Last For Forever

The Price of Responsibility

The sun's rays increasingly freely penetrated the earth, channeling warmth for him. Some people start activities, such as sports, work, or just looking for freshness.

The first photo shoot had been launched, although Billar felt very uncomfortable and guilty about Amanda. Billar knew that what happened last night was not his will, he was very sure that he was really fast asleep after ending the call with Lesti. However, seeing a face full of pain, disappointment, and wounds that were drawn on Amanda's face was very slicing it, let alone many witnesses who witnessed it.

Billar gulped down his warm tea, after putting on a porridge. Billar chose to distance himself from anyone, especially Amanda. The woman was endlessly making her feelings rage. Wanting to, Billar immediately took her to the doctor, but Amanda's pregnancy was not clear, although pregnant Billar had to wait for three months to do a DNA test.

Finding this problem, Billar is powerless to do any activity. What happened today made everything dark in an instant. Thought of someone outside of marriage? Billar never imagined it before.

“This is the money, thank you,” said Billar, then moved from his place to the hotel.

Billar's mind never escaped Amanda. That name dominated his thoughts and feelings, he could feel how devastated he was. His gaze was so slashing when he realized something strange on his body, unfortunately why Billar was targeted in this matter.

Billar pulled over to the pool. It turned out that the photo shoot had begun, only Amanda was not visibly excited. His face looked sour, and it seemed that his comrades in arms did not know what had happened to him.

“Manda?” greet Billar while sitting next to Amanda.

“After you ruin my dream, you will also destroy something that grows in my stomach?” reply Amanda to the point.

“Why should I destroy?” Billar took a short breath. “He is innocent. I promise to take care of you and her, until everything is clear.”

Amanda smiled miris. “You still don't want to admit it after everything is real? You don't need to take care of me, my world is over, everything is destroyed because of the depraved behavior of an ex!”

“Terlarah. It's up to you to say anything about me, but, I ask you not to mess with your own life and he,” please Billar very much.

Amanda just passed by. Her tears flowed back down her cheeks, free to join the international model event. Slowly his stomach will react to paint a body that beats that he never imagined would get it when his dream was in sight.

Amanda ignored the other calls, her whole soul seemed to be gripped by her dreams. His tears were getting louder, until the sound of sobs was heard and silenced in the WC hotel ground floor.

“Why should it be like this? Why should I be the one experiencing this?” Amanda blurted out all the questions that plagued her mind. “If I was destined like this why was I born?” amanda's sobs are getting more and more uncontested.

Amanda slammed her stomach slowly as she leaned against the wall of the WC until she sat on the floor. Amanda hugged both her legs, drowning her head behind it.

In this narrow room, Amanda wiped it all out through tears that were getting louder and louder. Even the clothes she was wearing were wet from her cries. Amanda doesn't know what to say to her family, and what if they're angry and won't take it anymore?

If Billar didn't do this, who would?

Amanda wiped away her tears, as her feet heard the clattering of steps approaching. He held back his tears, and rose after his name was called by someone familiar, Billar.

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Billar holds his camera again, while Arfan is busy organizing his next photography concept. Billar did not have much interaction, only able to nod and smile blandly. The slander that was running at him took everything, if he followed his heart at that time on the grounds of objection, maybe this did not happen.

Now to go home was heavy, the situation chained his legs to stay here. Billar did not understand why the man did this to him, and why it happened coincided with the disconnection of all electricity in this hotel. Billar doesn't have to think long to understand this, he already knows that all this has been planned, but who is behind this plan.

Harris?

I don't know, what overshadowed her now made her lose all trust in anyone. Billar wanted to vent all the anger that was on his chest, but on whom he had to vent it.

The second session shoot was in progress, and it took almost half an hour, but Amanda still did not reveal her whereabouts. Billar volunteered to look for her, currently until the time Amanda determined it would be her responsibility. He is willing to harbour his good intentions for Amanda, the woman he once loved.

Billar looked for Amanda, by asking several people and traversing many rooms until the last room that had not been checked was the WC. Billar was afraid that Amanda would do something that could threaten her life, lest it happen.

As his steps entered the WC, faint cries penetrated his ears. However, within seconds the crying stopped.

“Manda?” sahut Billar's.

Billar doesn't care about entering a woman's WC, however he must find Amanda's whereabouts. Billar wouldn't want this problem to get further away if Amanda really did something reckless that could end her life.

“You're here?” Billar down the row of doors that are in this WC. “Manda, I'm sorry, I promise to take care of you. I implore you to stay by my side, I'm worried.”

Women who are still reluctant to reveal their existence, can only bite their lips. His chest thumped when he heard Billar's heartfelt plea, he did not understand how he could decide men as good as Billar? After all, now all his dreams had already been snatched away by something that would grow in his stomach.

“Manda?”

Amanda cried again, but not for this matter but for the stupidity she had done to Billar. What happened to him today makes the memory of Billar's kindness when he became his girlfriend again revolve in his mind. During those two years, Billar was always by his side, protecting him, guarding him, defending him, but he ended it.

“Manda, I beg you,” Overt Billar.

“A-I'm sorry, Bi!” said faltered.

Billar closed his eyes, unable to get sadness from Amanda. How not, all the dreams he had always been glorifying were shattered within minutes. Famous as an international model with a myriad of achievements, vanished just like that because of the behavior of depraved humans who do not know who.

“You are not wrong Manda,” reply Billar.

“I'm afraid, how do I explain all this?” said Amanda. “Until when do I answer it?” continued.

“She's a saint Amanda. He doesn't have any stains, you don't have to cover it up. I know you are a strong woman, I will accompany you through these times,” explained Billar as he let go of Amanda's embrace slowly. “Now, you don't have to be sad anymore. You have to promise me, you will take care of her, huh?”

Amanda stared at Billar's face full of sincerity. “I promise,” Amanda replied, nodding.

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All shooting and video sessions are over, so they enjoy the day at a seafood shop overlooking the beach. They were crunching, like nothing ever happened. Their conversation flowed, inviting laughter and smiles.

However, everything was silent as Billar's phone rang. Billar asked for time to pick up the phone from the person who made him comfortable these days. Lesti Andriyani's. Sweet hijab-wearing women, and beautiful when they look upset.

Billar came out of the shop to a wooden bench that was plastered among the shady trees there.

“Halo, how are you?” welcome Billar.

Good. How about yourself?

“Gue is good too. Tumben phone first usually also I the phone, lo again miss the same I?” accuse Billar of chuckling.

What, I just want to say something to you. Uh, you so going home today?

Billar remained silent for a long time. It was going to go home now, but, after finding out the amazing reality, Billar has a big responsibility here.

“It looks like not, sorry yes,” reply Billar.

Oh, don't apologize, time. I want to chat seriously, you do not get angry, but before you can comment or terror from unknown people not really on Instagram?

Billar frowned, his eyeballs twisting here and there thinking about the direction Lesti spoke. Billar knows, Lesti used to talk about his social media about people who terrorized him.

“No, why?”

I'll be fired if in three days I can't get into trouble. I was slandered by an Instagram account called Ayu. My workplace performance is so bad that even Mr. Ghifar has been terrorized by many people because of this problem. Worse, in the photo that became the object of slander is when I chat with you.

Billar can only smile. “Only because of it?” Billar's smile turned into a small laugh, especially when his mind told him something he was afraid of first. “Lo don't be afraid. You will not be out.”

Billar's conjecture at the time turned out to be true. When someone pointed the phone at him, he followed it with his phone as well. Then, when saying goodbye to Lesti, he also had time to ask Haris to photograph and photograph him from afar, it was to catch the biangkerok at Kejora Cofee and Bakery.

“Pak Ghifar give you time until when?” ask Billar.

The day after tomorrow. If I can't prove it, I'll be fired.

“Actually it is better that way. The people who become your co-workers are evil. If I become lo, yes I bodo very want to be fired too, why stay at the haunted house under the guise of the restaurant kek that,” entertain Billar.

Even the rambling is unclear. If I get fired, where do I work? You think finding a job in this day and age is easy what? Byeah, I'm the same l. I was afraid your name would get ugly because of this problem, but you just don't care. I'll just hope first!

“Do not get angry dong. Believe me, you stay quiet, do not do anything but prayer. You will not be fired anyway,” said Billar.

Yakali I relax—

“Can't you trust me? I know who made you this way, I know. So don't worry,” cut Billar.

For what?

“For the lo. Love you, bye!” billar said with a smile and turned off his phone unilaterally.

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