Late Wedding?

Loss of Sanity

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I don't know what's going on with me right now. Either start losing sanity or how. What is clear is that my current actions may be regretted someday. Or maybe it could be a little later.

Sighing in despair, I removed my seat belt. Grabbing the paperbag on the passenger bench next to me, then getting out of the car. I've got my ties round, I need to get Reynand's jacket back. I obviously can't see her again, if I still have common sense and feelings. I can't create chances so I can still meet him. Can't do.

I didn't find Arisha, when I walked into her shop. What I found was a woman in an orange hijab smilingly welcoming me.

"Welcome to Pram's Bakery & Mini Cafe, Kaka! Can I help you?"

I returned his smile. "Sorry, I'd like to ask. I want to meet with Brother Arisha who opened the architect firm above, there is about no huh?"

"Oh, Mas Rey. It's upstairs, brother. Just go up!"

I smiled as I nodded, not forgetting to say thank you before going upstairs. At least the thing I was afraid of didn't happen. Meet with Arisha. It might feel weird if she finds out I'm seeing her brother.

I peeked for a moment at the sight - which was actually natural if it was done by a lover-partner in front of me. I unknowingly dropped a papperbag containing Reynand's jacket. My eyes warmed up and my chest started to feel tight. I want to cry when I see the way they look at each other. Without wasting any time, I decided to turn around and head straight down the stairs in a hurry. Which I believe must have made a sound, so it could have messed up their friendly scene.

Damnit. Why should I see her and why should I cry. I can't be jealous, right? Gosh darn.

I'm going crazy.

"Wait!"

I'm alluding to myself who's weak in faith like this. I could have stopped and not moved a bit just hearing his voice. Why am I this stupid?

"Aqilla?" call Reynand sound hesitant. "That's you, right?"

I chose silence not to answer. For fear of being caught crying. My voice would tremble in tears, and it would be a shame if Reynand knew why I was crying.

"Yes, that's you, right" he concluded himself. "Why don't you find me turning over my jacket? Why put it on the stairs?"

I'm throttling. Set my voice so it doesn't sound vibrating.

"sorry. I'm not good, afraid to disturb."

"Disturbing?" reynand sounded clueless.

"Yes. Already have. Come back in, I'm sure your girlfriend is waiting for you."

I was about to take another step back, but unfortunately Reynand's hand suddenly held me back, making me reflectively turn around. I was in a hurry to wipe my tears.

"Wait, wait! Who's this boyfriend you're talking to?" tanyanya's confused.

"Yes your boyfriend, yes, my boyfriend," I snapped back wanting to cry.

"K.ka.you cry, Aqilla? For me?" Reynand's expression looked doubtful as well as unsure.

God fucking. Why did he ask like that.

"No."

"Ah, thank goodness. I think because of me."

I looked at him in disbelief while grunting faintly.

"Where's your car?" ask her then while wailing.

"Why get my car?"

"We need to talk."

"no need. There's nothing to talk about. I'm here to return your jacket. And now I want to go home" I said as I walked ahead of him, but again my hand was held by him.

"You think you can just walk away after I see you crying for no reason? Don't hope!" to be honest, it gives me goosebumps.

With a little coercion, he pulled my hand towards my car which was not far from us. And I can take it for granted, with no resistance at all.

"Here's your car keys!"

Once again, I handed over my car keys.

"Lake in!" his orders do not want to be disputed.

I just follow him. I wonder why I am so easy to follow.

"Where are you going?"

"Talk. Do you have a good place to talk?"

"OKAY. We'll talk in the car, '" Reynand said but started the engine.

"Says in the car? Why did it even get out of the parking lot?"

"Muters. It's not good to talk in the parking lot."

I'm clucking. "Ngabis-ngabisin gasoline aja," I grumbled softly, which unfortunately sounded in Reynand's ear.

"Later change."

"Must," I reply.

Reynand smiled as she shook her head. His eyes focused on the highway.

"So what was that?" reynand asked, after a moment of silence.

I looked up, looking at him fiercely. "You're seriously talking about this?"

Without her guilt, Reynand nodded.

"I'm curious."

"That's none of my business" I said.

"You seriously want to be like this?" asked Reynand, who seemed to be getting annoyed.

I shrugged my shoulders, and preferred to open my friends' instastory.

"We're not that close until we have to care about each other's affairs" I said later.

My lyrics Reynand seemed to sigh in despair while shuffling her hair in frustration.

"We're back. I'm not good with your boyfriend-"

"Astagfireullah! From now on you talk about girlfriend continues that means what the hell? Seriously, I don't understand."

"No need to pretend, I already know. Sorry for being so annoying."

"Bother?" reynand looked confused. A few seconds later, he screamed. "God! Don't tell me you mean Siska?" tanyanya could not believe it.

"I don't ask what his name is" I grumbled.

"OKAY. Sorry. So that was one of my team members, he was an interior designer, that was he wanted to give design to one of the clients. Well, pas wants to give him even kesandung cable. The time as a person who was there I did not tolerate, my impression was very evil. Moreover, she was pregnant young. Could have slit my husband, if something happened to him."

My body suddenly stiffened upon hearing Reynand's explanation. Smear me! What did I just do? Blind jealousy is like a person who has nothing to do with me. Oh my God, forgive your self-unknowing servant.

"You're not serious, are you jealous of this?" tanya Rey sounded unsure.

"Who is jealous?" snapped fiercely.

Reynand grimaced then shook his head quickly.

"I'm just asking. If you're not jealous, you're."

I snorted and turned my face out of the window in shame.

"May I pinjem your phone?"

I looked at him with a frown on my forehead. "For?"

"There's a need."

"You want my modusin?"

"Yes. Can't you?"

I snorted, then handed my phone to her. The unlucky thing I immediately regretted. Why am I so easily handing over my phone to her, when Reynand clearly says she wants my modusin. Ck. I'm really not sane I think.

Shortly after, Reynand returned my phone.

"That's my cell phone number. You can call me if you've broken up with your girlfriend" Reynand said without a burden. "I came down, thank you for talking to me" he said, then got out of my car.

I was just dumbass. I think I've really lost my sanity.

Tbc,