Last For Forever

Last For Forever
When You Called Amanda's Name



In the midst of fatigue, Billar tried to focus on riding his motorcycle through a row of cars and motorcycles that overtake each other in front of him. Billar's thoughts still don't accept if Amanda ends her life on purpose. Billar finds out that a few days before her wedding, Amanda is having a party at her apartment.


Billar's heart is determined to find out who is behind this, the alleged suicide really makes his feelings unsatisfied. Come on, Billar's known Amanda for years. Billar knows Amanda well, Amanda couldn't have done that.


Meanwhile, Lesti's feelings are still uncertain after news of Amanda starting to enter her life. He doesn't know why, which is why he's obviously questioning why Billar is this anxious about Amanda. Is it just a sense of compassion? Or there's something else, Billar's hiding from him. Lesti tried to calm down, throwing away all negative thoughts about Billar and Amanda. Although it feels very difficult.


Their arrival was warmly welcomed by Billar's parents, she greeted him with a smile and a hug. And all the pleasantries that happened after his arrival, ended up at the dinner table. The assortment of tantalizing dishes in front of her was completely hypnotic, at least all thoughts about Amanda could be sidetracked for a while.


However, none of that really happened. Billar's mother talked about it instead, and all about Amanda became the soundtrack of this meal. Surprisingly, even Lesti had lost her appetite.


“How so? Is everything done?” mother asked while looking at Billar, while Lesti just silently looked at the dish presented on the plate in front of him.


Billar hesitated. “Police will check back, to confirm their allegations. Amanda committed suicide.”


“Yes God,” strangles Mom.


“I never believed Amanda would do this, Mom. He couldn't have overdosed, or taken poison. You know she's a good girl?” billar's light is a little stirring.


Lesti held her breath for a while, was all this funny? Why is her husband always so hot and sweaty when it comes to Amanda? Does he still love her? If it is still love, why should the approach and seriousness of the man next to it radiate? Lesti was jealous to hear all this chatter about Amanda.


Mother nodded. “Mother knows. She is a good woman. I was also shocked to hear this news.”


“I'll find proof for this,” Billar said seriously. “I'm sure there's someone behind this. I feel like this person is the same person who set me up in Bali.”


“You don't have to overdo it, Bi. You're innocent of what happened, you better focus on Lesti. You are married.” Mom sipped her drink. “You can ask Arfan to investigate this if you want to get the answer.”


Lesti heaved a sigh of relief when Mother gave such a ban to Billar, it is not funny if at this age of marriage who is still young to investigate cases that actually have nothing to do with him. Amanda's just a hunk of the past, Lesti knows that she decided on Billar because of her dream. That's it, Billar's story with Amanda is over, don't add it.


Billar looked at Lesti for a moment, then grabbed him and then kissed the soft end of his head.


Lesti smiled bitterly, only this time she felt a different sensation from her husband's kiss. Not happy, but disappointed. Even though Lesti was still trying to calm down and deny everything. Enough of the one he emphasized. Billar is her husband, she belongs to him, not someone else's.


On the sidelines of this meal, Arfan suddenly came with a smile and greeted everything. He sat down next to Billar's mother.


“Where have you been to the police station?” ask Arfan who without being told to directly draw one by one dish here.


“Kok I don't know if Amanda has a party at her apartment?” billar asked while looking at Arfan.


“Lo it must be focused with your wedding! If I told you you would come?” reply Arfan, then feed a spoonful of rice covered with vegetables. “It was also an impromptu party that was hosted by the models.”


“Yes as if you tell me, she is pregnant again, I just want to ngingetin the same condition she is!” cetus Billar with an annoyed look.


Billar instantly grabbed Lesti's hand, and pulled it before him. Billar once again kissed Lesti. “You rest yes, later I follow after finishing eating.”


Lesti was only able to nod and smile thinly, his mind was already mixed feeling the subtle slaps born from this topic.


“Heh! This is not a feast of magic! It's just a regular party, chat, gossip, snacking on snacks!” bright Arfan while looking at Billar seriously. “Lagian, Amanda also realized that she was pregnant.”


“Ya still, I just want to ngingetin!” Billar was strong with his words.


“Remember ya Bi, lo it's just his ex Amanda, you also not proven as the father of the child conceived Amanda. So what's the problem? Not that you bete when Amanda mutusin lo, and determined to move on with stay in Bandung, until you meet Lesti there? And now she's your wife! Inget lo it's a family!” cecar Arfan's.


“Udah-upped! Why so stormy?” I looked at Billar seriously. “What Arfan said is true, Bi. You have a family, let the authorities solve all this. Whatever the result will be, yes that's the fact.”


“But, Bu—“


“Udah, mending you now rest, you are tired. And you Arfan need anything?” Mother broke the dispute before her.


“Nothing, just nyapa doang,” reply Arfan while showing a row of teeth.


Billar's mother shook her head slowly. “But, you are going to the office again or there is an event?”


“Yes, to the office again. Come here just want to chat with Billar, but yes gini.” Arfan glanced at Billar who was still grumbling.


Lazily, Billar swerved and then moved from the bench following his wife who may have been stretched out beautifully on the mattress. However, Billar is wrong Lesti just finished taking a shower. He was rubbing his back hair in front of the mirror.


“Quickly take a shower, keep sleeping, you look soybean!” lesti said without looking at him.


Billar according to it, and immediately scratched his closet to pick up a towel there. “We go to Sumba day after tomorrow huh?”


Lesti. “Whatever, I follow you. But, don't you want to design everything first? It's okay, we postpone Sumba.”


“This problem really makes me not calm,” said Billar, instead of taking a shower instead of sitting on a mattress. “It's too weird, and why is Amanda doing this?”


Lesti refocused on her reflection in the mirror. “Bath spoons. Don't think too much, leave everything to Allah.”


After hearing Lesti's words, Billar entered the bathroom. While Lesti exhaled a long breath, then sat down while staring at the window. Blue skies, clouds crawled, and the scorching sun bit his skin. Lesti did not care, his possessiveness almost closed the inner surroundings, just because the prince preferred to look back in comparison to the front, staring at him.


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