Kayla's Diary

Pov Agas's.

After that night with Kayla. My heart feels uncertain. There was a false feeling in my heart. But I am confused by my feelings. What else added with my disappointment towards Cantika. It makes me not believe in love.

As for Mother many times, she advised me to try to accept Kayla, and to open my heart, to the woman who has now become my wife.

My chest rumbles when I remember what Cantika did that night. The woman gave me a stimulant so I could fuck her. What a shame, what that cheap woman had planned. What a fool, why did I love him so much. There's luck I feel because of the failure of Cantika's plan. Because when that happens I will condemn this stupidity to myself.

But it all happened to Kayla. I feel guilty for the woman who is now my wife. Although in religious law Kayla is a halal woman for me to gauli. But I cannot accept her as my wife. I didn't love him first. All I do is just for Mom. My feelings were so stirred thinking about it.

I can't deny, Kayla is very good. He loved my mom and Dito. In my eyes he was a little hard. Maybe because I was upset about my nature.

That morning after the hot incident that happened between me and Kayla. He chose to lay his body in the room. His eyes look so soft and sad. He no longer takes care of Dito and helps Mom. I also understood because I was disappointed in him. I took over delivering my niece. And then I went to see Cantika for a while. I'm sick of seeing the drama that this woman did.

I immediately rushed home to bring breakfast to Mom, and did not forget also for Kayla. I don't want to add to my mistake of letting him not fill his stomach.

"Gas, what happened to Kayla? Isn't she usually like this?" Ask Mom to ask me a question. When I helped prepare breakfast for Mom.

"He's okay Mom, just a little unwell!" My answer. Of course I lied. I can't be honest with Mom with everything that's been going on between me and Kayla.

"No need to lie to Gas's mother!" Mom looked at me.

"Yes Mom, I'm not lying. Now I eat!" My answer is to divert the conversation. After the taste was done, I delivered the breakfast I bought to Kayla. He still does not want to talk to me.Sometimes my questions, he answered with a sharp and always cornered the mistakes to me. It always makes us argue.

Two days I took a break from my job. And back in after my mind calmed down. I go through my routine every day with work. That afternoon I decided to go home early. As I was going through the city park, I saw a woman and a man on the sidewalk. I know that woman too. It was Kayla who was holding Dito's hand. But who is that man? The thought of the bad past was roiling my brain.

Not many think I immediately pulled the vehicle not far from their existence. I immediately got out of the car and approached him. I don't know why there's a sense of resentment enveloping the recesses of my heart when I see Kayla. Talk to other men. What because my feelings of love have grown for Kayla. But I suppressed all my thoughts and invited Dito to go home. I also left Kayla. Because he's carrying a motorcycle.

After the night. When Kayla was laying down on her body, I started talking. I don't know why I wanted to express my opinion so much. An upset led me to reprimand Kayla.

Again Kayla cornered my mistake, she also brought up the incident that night. When I went to Cantika. Kayla doesn't know the real reason why, I was able to meet that woman. He thought too much about me. Anyway I didn't go into detail on the reason why it happened

I gave up on leaving that room. After arguing with Kayla. I don't want you to know what's going on between us. I'm afraid it's making Mom burdened. I took the car to the office that night. I intend to calm my mind. I didn't realize I was sleeping until morning.

"Gas, ko tumben already home early in the morning?" Ask Mom. When I saw my arrival.

"Yes, ma'am, I'm gonna take a break!" My answer.

"Are you sick? Eat gas first, you must not have breakfast! Your face is also pale" Mother said.

I just agree with Mom's words. And hurried up the stairs to the room. My body feels less and less, I seem to have a fever. I lay my body on the bed with a blanket tightly covering the entire body.

I heard Kayla offering me soup. I also tried to obey him because he said that Mother told me to make soup for me. The soup and a plate of rice came from the top of the bed. My hands are shaking. I was so limp, that Kayla helped feed me and gave me medicine.

The fever in my body even higher Kayla gently compresses my forehead. There was a warmth I felt seeing Kayla's treatment of me. Is this what it feels like to see a wife?

The woman repeatedly put her hand on my forehead. But my body temperature is getting higher. Making me no longer have the strength, it feels like my strength is drained. He quickly reached the terrace as we rushed to the hospital.

Even though he still gladly served me, but he patiently accompanied me to stay at the hospital. Sometimes I look at her beautiful face that is so peaceful when she is asleep on the sofa. Kayla looks so beautiful. With a sharp nose, both eyes are round and the bead of the eyes is also brownish. Even her thin lips were red. Every eye that looked at him would never be bored. Why can't I love him yet?

Apparently I had unconsciously admired the face of the wife I did not love. Again I brushed off all the whacky feelings in the recesses of the heart. I closed my eyes until morning. I was so embarrassed when I woke up I clasped Kayla's hand tightly. Then why is Kayla sleeping next to me?

The next day when I opened my eyes after sleeping because after taking the medicine. I was so shocked by Cantika's presence beside me. My eyes go around looking for Kayla, where is Kayla? She's not seen in this room? I also did not understand from the eyes of Cantika know my whereabouts.

There were steps entering the room where I was being treated. Kayla who just came, her face immediately described hatred, she looked sinisterly at me. And hurried to leave me. I don't want Kayla to do that. I'm comfortable she's here, I'm removing Cantika from this room. I don't need that cheap woman anymore. I didn't say much after Cantika's departure. Because Kayla looks so upset and doesn't want to look at me. Maybe Kayla thinks I told Cantika about my whereabouts.

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