LECTURER HALALKU

forty-four

" mr hanan? "

Hanan rut scum, hut,

" yeah?"

" where should this be installed sir?" Ask one of the BEM students who is helping to take care of the graduation preparation that will be held the day after tomorrow ...

" just there, try as neat as possible" replied hanan while pointing

" hmm sir isn't there for the main banner? You said 15 minutes ago? Do I need to ask a friend to change the banner?" Ask her

Hanan was confused

" which one was I pointing at?" Ask hannan

" there sir" appoint a student

" what's the banner?"

" this is a welcome banner sir?"

" astaghfirullah, sorry , I'm not focusing, you must be confused" Hanan said ..

" it's okay, sir, even a father who looks like a man, a sick man?"

Hanan smiled wryly..

" i'm healthy really, this please install above the entrance of the building yaa, heart up his chair, and sayain also the same other temen ,, you can rest first after installing this banner yes"

" yes sir, thank you sir"

Hanan nodded sincerely," I should be thanking you for your help"

"  ,same, sir"

Hanan nodded with a smile, then walked up to the chair and sat down to reflect..

" assalamualaikum?"

" waalaikumsalam, wahh sir islam ?" Hail hanan.

" how's the building prepared, sir? "

" thank God it's 80% sir, God willing if your friend BEM not tired, tomorrow morning is done "

" the preparation is very fast, you really work hard "

Hanan tekeh ..

Islan silently stared inside..

" what's wrong, hanan? "

Hanan looked,,

" you seem to have a lot of thoughts, is it so hard to disturb you in the campus?"

Hanan shook his head while smiling awkwardly

" if mr. Hanan deigns and believes, I can accommodate if if you want to just need a place to share, pressing something heavy alone is really crowded if in my opinion"

Hanan looked down, this fellow of his was right, this was very stifling..

Islan waited, he was once confused like hanan, at that time he really did not focus and messed up a lot of hall, sometimes at that time ,islan even forgot to take a breath..

" according to the Islan sir what if someone keeps talking about leaving?"

Islan frowned..

" disappear in what context?"

Hanan shook his head in a doldrums

" i don't understand, he kept asking me how I would if he left, asking me to be fine if he left" Hanan cupped his face, saying, what does nadhira mean keeps saying that his wife will leave without taking hanan with her.

" mr hanan's wife?" Ask islam doubtfully

Hanan gave a small nod in a fist that still covered his face..

" what was before you fought?"

Hanan shook his head, he felt it was not wrong to tell a man who was married to him first, maybe he would get a solution from this..

"We were fine early, still joking with each other, but suddenly he asked such a terrible thing?"

Islan patted pudak hanan slowly ,,

"Aren't you supposed to be like this, sir Hanan, could that discussion be caused by her pregnancy hormones? Didn't you say she was carrying your baby ?"

Hanan opened his stalk, then nodded quickly..

" what is the wife of the Islan's too?" Hanan asked hope

Islan shook his head slowly, and smiled faintly, "my wife is not yet pregnant, she has a pretty severe cyst on her forehead"

Hanan looked guilty

" it's okay sir hanan, the child is the sustenance of each servant, maybe I'm not good enough to be titipated a child "

Hanan Diamm lowered his head, for a moment in the bottom of his innermost heart, he once regretted nadhira's pregnancy, because the pregnancy put his son and wife in danger, but saw the dim face of this colleague ,hanan is very grateful for having trusted God after 6 months of marriage

" at first I did not think too much about the question, but 3 days his attitude like wanting to make me accustomed without his self, did not accompany me to eat with a reason that continues to make me worry, he said, he also stopped preparing my work clothes as usual, always getting up and worshiping first without waiting for me"

Islan increasingly dimmed, what kind of woman did his fellow lecturer marry? Why does her life sound so happy,,

" how does it feel to be served as a wife ? " ask islam unconsciously..

Hanan stared at the confused chaos in the eyes of the Islamic State..

" i married because my parents betrothed me, I am not a sinless man who always keeps the commandments of God, but after marriage I try to accept it and want to be heaven for her, but maybe

God had other plans, my wife was a career woman, she was too busy with her work and did not have time to treat me as a field of reward as the wife of Hanan sir did , at first I did not demand to be served as well as that, but from hearing your story that was like a very happy one, I felt a little pinch and envy "clearly Islamic..

Hanan was silent, he remembered the story of the Islamic sir who had applied for nadhira and was rejected .. Hanan could understand why the islanders at that time wanted to ask nadhira back even though he had been rejected several times, he could understand why the Islamic State was willing to ask for nadhira again, his wife was really a good woman, inexplicably grateful that dhira refused the island that day, even though the Islamic man was good and had to be stuck in a loveless marriage like this, but if that day did not refuse, maybe he was in the current situation of Islam.

" mr hanan,?"  Call islam

"Ohhh?"

" sorry, if you have to listen to my story "sorry islan

" no matter sir, we can share each other's problems to be mild to each other"

Islan smiled,,

Hanan sighed heavily, his heart like being hit by tons of rocks remembering their chatter in the room this morning

The flashback

" mass?" Call dhira

" is it baby?" Sahut hanan while choosing clothes dilemarii, yahh today dhira did not prepare his clothes on the grounds of not having time because it helps the mother make breakfast.

" before the same dhira? Have you ever had a taste for another woman ?"

" never, before marriage same you have love with you two years before, you also know"

Dhiraa diamm, his heart feels squeezed strong then splashed with salt water sekaranggang, poignant, but must..

" before those two years?".

" detep no, you love both mas after mother "answer casually while continuing to stare at the hangers of her closeted shirt..

" if a woman likes to like how?" Ask dhira again..

" like you, I like you" 

" m.mu mean dhira other than dhira mas ?  There are no exactly the same people in this world"

Hanan turned his head and looked at the nadhira who was still sitting on the edge of the bed, hanan approached, in fact he knew the direction of his wife's conversation since then, Hanan tried to respond casually, but why this direction frightened him even more..

" why is that?" Hanan asked coldly

" why, just want to know?" Dhira answered nervously

" you already know, why it is still nanyain things that are already clear the answer" said hanan

Dhira took the hand of Hanan who was still standing in front of him and blew the pelann, and,

" go kesall? Don't come to my husband" said the gentle dhira..

And the light of Hanan's emotions overflowed for a moment..

" sorry yes" hanan peeped the top of nadhira's head..

Dhira smiled nodding,,

" if you have thoughts for marriage again , dhira sincerely mass, gapapa ,dhira allow "said dhira arrived

Hanan stared dislikefully,,

"meaning?" Ask hannan

" dhira sincerely married another woman"

" NO!!"

" masss.." call dhira lirih.

" WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU?"

Dhira

" why discuss the strange and strange continue, from yesterday the direction of your conversation gini continues, you why ?" Bursting already , hanan really not out of mind with nadhiraa thinking..

" dengerin dulau,, here," dhira pulled Hanan's hand to sit beside him..

Hanan suppressed his emotions and sat down..

" dhira just want good mas aja, the possibility of dhira already can not serve mas"

" you are not a nadhira maid, you do not need to serve your employer's mas kayak"

" dirah dhira mass, mas eat alone continue and, this is the third morning where the mas is always confused about what clothes to wear" said dhira lirihh

" mas gapapa, how many times do I have to say that mas gapapa, mas understand because you are pregnant again, why do you behave as if this mas husband is demanding you "

Dhira lowered her head, is it wrong if she wants her husband to marry again so as not to be lonely if at any time she has to fulfill the call of the creator..

" if you still talk about gini it is better to leave now, no need to eat breakfast or anything" Hanan threatened

" mass , don't gini, dhira just want mas not lonely later,, "

" lonely what dhira? Mas already have you , mother and gibran , soon this house will be crowded because of the birth of our baby, continue to be lonely what do you mean?"

" mass, we don't know what will happen, if our baby is born, who will help you take care of him" asked Dhiraa

Hanan's heart rumbled, he knew nadhira would discuss the death of sekarangg..

" there's you, and as long as it's just you, mas won't tell any woman to take care of our child, you um, you have to take care of,, "

" mass....."

" remove far from your bad thoughts nadhiraa, stop discussing things like gini, mas afraid of your mind, nothing will be lost, a lifetime mas just want to marry you ,not another woman, our child? You have to take care of him. Please, why are you ? Why did it come to be like this?"

Hanan with a high tone..

After taking her bag and car keys, Hanan went out to the campus..

Flashback.

Islan was shocked, k.why Pak hanan's wife asked him to find another woman to marry..

" i think you already know the reason why your wife discussed it" said Islaman doubtful

Hanan propped her hair in frustration,,

" i will not remarry sir Islan, I love him very much, I will exchange anything for his safety to give birth to our baby "liirih hanan pilu

" no matter if you have to fight against destiny, I really can't lose it" Hanan continued to pull her hair strong

" mr. Hanan, I understand, don't be like this, God will take care of your wife" 

" heard sir Hanan, maybe you also know that I have never felt what it is like to be a prospective father waiting for the birth of his baby, then faced with a trial this heavy"

" but at least you have to play an important role in changing the mindset of your wife to be more optimistic life"

Hanan diamm, he pondered deeply, how to create that optimism for nadhiraa, if he was pessimistic by being afraid of losing like this ..

" i will always want to accommodate your story if it helps you to be lighter, but now I understand that you need enough calm to think about my advice,, you can call me anytime, I go sir Hanan, you need yourself to ponder it" said sir Islan

" waalaikumsalam" lirih hanannnnnnn

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