Late Wedding?

(Still) Trying to Learn to Accept Reality

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Today I'm scheduled for an act of curete. Despite preparing from yesterday, the nervousness still remains. Everything has gathered in my inpatient room, starting from Mother, Father, Mother, Father, and some of my sister-in-law. Reynand herself was so loyal to be beside me, even though there was already a Mother who seemed not to want to be away from me.

"Deg-degan?"

Reynand whispered, clasping my left palm free from the infusion. With a wry smile, I nodded.

"When it's been mental from yesterday, but still, it still feels stubborn."

"No papa, I'm calm. I'll hold it next to you, before you enter the operating room."

I tried to force my smile, then nodded once more. Shortly after, a nurse and a young doctor came into my room.

"Good morning, Lady Aqilla!" greet the doctor is not tall, but white. He smiled brightly at me, before he could say hello to some of my family. Both hands were in his snelli pocket, and one was taken out to check my infusion hose. "Are you ready for the curette process?"

Even with an awkward smile, I nodded. Between being ready and forcing yourself to be ready.

The young doctor put his hand back in his snelli pocket while nodding, then said, "Stretch, huh?"

"Slightly," ringisku bashful.

The young doctor nodded. "No papa, the curete process won't take long. Only fifteen minutes, nor will it be felt as it will be anasthesized. So, no need to strain. Insha Allah all is safe and well, because the doctor who does is already a professional in his field."

"Male or female doctor?" ask Reynand suddenly.

The mood suddenly quiet. Everyone stared at Reynand. The young doctor smiled awkwardly and said, "That's a woman's action, Father."

"Alhamdulillah."

"But I will still be there," the young Doctor continued with an uneasy expression.

"Why is that?"

"Because I have to be there and pay attention to the process of curete itself."

"What?!" exclaim Reynand did not accept, "is it as great as you, until it has to be there and pay attention?"

"If I've been great, I obviously wouldn't have been there and paid attention to the curete process, Father."

"So you're an intern?"

"Wow, no, Father. I'm a co-as doctor, or arguably a young doctor."

I then gave an uneasy smile to the young doctor and turned to Reynand.

"Mas, what the hell? It's dong." I turned back to the young doctor and said, "pardon my husband, doc."

"Hehe, it's okay, Mom. Straight to the OK room, yeah. Uh, sorry, operating room means."

"Yes." Yeah."

Then I was pushed into the operating room. During the trip to the operating room, Reynand still faithfully clasped my left hand. It was only when I arrived right in front of the door of Reynand's operating room that it began to loosen.

"I love you," whispered Reynand as she kissed my forehead. "I'm the queen from the outside, yeah. Thank you for being strong and not crying."

I nodded and kissed Reynand's back. "Doain all smoothly, yes."

"May all be well, dear," whispered Mother and kissed me on my forehead.

I nodded, as a sign of response.

"Mother and others help prayer, dear. Suck off healthy and recovering, yeah."

I'm nodding. "Thank you, Bun."

"Are you ready?"

I nodded, then my gurney was pushed into the operating room, which turned out to be this cold. I took a deep breath, to calm myself down.

"Good morning by noon, Mother Aqilla. Introduce, I am doctor Hito, an anesthesiologist who will anesthetize Mother, so as not to feel pain during the curette process. I'm still single."

"Doctor Hito is, you know, still a seductive wife of people. Directly do the docking procedure, do not mode, later reported to know the taste."

I smiled at their jokes. For a moment I forgot, if my purpose is here to be locked up. Instead of seeing two different-age doctors this debate.

Doctor Hito clucked in annoyance. "You know, Dek co-as, do not ngerecokin senior if you want to try why. Later, if you are in the anesthesia stage and I have to be your guide, I make you not safe, yes. I told you to repeat a full stage, even if your test scores were satisfactory."

"Doctor Hito serem" replied the young doctor, whom I do not yet know by name. Wanted to peek at his identification, invisible, because his identification was reversed. Ck. I wonder what the name of this handsome young doctor is.

Doctor Hito nodded while giving his thumb. "That's fine, so don't macem you're the same as me. Even though you are handsome. Wanna?"

"See, doc!"

"Good." Doctor Hito then approached me while carrying a syringe. "Mother Aqilla, this is a common anasthesis, yes, so later Mother will really lose full consciousness. Unlike spinal anesthesia which is only half body or local anesthetic that can still feel numb in the section ***, yes."

I nodded as a sign of response. Although in reality, I don't really understand what Dr. Hito explained.

"I injected, yes, Mom."

I began to feel a slight pain in the infused part of my hand.

"Calculate to ten, that abis Mother can sleep!"

I looked at Doctor Hito doubtfully. Shortly after, I kept counting, although I was sure, that I had not finished counting but already remembered nothing. Then I knew I was in my hospital room.

"Alhamdulillah, dear, thank you" whispered Reynand, kissing the back of my hand, and then kissing my forehead.

I look around me. It turned out to be crowded, even vaguely I heard the voice of Monik and also Lina.

"No papa, no need to be forced. The doctor said, you are generalized so, the effect is a bit long."

"Haus, Mas," I said slowly.

"Eh, did you fart?"

I shook weakly. "But I'm not abis appendectomy, Mas."

"Eh, different?"

"Not knowing either." I shook my head again.

"Mom, this is Qillanya thirsty, can I have a drink?"

I faintly heard Reynand's voice ask Mom, shortly after, a straw had already stuck to my lips.

"Drink first, baby."

I nodded, then took a sip of mineral water through the half-conscious straw.

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The days were back to normal after I was discharged from the hospital, although I still had to control next week. Father and Mother have returned to Semarang, Reynand has returned to busy work, although he is more often working at home for a while. He only goes to the office if there is an urgent matter or has to meet clients. Even if you have to meet with his team, Reynand prefers to Skype, rather than coming directly to the office, the advice is simple. So that he can more freely monitor my activities. It felt a little obvious at the beginning, because Reynand really turned super chatty when I got out of the hospital. A lot of things he banned, I even really had to get off the responsibility of the boutique.

"Mas, I'm bored" I complained to Reynand, who was still busy with her world.

"What boss? You're so bored that you see me every day?"

Reynand spoke without taking her eyes off the tablet screen.

"The doctor said I could have normal activities, Mom."

"But no strenuous activity" Reynand said.

I nodded, confirming it.

"I don't want to do anything heavy, just-"

"What?" sela Reynand cut my words.

"Well, how are you?" my protest did not accept.

"Udah deh, who, try to find activities. Watch youtube cake, watch ftv. Youtube has plenty of choices."

"Well what?"

"Main hape, that's it."

I clucked in annoyance and put Reynand's phone on the table.

"Let's know, I'm going to sleep."

"Riggers?"

"Yes," I sat down and left Reynand.

I then went into the room and slammed my body on the bed. Look at the ceiling and think hard. What should I do to kill this saturation? I really can't stand it. Suddenly an idea came to my brain. I haven't painted for a long time. With a satisfied smile, I then got off the bed and ruffled the desk drawer. Instead of finding a drawing book or pencil, I actually found my testpack results some time ago. Both of my eyes suddenly warmed up, it felt this painful.

I thought, I've been really sincere. I'm really happy if I fail to get pregnant. But I was wrong, wrong. Because I'm still this weak.

While holding my sobbing, in order not to be heard into the living room, I smothered my own mouth while hugging my testpack results.

Cklek!

I jumped in shock and turned towards the door with a reflex. Reynand looked surprised to see me crouching with both eyes. Without thinking much, he immediately ran over and hugged me tightly.

"Astagfirullah, why you baby?" reynand asked frantically, "sorry, sorry, I didn't mean to make you cry like this. I was just..."

I shook my head and showed the results of my testpack first, which I had found. Reynand looked surprised, then hugged me once more. He covered my hair with a few kisses.

"I was going to find a book or paper so make a picture so I'm not bored. But I'm just gonna find this." I buried my face into Reynand's chest, "I think I've been completely sincere, Mas. But it turns out I was wrong. It still feels heavy, Mom. Why does it feel so heavy."

"Sst, no papa. It all needs to be done, baby. And every process takes time."

Reynand stroked my hair, to calm me down.

"But, it's heavy, Mom."

"Hey, beat me up!"

Reynand broke her embrace, then held both of my cheeks. He told me to look him in the face.

"Everything shared is not going to be that hard, baby. You are not alone. It's me, I'm not going anywhere. I'll always be by your side, nemenin. Mengikhlaskan something may not be easy, but as long as we want to try and keep trying, we certainly can. Sincere is like a sincere letter Al', dear, which there is no sincere sentence in each verse. Okay?"

Wanting to not, I finally agreed. Reynand swiftly rubbed both of my cheeks in turn, to wipe away the rest of my tears.

"I'm not going to stop you crying, baby. Never will! I allowed it, but, every once in a while, yeah. Don't frequently. There will be a lot of laundry, because I have to keep changing, because my shirt is wet."

I cringed and looked at him offended.

"Wicked you," I sulked while hitting his chest.

"But baby, right?"

"No!" ketusku.

"Related?"

"No!"

"Times?"

"No, yes, no, Mas" I cried out in emotion.

Instead of being guilty, or how, Reynand broke down and hugged me tightly, then kissed my temple.

"I love you 4500."

I was straight up. "A lot of it" I commented later.

"Yes, dong. My love is that much, baby."

"Yes," I said.

Making Reynand immediately cluck did not accept. "Well, is it all?" protests later.

"What else do you want?"

"Yes, dibales dong," decak Reynand upset.

"But I don't like the bales people do, Mas. Let Gusti Allah be the bales," I chanted with a plain grin.

"Know ah, I'm craving."

"Remember," I said, pretending I didn't care.

"Oh, so."

Reynand then prepared to stand up, but I held back.

"I love you 5000 to my husband. Thank you for coming and loving me, don't mostly lash out, yeah, it'll be old spit."

"cheat!" reply Reynand with her pretended face.

I cringed in wonder. "Cheat how?"

"Yes, cheating, if you woo me instantly. If I were the one who seduced, it would be hard to ask for mercy."

"Oh, that means because you're less interested, baby."

Reynand. "I'll tell you one secret."

"What?"

"I'd rather be called a baby, than a Mas, you know."

I'm silent. Reynand remained silent. In the next second, we laughed.

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Rey_Reynand Thank you for keeping your word, for not crying that day. I know you're so unbelievable, thanks to my wife. I love you 4500 😘😘😘😘 #*lastpost

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Arisha_Risha Maid @Aqilla_Khanza Healthy-healthy, yes❤🤗

Silfiana is passionate for both of you 😚😚

Arifin_Putra Sehat for sister-in-law

Rey_Reynand for me @Arifin_Putra

Monik_Ah Healthy-healthy my dear @Aqilla_Khanza 🤗❤😘😚😘 keep the spirit for both of you

Lisa_Mona we all know you are indeed that extraordinary t-shirt @Aqilla_Khanza healthy-healthy, yes 😚😚🤗😍😘

Kenzo_Alvaro remains enthusiastic for both of you, do not be discouraged 👍 later if it has been rejeknya, insha Allah is loved

Rey_Reynand thanks @Kenzo_Alvaro

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😆😆😆😆😆 'no, there is still one more part. yes, really only one part anyway, gk more. because I want to be free from this story that I almost worked on for a full year.

buset, very old, thor.

yes, the name is also nyicil nulis.so yes, that's the long process.I tuh sometimes like the same envy that can be written cpet. I make sure this concept is only almost two months long, I do not know, blom the Adore You! half a year. hehe, I tipekal like who made the concept silenced for a moment just done again, so anyway. hehe, udh kli, yes, moga2 is still at home waiting until the last part later.

see you next part, hopefully can be up as soon as 🤗😍😙😗😘😘😘😘😘