Last For Forever

Last For Forever
Sadness and Happiness



After the test results came out Amanda's chest was really tight and relieved at the same time. Who, then, has done this to him? Why would he do that? Amanda was really very sorry to have so many intoxicating drinks at the party. Everything was chaotic, he remembered nothing but the masked man who carried him into Billar's room.


A sense of relief was also present, especially the man who was his ex smiled briefly even though in his eyes Amanda could feel something different. Amanda admits that Billar is not an indiscriminate person, he is too kind to do something this depraved to her. He always showed sincerity to her, although his determination to achieve a dream made him have to part with Billar.


Slowly but surely, Billar stroked Amanda's hands to calm down. “Sooner or later we will find the culprit. I'll find out about all this.”


Amanda shakes. “You don't need to do this, Bi. You should focus on your wedding.”


“However, I stayed with you when it happened. I want everything completely finished.” Billar stared at Amanda's face, covered in grief.


“Why are you doing this?” ask Amanda.


“Because you were once the best piece of my life, I will finish this.”


Both of them came out of this room, following the doctor who had gone out and explained everything to the two families. Amanda immediately warmly welcomed the stretch of hands from the father, who was already teary-eyed holding back tears.


“Sorry to me, Dad. I have let you down!” amanda said in sobs.


Billar's family had said goodbye before, and left his family in the hospital hallway.


“No, Manda. Dad never disappointed with you,” reply Dad while stroking Amanda's back.


Amanda let go of her embrace, and turned to look at Mom. The woman who loved him, and never absent reminded him of eating, sports, and so on, his face looked pale and had been torn by tears.


“Sorry Mom, Manda,” Welcome Mom.


The distress Amanda felt was gripping her body, why I apologized. Amanda justifies that if she's angry with him, it's her fault.


“Bu, sorry Manda, yes, Mom. Manda has ruined Mother's trust,” regrets Amanda.


Mom shook her head slowly. “You remain her pearl Mother, Manda.”


This sadness was still very much felt until they arrived home, Reina who was Amanda's sister immediately hugged the three of them. Reina is already in the third grade of High School which in a matter of weeks will graduate.


No need to ask, Reina already knew the answer from their expressions. Reina had heard everything that her sister was pregnant with a baby. Although the answer was not Billar, Reina still could not accept that the man could get away with it. Reina will find out everything after graduation, Billar could have hidden something from her brother.


Come on, this era is advancing. People can easily access everything through the internet. It could be that the man has planned all this, after all he is a man everything will be smooth at a plus-plus price.


“I will finish tomorrow at the apartment and finish the contract, after that I will stay here,” said Amanda still with tightness in the chest.


“It is, you don't have to work anymore as a model. Now it's all technology, you can sell online, later I will find the supplier of the goods,” explained his father.


“Iya, Brother. My friends are also at that sale,” timpal Reina.


“Keep why you don't follow the sale?” spray Dad.


“Males!” reina replied lightly.


“Choose, keep you want to be what?” ask Mom while preparing dinner.


“Artist.” Reina immediately put on a pretentious face in front of her family.


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Lesti and Billar pulled over for a moment from this meal, they walked down the park that stood in the middle of the restaurant.


“I still can not forget the incident earlier,” said Lesti while staring at the star-studded sky. “Amanda and her family are really sad.”


“Keep I have to take responsibility and acknowledge all that?” billar said jokingly.


Lesti turned and pouted. “Not that, ish! I just reveal what I feel. You can suddenly turn off the electricity in the hotel, the cake can be exactly that!”


Billar sits on a park chair on the side of Lesti. “Entah. The party atmosphere is really rame. Dizziness look at it.”


“Luckily you did not join the party,” said Lesti while leaning his head on Billar's shoulder. “I'm afraid of you why-why.”


“Since when do you like me?” ask Billar.


“Maybe since you made it home together,” said Lesti.


“Brong start dong!” cetus Billar then broke up. “Nah, right? I am indeed charming from the beginning, you are an expensive selling snob! Don't want to, but want it?” ejek Billar's.


“Yes, right, ngetes aja!” timpal Lesti twirled his eyes. “Who knows you are a species of land crocodile, which is just a capital of monstrousness and dreadlocks doang!”


Billar directed his face before Lesti, until their breaths gushed forth in the air. “What does this face look like a land crocodile?”


Lesti rewinded his body, although it was stunned for a few seconds because it was hypnotized by Billar's current actions. Maybe he did something really bad for his heartbeat.


“Ish! It looks so much like!” ketus Lesti's.


Billar snorted in annoyance, he was silent for a while before finally his jaily smile came out. With a flash of terror, Billar grabbed Lesti by the waist and tickled him.


“I'm a crocodile, you're the handler!”


Lesti's eyes widened with a lively laugh followed because of Billar's annoying behavior. “Leasin! Ish!”


Lesti got up and ran away from Billar who was still staring at him like a victim. However, Lesti had to stop his escape when a pair of familiar humans in his eyes just appeared.


“Ra-Raziq?” Lesti surprised.


“Lesti? You here?” Raziq asked back.


“I-iya, I again—”


“Hai!” greet Billar. “I'm Billar, her future husband Lesti.”


Again and again Lesti's eyes bulged, and reflexes elbowed Billar's stomach. “Sst!”


“Aaan anyway?”


“Oh, I'm Raziq and this is my wife. Nice to meet you,” reply Raziq politely. “How are you doing?”


Actually there is a question in the mind of Raziq, should the man invited to his wedding is not Billar but other men. But Raziq did not bother, even that was a long time ago and the matter of race is indeed a difficult secret to guess.


“We're fine, how are you?” ask Lesti who lost focus due to Raziq's large wife's stomach.


“Alhamdulillah well too, you guys are again eating here?” Raziq asked again.


“Iya, while discussing about our wedding, later you guys come huh?” bala Billar made Lesti back in shock and immediately elbowed Billar's stomach for the second time.


“Eh, hmm, we go first, sorry so interrupt your show, dah!” Lesti immediately moved to leave Billar who was even in a daze of astonishment.


“Sorry yes, see you again!” pamit Billar while following Lesti who had sat in front of his parents.


“You why the hell?” whispered Billar.


Lesti looked at Billar with a gasp of breath. “You know, that was my ex!”


“What's up?” ask Dad. “Is there a problem? Did Billar hurt you, Lesti?”


Lesti and Billar looked at each other. “Iya, Dad. Billar seduced people in the park!”


Billar immediately glared unexpectedly with Lesti's clear answer very far from the facts. “Ih, e-no kok!”


“Billar! You want to get married! Don't fuck around!” firmly Mother. “You think it's a joke, huh?”


“E-no, really, Mom, I swear!”


Lesti just chuckled at Billar's flurry, not anything count-up replying to the annoying things Billar always does to him.


“Awas yes!”


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