Last For Forever

Farewell Party

After deciding on a contract with the agency, Amanda decided to tidy up the items in her apartment. At that time Amanda still remembered why she rented an apartment unit because the distance of the house to her workplace was quite far, especially if the road was jammed, it was very annoying. However, because she is not working now, Amanda will go home to her parents. He will stay with them forever. They're the guardian angels.

Before returning home, Amanda decides to buy some snacks to a supermarket near her apartment. Amanda will have lunch there. While waiting for his lunch menu served Amanda stared blankly at his cellphone, the object was like a carcass. All her social media was removed, and Amanda also used a new number, yes, just to call her parents.

“Please, enjoy,” said the waiter.

“Iya, thanks.” Amanda immediately devoured her order slowly, enjoying. His eyes were pointing at his phone, when one notification came in. His father asked when he was leaving.

In the middle of it, Amanda's feelings start to get uncomfortable. His skull was like someone was blowing, slowly he turned his head right-left-back, but there was nobody. Amanda felt like someone was watching her. Amanda took a deep breath, tried to calm down and thought it was all a hallucination.

Amanda took her lunch quickly, then grabbed her groceries and paid straight to the cashier. Until now, Amanda felt that someone was watching her. Amanda once read a post, if someone feels watched, there must be something staring at his nape for a long time.

Many times Amanda looked around but there was not a single suspicious object, everything seemed normal, but why was her feeling so abnormal. Was this one of the effects of her pregnancy? I don't know, Amanda didn't know and never found out. Let alone for that, realizing his belly contained his continued hand stroking reflex just yesterday happened. Never before.

Amanda's feet crossed the intersection as the red light flashed. Within minutes he had entered his apartment complex.

“Huft!” Amanda took a deep breath as soon as the door of the apartment elevator closed.

When the elevator doors opened Amanda crossed the hallway quickly until she finally entered her apartment. He locked the door and sat limp on the front sofa of the television while breathing hard. For whatever sake Amanda felt someone was following her, even many times her nape was made goosebumps.

Amanda's eyes turned to the pile of bags and suitcases, she was going home to her parents after almost ten days of silence in the apartment alone. His apartment contract is due to expire in the next three days.

To relieve the remaining tension, Amanda grabbed a snack for her to eat while watching cartoons on television. When Amanda got up to grab a glass of water this morning near the television, suddenly her apartment door was knocked several times followed by a call calling her name.

“Iya!” Amanda frowned, who was the one who was meeting on her last day at the apartment. Service people? Amanda hasn't informed anyone, other than her family.

As soon as the door of her apartment opened, Amanda bought her eyes looking at the friends of the modeling agency who came. They carried a lot of parcels, with happy faces. Not to forget also with Arfan, William, and several other MRB Studio children who participated.

“You? What's up?” Amanda knitted one of her eyebrows.

“We heard the news that you will not stop from Mr. Jo, yes, as a farewell to our small party!” Namira exotic skinned model smiles as widely as possible. “Oke guys!!! We're party!”

Amanda, who was going home, suddenly secured her bag and suitcase. Not to forget he told his parents that he was going home tomorrow, because his model friends came for a farewell.

“Before, want us first, but because there is a project already now!” terang Namira's. “Gue will love you, Manda!”

Well, that means Amanda accused those who didn't when she resigned, she thought her friends were annoying, looking at her cynically, and so on. But in fact, they care about him.

“Yes, nothing, thanks!” reply Amanda.

Before long the television screen turned into a disco music show, everyone exclaimed toast each other and light joggers. There is a sense of happiness in Amanda, at least with this little party, for a moment he can forget all the sadness that seemed to be moldy in his heart.

“Hai!” greet Arfan while sipping soft drinks. “How are you?”

Amanda smile. “Good. How about yourself?”

Amanda's shoulders lifted, then looked at the man named Ardi Fernando's complete. “Entah, I don't have social media anymore. I delete all.”

“Why?” Arfan frowned.

“My life has changed, it is different. I have nothing more to publish, I'm already lel—“

“Ssst .. lo don't pantes by the way. The road is not always straight, Manda. Some are down, some are down. You can definitely fuck it all up, you're worth.” Arfan tried to calm the burning emotions in Amanda's body. “Gue trust the same lo, Manda.”

Amanda shook her head weakly. “Gue will feel valuable if the jerk gets the right punishment. My heart aches, when my dream is in front of my eyes suddenly someone stabs me from behind.”

“Gue knows it hurts, but you can't stay there, you have to get up!” reply Arfan.

“How to get up? If that guy's still out there, huh? Maybe now he's partying with his friends, laughing? Or maybe now he is relaxing while wiping coffee in front of his house? How can I rise up, while she throws happiness with her world?”

Out of nowhere the power came, Arfan slowly hugged Amanda's body gently. “Yes, I know. But time is turning, Manda. If you want to repay him you must rise, in happiness, you must be happier than he is not slumped like this.”

Amanda releases Arfan's surprising embrace. His eyes looked at the man before him with a chest gurgle that was still shaken, and felt tight after being slapped by the sentence that came out of Arfan's mouth.

“Yes, you're right your sentence is perfect. But, you never really feel how I am now. You won't be able to figure out how destroyed I am, Fan. But, thanks for everything,” concluded Amanda while berlalub towards the WC.

Arfan stared at Amanda's back until she actually walked into the WC, after which she pulled down her drink and joined her friends for a casual jig.

“Why lo?” ask William.

Arfan relaxedly raised his shoulders. “Entah!”

“Come girls for sure,” guess William.

“Sok tau lo!” ketus Arfan's.

William chuckled softly. “Lah, cramming.”

Arfan rolled his eyes irritated, why his friend always mocked him especially about women.

“Tau no Fan, loving someone who does not love you is the stupidest choice. Scatter away! Yes, self love!”

Meanwhile, Amanda was silent in the WC facing the mirror which revealed how sad it was. His eyes were sloppy, his chest engap, everything happened because of his mistake that was too enjoying the fast of Bali.

“Basic boy jerk!” Amanda cursed while leaning her forehead into the mirror.

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