Kayla's Diary

AGAS POV

Gnats

My name is Bagaskara Yudha. I am the second child of Didi Irawan Yudha and Isma Kartika. My father's been dead for the last two years from heart disease.

While my brother has died also following my father. My brother had a single accident with his little family. The tragic accident that took the lives of his brother and his wife. Only my nephew survived Dito.

The five-year-old must be an orphan. What a pity my nephew's fate.

It was very traumatizing for Mom. Not long ago Dad left us. One year later his oldest son had to go after him. The incident made Mother fall ill because she could not accept their departure. But my mother tried to look tough because she had to take care of Dito. The little boy had no one but us.

So did I. Had to swallow the bitter pill when I lost my brother. A love story I've been dating for the last three years with my beloved woman. Her name is pretty, but not as pretty as her heart. Our relationship had to run aground because Cantika chose to have an affair with another man. But I wanted to be serious and make her my wife. That incident really ruined my life.

After that terrible thing happened to my life. I became quiet. I promise to shut myself off from any woman. I became a very cold man I no longer trust women. The days I spent working and working. I rarely go home to my mother. Because sometimes I work late into the night. In my mind just to make Mom happy and raise Dito.

That day. I heard that Cantika is getting married to her cheating man. Heard that news. It hurts enough for me. But I've tried to bury in my feelings a cheap woman like Cantika.

After a few months. I heard back the news of Cantika being divorced from her husband. Because it turns out that the man who chose Cantika is a married man. I am quite satisfied with the news that is so happy for my heart. It's not that I'm still hoping to get back to that cheap lady.

I am satisfied with the divorce. That cheap lady deserves karma for wasting my sincerity. It is not uncommon for Cantika to come to the office where I work. The cheap lady tried to approach me again. After her marriage was destroyed, this woman really had no self-respect.

That day I was going home because it was a week. I did not go home to see Mom, I also felt like I missed Dito let alone the little boy grew up to be a good person and obedient also adorable. Dito I've registered for kindergarten school. I really love Dito. And promised to give the best for Dito.

After I got to the door. And the woman I didn't know opened it. Bi Atun usually opens the door. Bi Atun is the housekeeper who takes care of Mom and Dito.

When I asked who he was? The woman asked me who I was? How quaint.

Dito heard my arrival and ran into my arms. He also introduced the woman in front of me. She is a new housekeeper who helps take care of Dito. Then where is Bi Atun? my mind.

I stepped into Mother's room lying down.

"Where is Bi Atun Bu?" I asked when I kissed Mom's back.

"Bi Atun returns to Gas village. She said her husband was sick,"

"Then who's replacing Bi Atun?"

"Oh, that's Kayla just been here for a week" replied Mom.

"Can he take care of Mom and Dito? Why not look for an experienced one like Bi Atun the Bu?"

"What if Kayla why Gas? He was diligent and painstaking to Mom and Dito. Even Dito quickly close to Kayla," said Mother.

"Well, I thought it was good" I answered because I never denied my mother.

After spending the night at Mother's house. In the morning I drove Dito to school. She was in the middle of Kayla's housekeeping assistant Mom. I feel doubtful about its performance. Because usually women who have not felt having children are not sensitive to small children. What's that girl's age. After delivering Dito I also returned the vehicle to get to my workplace.

My typical days go through work and if I take a week to go home to Mom. That night it was almost too late. I just finished my job too. Mom called me to tell Dito that she had a fever and I rushed to Mom's place. On the way my phone sounded. Mom called me back. Told him that Dito was in the hospital. Kayla took him. I went to the hospital and drove a vehicle.

After arriving at the emergency room I saw Dito lying down and had been put infusion in his small hands. A burst of tightness filled my chest cavity. Sad, anxious and afraid to see my niece like this. I grabbed Dito's little body and the little boy cried in my arms.

Dito recovered and I returned to my routine.

Today I intend to go home to Mom. Because Dito told him that his omens could not wake up because the disease was getting worse. The mother has a pinched nerve and must be operated immediately. But I insisted I didn't want to.

Arriving at my mother's house. I immediately rushed to the woman who gave birth to me in her room. I kissed the back of his hand. Mom looks a little skinny now. Maybe because of the pain caused by the disease he suffered.

"Mom better get us to the hospital," I said sitting next to Mom.

"No need for Gas. I'm tired of going to the hospital!"

"You must treat Mom, so that she can heal quickly," I continued to seduce Mom while stomping her feet.

"Gas, I want you to get married. Mother was like this afraid God would call Mother. While you're not married yet" said Mother staring at me.

"Don't you talk like that, ma'am, who's married to you? No lover, either" I answered.

"Where to have a Gas lover. You shut yourself off from women. Are you still expecting the Gas Cantika? The woman who hurt you?"

"No ma'am, I wasn't expecting Cantika. There are still many women out there who are better than Beautiful" I replied.

"Then. Show the woman you can get the better of her" Mother said.

I just listened to Mom's words. I don't know what else to say. The pain of betraying a woman made me not think about getting married even though I was 26.

"If Mom asks for one request, do you want to grant her Gas?" I also looked towards my mother.

"What Mom. If I can, I will give it to Mom" I replied.

"Mom wants you to marry Kayla Gas. I want Dito to be happy, Kayla is a good girl he also sincerely loves Dito. And she will definitely be a good wife to you!" I was surprised to hear Mom's words.

"Mom. We just don't know about her family yet how you can judge her well if you're my wife. If his attention to Dito is already his duty. He'll be working here, ma'am" Tukasku.

"What does it matter all about Gas, about the state of his family? The degree of man is equal before the God of Gas! And a person's sincerity can't be valued by money because I've been paying attention to Kayla. He was sincere in loving Mom and Dito," Mommy's face looks so sad.

I also kept silent not to answer Mom's words. I have never disputed Mom's words. Even Mother never demanded anything from me. I should how? Should I follow Mom's request. Marrying a woman I don't love.

"If you think it's good. I will obey Mom's request. All I did for the sake of Mother's and Dito's happiness" I replied.

"Is That Really Gas? I'm gonna talk this over to Kayla. If he approves. We're meeting Kayla's parents soon." Mother said a happy hue emanated from that aging face.

Let me do all this. For my service as a child. I just want to see Mom happy in her old age. And also I want the best for Dito.

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