Kayla's Diary

Bickering.

It's been two days that I. Being in the room, sometimes sometimes seeing the state of Mother and Dito. I didn't drop off Dito's school either. It has been a few days since I told Bi Sum. To drive him. She also got a new house assistant. To help at home. Because Mom told me to rest more. Maybe my mother-in-law knows that I'm not okay. I also choose to spend time in my room.

Same with Mas Agas. Since that night, he has been at home more often. I didn't ask Mas Agas much. Even I still show a disappointed attitude when in front of him.

After doing the Ashar prayer I tidy my face and choose to lay the body on the bed. The door sounds open. It looks like Mas Agas went into the room and sat himself on the sofa. I turned my body behind him.

"When do you want to be like this?" Tukas Mas Agas's.

I just kept quiet not paying attention, he said.

"At any time I have apologized to you, it all happened outside my control "Seloroh Mas Agas.

I also got up from the bed. I looked hard at my husband.

"I understand Mas. You're not gonna touch me? Then I wonder who set you up? Until you unknowingly touched the wife you were forced to marry. Just for your service as a child to his mother! Hardikku is full of emphasis.

Mas Agas just fell silent as if thinking what answer he would say.

"Jawab Mas!" My welcome.

"Cantika did that. Perhaps the woman hoped after drinking her homemade tea. Which he's already put in stimulant drugs for me. I'll fuck her" said Mas Agas.

I was astonished and shook my head at the reply from Mas Agas.

"For what night, a married man. Visiting an ex's house to his love, if it doesn't mean anything?" I smile wryly at my husband.

"You still love him?" My insinuation.

He just fell silent while looking down. Makes me even more curious. About Mas Agas' feelings for his ex-girlfriend.

"Jawab Mas." My solute. I gave a sharp look to Mas Agas.

"I don't love him anymore. Love is nonsense to me. Even I don't trust any woman" Tukas Mas Agas. Pulling the corner of his lips.

"Included me?" My insinuation.

"Miris indeed. Just because one woman hurt you. But all the women you think of are like that!" My insinuation.

"You regret marrying me?" Mas Agas asked looking at me sharply.

"you reckon? I thought you needed a replacement for your ex-boyfriend. To heal your heart wounds. That's why I accepted your mother's request. I did it too, to thank your mother. For the good he has been giving. But I made the wrong decision. You're too deep to drown with your mass. Until you find it hard to bring yourself to the surface" Hardikku.

I also took my phone. Rushed out of the room to leave Mas Agas. I need to calm down. I'm not the woman in the television soap opera. Who always patiently faced her cold husband. I went down the stairs, lucky that Mom and Dito were in her room.

I'll get the motor keys on top of the freezer. Then I turned on the matic motor that was in the trunk. And I left without a purpose. I'm clapping the vehicle in the city park. Then sit on the park bench. I looked at the little boy who played so cheerfully with his parents.

My mind's struggling. I was confused as to how to deal with Mas Agas' attitude. I also thought about the fate of my marriage. Whether to give up or keep fighting makes Mas Agas love me. But can it be? Will Mas Agas love me someday? I think my mind is very uncertain. My tears flowed though my fingers rubbed it many times. I can't hide this pain.

It didn't feel like I was in the park for nearly two hours. I rushed home, because magrib's time was coming soon. I drove the vehicle until I got home.

When I parked the bike in the trunk. I saw Dito sitting alone on the porch.

"Darling, why alone?" I sat on the bench next to Dito.

"Aunty from where? Why don't you take Dito?" The little boy pursed his lips.

"From the city park Darling, Aunty wanted to take Dito, but Dito again bobo! Tomorrow Aunty will take Dito!" My speech. Sniffing Dito's forehead.

"Yes, Aunty. Promise you!" Sahutku Dito excited.

I also nodded. Take Dito into the house. This is also one of my reasons for maintaining my marriage to Mas Agas. I feel sorry for Dito. I loved him like my own son. Dito is not as lucky as the other kids. Who has the love of both parents. I want to make Dito and my mother-in-law happy.

After delivering Dito to the room. I climbed the stairs to the upper room. It looks like Mas Agas is asleep. I didn't pay attention to it. I chose to cleanse myself to take ablution. Because azan magrib has reverberated. I intend to perform prayer. After that I prayed to the owner of life. I'm asking for a lead on my marriage. My tears are flowing. I was crying without a sound.

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