Late Wedding?

Strange Feelings?

"Mr, Ma'am Arisha will fittings, huh? Before lunch, so don't make Mas Kenzo a promise, okay?"

I just nodded while giving a thumbs up, then stirred my warm chocolate. Only then did Sandra let her come back down and take care of her work. Since my argument with Kenzo yesterday, my mood has been a little chaotic. And hot chocolate always makes my mood a little better.

I took a sip and hugged my mug cup with both hands. My mind wanders somewhere.

Kenzo had been in contact with me since our argument the other day, and he had invited me to meet several times. But I refused, somehow it felt like I wasn't ready to see him again. I was afraid that we would fight back together.

Gosh darn. Just thinking about it is stressful enough.

"Is it time for us to get married?" gumanku.

"Not yet."

I immediately turned to the origin of the voice, when I heard Kenzo's voice standing not far from my position.

Waitaminute! Since when did he stand there? And why didn't I realize it at all?

"Kenzo? You... since when were you there?" I was a little nervous because I was surprised.

Kenzo shrugged his shoulders with a smile, then walked slowly towards me.

"Not for long. Abis Sandra's report was like that" Kenzo said as usual, without awkwardness or anything else. Even without hesitation he immediately snatched my hot chocolate.

"Hot, how hot is it to drink hot chocolate? Her heart is hotter, "tease Kenzo after sipping my hot chocolate.

I just smiled in response.

"I'm stressing you out, aren't I?" whispered Kenzo while removing the hairdresser behind my ear. "My jokes yesterday. Seriously, honey, I was purely kidding yesterday. No more code."

Our eyes meet. Seeing her pure eyes, I smiled and shook my head. "No, I'm not stressed. Why do you think that?"

It turns out my fear didn't happen. Seeing Kenzo's face now makes me calmer, not as emotional as I feared yesterday.

"That." His chin was slightly raised, pointing at my cup of hot chocolate that stayed now half.

"Again wish. Besides, if I'm stressed, it's not just because of you, right? I do a lot of work too."

Kenzo immediately snorted in disbelief, "If you are stressed because of work, it is impossible to answer a short chat from me. I know you well enough. And you can't just lie to me if you don't want to get caught."

I smiled wryly and chose to directly hug her. Without being able to stand up, I cried too. I must admit, I miss him. Missing her crisp joke, longing for the scent of perfume mixed with her sweat, which inexplicably felt this intoxicating.

"Sorry, me! Sorry for my selfishness. Ak-"

Kenzo cut my sentence while shaking his head and holding both of my shoulders. "Hey! We talked about this before, baby. I'm fine. I don't need a quick marriage, as long as I marry you. That's more than enough. I won't understand you so I can marry you soon. I'm the one who should be sorry, because my jokes hurt your heart."

"Do you think we should get married soon?" I whispered with a slight trembling voice and head bowed

I lyric Kenzo's face with fear, his face looks like he was holding his anger when he heard my words.

"Do you think you're marrying that joking, Aqilla?" tanyanya cold.

With a firm move, I immediately shook my head. Obviously not. I might think marriage is a joke. He thinks I'm not sane.

"Have I ever persuaded you to marry me?" ask again.

I just kept it off with a soft headband out of fear. Kenzo's expression on his angry face was very scary.

"I'm sorry," I later regretted. "I think it might make you happy."

"Then you? You suffer because you are not ready. You think I'm that selfish? Who only thinks of my own happiness, is that it?" Kenzo raised his tone, a sign that he was unable to stem his anger anymore. And it freaked me out.

"No. I don't mean it, Ken. I just feel like you're too happy for me and-"

Kenzo cut me back. "Seeing you're happy is enough to make me happy, baby. I do not want to be greedy by asking you to make me happy when your heart is miserable. I don't want to like that and don't make me do that" he said in earnest.

It made my crying break. I feel like a bad guy. Wouldn't I be too selfish to let this relationship continue like this?

"But you may be the one who will be miserable."

Kenzo firmly shook his head. "I'm happy just like you" he said sure.

I closed my eyes in frustration. The words make me a little depressed.

"I think it's better to go back to the cafe again, and lunch time. Let's talk about this another time. Maybe true, we need time alone to think about our relationship seriously," he said later, looking disappointed.

"Ken," called me, intending to hold him back from leaving.

"Please yourself well! Maybe I will very rarely stop by, even though later I will miss the same weight as you. We do not break up, just give time to think about how much we need each other. Dear you," whispered Kenzo before tucking my forehead and leaving.

I feel confused and also dizzy.

Gosh darn. What am I supposed to do?

Will our relationship be okay?

Why would Kenzo just leave?

"Sir, sorry to disturb, Ma'am Arisha is waiting below. I guess Qilla's mom has not found it yet?"

I gasped a little for Sandra's voice, which I didn't realize was not far from me. Only then nodded while twitching my temple which suddenly throbbed.

"Yes. You make a drink there!"

I was bo'oh'ria while nodding.

"Yes, tell me to wait a minute. I'm gonna wash my face first."

Sandra nodded in understanding before retreating. Judging by his expression and gait, he seems to know that Kenzo and I have. Maybe there's a point if me and Kenzo really need time alone.

Not wanting to overload my mind too much, I immediately stood up and moved from the sofa to the bathroom. As a boutique owner and designer, I obviously should not look cute because of the crying bombay.

After I finished washing my face and slightly sprinkled the thin powder on my face, I went straight down. I faintly heard the voice of Arisha and her future husband, probably, a small quarrel because of the delay waiting for me.

"Sorry, have you waited a long time?"

Smiling Arisha shook her head.

"It's natural, Ma'am. I if again the same Mas Banyu also want it for a long time," said Arisha who was clearly teasing me.

I just grimaced a little in response.

"Old and old patters turned out. You know, if I want to come here."

Eh, wait!

I know that voice.

Gosh darn. I thought it was Arisha's future husband, but it was her sister. Oh my God, he looks so different. Unknowingly, I looked at him without blinking. Even when my eyes caught his footsteps getting closer to me, I was still in this position. In my heart I praised her good looks a little. Why did I just realize.

Gosh darn. What's wrong with me?

I must be crazy.

"Acharmed?" she whispered with a smile, as usual.

I was finally able to blink when Reynand was already right in front of me and heard his taunts. Although in reality I still have trouble regulating my breath and also feel wrong behavior.

Gosh darn.

Wrong behavior?

I must have gone completely crazy.

"Have you started feeling weird? Geez, is that as strong as my charm until your two cheeks meet like that?"

"Nonsense" I whispered to be heard only by him.

"Mas Rey!! If Mas Rey came here just want to seduce Mbak Qilla, mending Mas Rey home deh. Make me ashamed. Obviously Qilla's mom has a boyfriend, Mas. Astagfirullah! Eeling! Don't make it hard for me to be with Mother!"

I was only able to grimace once more, when I heard Arisha's words just now. Geez, they really look very similar.

"What? New dating can also break up. Marriage people can get divorced, especially just dating," Reynand said he did not want to lose.

"Mas Rey!!" yell Arisha growled.

It makes me reflexively close my eyes and close both my ears. Geez, it's such a small body but it sounds amazing.

"I'm sorry, Madam Arisha, let me help you with the dress."

Mercifully. Sandra is my savior. The discussion between the two brothers ended. All right, looks like this abis I need to treat him to eat outside.

"Oh yes, immediately try the dress, Ris, so we can immediately work the finishing stage," I said then while nodding to approve Sandra's advice.

"Oh yes, almost forgot his intention earlier to do. Yeah, come on, Mommy."

Arisha nodded in understanding then walked behind Sandra, but before entering the dressing room she turned around.

"Well you, Mas if you dare to modusin Mbak Qilla, I do not want to share the room with you again" threatened Arisha with both eyes glaring.

"Yes, yes, really be a human" Reynand replied with a grumble. "In fact falling in love with a boyfriend is a big sin. Falling in love can't be planned with whom." Reynand immediately turned her head towards me, making me frown in confusion.

"K.why?" many nervous.

"I right? Can't fall in love be planned?"

I snorted lazily while nodding. Make Reynand nod along.

"So you actually have a boyfriend?"

I just nodded in response.

"How long has it been?"

"Since college."

"Don't date too long, not good. If you are sure, get married. But if you are still not sure, mending stay. Because who knows you're just trying to force your heart to be sure with him, when your heart has clearly said no."

My body stiffened immediately upon hearing Reynand's words.

Is it possible?

Tbc