LECTURER HALALKU

Eighteen

Nadhira covered her face with her two palms and cried, her husband had told her all from the beginning until the incident this afternoon,, she said,,

" don't cry nadhira, my heart hurts to see your tears" Hanan melas said

" hikss, then k.why did you fool me up to this far sir, "

" please understand this one reason nadhira, I am not fooling or toying with our household, I don't think you'd accept me if you knew I was the one who ate your cooking every night and slept hugging you "sadly

" which wife does not accept her husband sir hikss, am I that bad in your eyes" cried dhira

" no dhira, you are the best wife ever, you are patient and never refute my words, I plan to confess and propose to you properly after you graduate" Hanan hugged his wife's waist

" thank you nadhira, I have intended to make you halal for me since two years ago and not because of the accident , I really love you" please hanan

Dhira..

" when I knew it was you, I thought maybe this was the path God opened for me to be able to get you through the accident faster"

Connect hanan

" believe me nadhira, I've been keeping my heart to you ever since I saw you willing to replace one of the sick female students who was being punished, and I promise, will continue to take care of your heart, look also my smile is just for you in front of her.." Hanan tightened her embrace ,

Nadhira tried to ease her cries, she saw her husband and lecturer were kneeling while hugging his waist..

" wad.."

" hmm, thank me nadhira, I love you, my life is already dependent on you, and now what is it to me if there is no you, I'm sorry"

Dhira shakes ..

" mass, get up first, your degree is higher than mine, don't kneel like this "call dhira, she comes down from the couch and kneels in front of her husband

" all of it is confusing mas, it is very difficult to understand the situation, dhira need time mas , " said dhira softly, said,

" just get angry, dear, but do not think to ninggalin mas yaa," pinta hanan lirih

" no mas , dhira just need time to get used to the face of the mas as husband dhira" replied the gentle dhira

Hanan was stunned, what it meant that nadhira wanted to learn to accept it..

" thank you, thank you very much" Hanan said as she kissed nadhira on the forehead

Dhira closed his eyes with a hand that was firmly linked, Dhira was still not used to the face of this lecturer, and was still a little afraid at the touch of hanan even though the incident was the rightful husband of dhira ..

" mmas shower first yes, dhira ready to eat mas first" said dhira

" don't be a pity, you take a bath ,mas ready warm water for you yes" hanan rose from his seat .

" gapapa mas ,dhira just want a cold shower" replied the dhira

" can't be, this is too bad baby, later you catch a cold" forbid hanan

" mass" call dhira with a melas tone

" nadhiraa, what are you doing ? Should be rinsed with warm water dear, you are also horrified said the doctor earlier" yahh before returning home, hanan had brought nadhira to the hospital

Doctors removed the nadhira's thumb nail which ended in a dhiraa-covered bandage

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" just calm down, dhira's feet don't papa"

Relax dhira..

" gpp what dear, the doctor said your foot can be infected, and it makes mas worry really," inner hanan

"Okee, mas bath, but mas do not want you to cook yes, pliss dengerin request this mas" pinta hanan

Dhira nodded thinly,,

hanan took a quick shower, he didn't want his wife to wait long..

Nadhira?

Nadhira daydreams at the edge of his bed

" how did Rabb, expand the heart of this fragile servant, it felt very narrow to hold everything, breathing even it felt heavy" inner dhira...

Hanan came out of the bathroom, his wife fell asleep sitting on the edge of the bed, his heart rippled, his wife had never seen so far, he said,

" i'm sorry, sorry dear, because mas you have to marry a man like mas" Hanan hugged his wife and she lay slowly in bed..

Hanan hugged the nadhira tightly even in her sleep though, she was really afraid of this woman leaving her..

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Now at 2:37 am, nadhira sleep that was not well from the beginning was awakened, how not?, this is the first time he slept by looking at the face of her husband, and her husband, and even more surprising is the face that he always wanted to see is the same face with the face of the lecturer that almost every day he met in the campus..of course it makes it a little awkward even to just sleep soundly dhira can not be..

Dhira rose from his sleep, he took a warm bath because last night he fell asleep and had not yet taken a bath..

After taking a bath, the dhira chooses to rejoice, what happened to him yesterday is enough to make the nadhira shaken

Dhiraa spread out the prayer mat beside their sleeping bed..

He performed the sunnah elixir by withstanding his foot pain which was very painful but he could not make an excuse to abandon his duty as a Muslimah , 

" allahumma 'alhimni rushdi wa'a'isni minsyarri nafsh "

" o Allah, I ask for peace of mind for the worried servant, I believe in what you have planned",

" you are the owner of the heart of all your creatures, h.the heart of the servant of the hymn? Servant does not hate mas hanan as the husband of the servant, but why the heart of the servant is so heavy to accept reality, do not let the servant disobey the husband of the servant by not accepting his presence, O Allah, h..hhamba loves his hikss, and though upon knowing the truth of his servant's love does not diminish in the least for his, protect our marriage ya rabb, and protect the feelings of the servant , " dhira prayed with tears that trickled down without him noticing..

" mommy? Dhira needs advice mother hikss, dhira is worried buu, "crying dhiraa...

Nadhiraa ended her do'a with sobs, she is too tired to continue crying at this time.however, sir Hanan is her husband, yahh husband who has saved her life..

Nadhira got up while folding her prayer mats, the white face she was wearing still not off , dhira walked to the side of the bed where she could be closer to her husband, dhira,

" how should the dhira call you now?  Dhira wants to call mas with the identity of mas fandi, but this face is clearly the face of mas hanan" lirih dhira while stroking the face of hanan soft

" excuse me mas, give dhira time to adjust to all, dhira accept mas as it is , what hurts the dhira is the thought of the dhira himself by thinking mas regard our sacred marriage as a game, pardon, once again sorry my husband "nadhira peeked at the cheek of his husband who was still asleep..

Dhira chose not to sleep anymore and waited for dawn, he sat on their sofa without removing the mucus on his body, for some reason with the mucus slightly warmed up his body

Hanan who had been awake since the beginning of hearing all the prayers and sayings of nadhira..

Hanan looked at the body that was resting on the prayer mat while holding hands and crying, she said,

" what are you doing hanan? You've hurt a woman as good as this" Hanan's heart slipped upon hearing his wife's fragile prayer..

he wanted to get up and embrace nadhira and calm her, but nadhira had ended his prayer and walked closer, hanan closed his eyes again, he did not want his wife to feel bad for him because he had heard the sincere prayers of nadhira..

" how does dhira call you now mas?  Dhira wants to call mas fandi, but this face is clearly the face of mas hanan" lirih dhira..

Hanan diamm,

" either hanan or fandi, mas remains the same dear person, call as you like, do not burden your heart "inner hanan

" give dhira time to adjust to all, for what dhira already sincerely accept mas as it is , what hurts the dhira is the thought of the dhira himself by thinking mas regard our sacred marriage as a game, sorry, again sorry my husband "nadhira peeked at the cheeks of hanan who was still asleep..

Don't ask how hanan, he can feel his wife's soft lips pressed against his cheeks and it successfully makes his heart beat fast, his fast horn Hanan find it difficult to breathe..

Hanan restrains himself from waking up from his pura sleep, his heart wants to wake up and then return his wife's sweet treatment, but his logic rejects him, he does not want his wife to be embarrassed..

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