge in front of the complex, we have breakfast that is ajaa "sahut hanan doubt

Dhira quiet" okay deh , if that's what dhira help mas aja , we go out his room together "

" jang....."

" do not forbid dhira again mas, dhira is pregnant not her paralyzed, dhira can still serve the needs of the mas "dhira protest

Hanan grunted hiding his face

" if so we go out first, rapiin ntar aja" asked hanan

Dhira says, why is her husband so strange today.

When exiting the dhira saw the mother who was sitting alone

" mothera" call dhira

Mika rubbed her eyes slowly..

" yes, son, did you wake up? How are you doing?"

" alhamdulillah dhira has been meningan bund, sorry, karna dhira bunda so bothered alone"

" dear gapapa, mama seneng repotin you, if mother same gibran moved here you permit not?"

Hanan and mother could see the twinkle in those shady eyes, though,

" mother kok nanya sou, yes definitely lahh, can be very mothera" enthusiastic dhiraa while jumping happy

" DON'T JUMP JUMP DHIRA" Hanan's reaction was completely unexpected dhira, why her husband had to scream so..

" hanan control your feelings, don't bablas nak, later dhira his thoughts "soft reprimand

" why hanan.bund? From dawn earlier ngorarang dhira it continues" asked dhira lirih

" gapapa dear, Hanan again try to make a husband standby ,"

" keep mommy too why? Crying abis? Here are her eyes why are they wet?"

"The mother was very good lecture, so cry "elak mother"

" continue gibran where usually the most splashy morning gini?"

" gibran is still sleeping "

" isn't he a bundle?"ask dhira again

" already earlier, abis praying he slept again

Dhira nodded in understanding..

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