Jino and Kisya

Wanna see your smile

Jeff's words made Kisya try to singleness smile even with very difficult. Kisya wiped her tears and tried to smile even if it was just a glance. His chest still felt very tight. The guilt has not disappeared.

"Kis, forgive mom, for lying to you all this time, you don't mean bad, it's all for your good." Speak to Nisya with a loving look. Staring at the baby who now looks very chaotic. Kisya swallowed Saliva hearing the mother's words. He nodded slowly.

"So what date did I get married, why can I get married, I'm confused mother?.. Said Kisya quietly with a confused face.

"Because you were sick, and in a coma at that time, then I really wanted to marry you baby, I was so scared you couldn't get back up." Jeff said slowly . Kisya looked at Jeff's eyes deeply. Kisya believed Jeff's words. Then Kisya looked at Nisya's mother. And his mother nodded to justify Jeff's words.

Again Kisya swallowed Saliva. His chest was so tight and in fact he couldn't be that easy to accept reality. But this was a reality and he had to firmly accept everything. Even though it's so bitter.

"Why did you marry the girl who almost died, what if I didn't wake up?.. Say Kisya slowly.

Jeff smiled as he stroked Kisya's hair gently. Seraya says.

"I know and I'm sure you'll wake up again."

Kisya smiled faintly as she looked at Jeff so confident that he would be cured.

"How long is my sister waiting for me?...

Said Kisya slowly.

"waiting you?...

"Wait for me to wake up?..

Kisya.

"Nearly 8 months I waited for my wife to wake up, during which I prayed to God that you would wake up quickly and smile again." Jeff said with teary eyes. Jeff remembered very well that moment he was waiting for Kisya with anxiety. Withstanding all the anger towards her brother. Waiting for Kisya to wake up and smile back.

Because Jeff remembered how much Kisya suffered when he defressed and was about to commit suicide. The pain felt by Kisya may have Kisya forgotten on her side of life. Not with Jeff. Jeff still remembers that day. The day that Kisya always screamed hysterically. Crying without cause and looking to count suffered until he wanted to spend the rest of his life with a knife.

Jeff didn't want Kisya to go into that time. The time when Kisya was so hurt and suffering. Jeff wanted to always see Kisya smile .that's all Jeff wanted then and now. Kisya's eyes returned to tears. She hugged her husband back.

"Thank you for waiting for me...! Say Kisya quietly . Kisya lowered her face. Kisya hugged Jeff's body back and closed her eyes. But a shadow appeared without him wanting. The shadow of a Jino had surrounded his mind. No he denied that his love is now only for jino. But now his new status is not possible for him to be with Jino.

Although she loves Jino very much and has set her heart for Jino, Kisya cannot change her destiny and a marriage bond. She is now the wife of a georjeffan .

"God why is it so hard to achieve a dream. He was just telling the truth when I really fell in love and kissed the beauty of love, everything seemed to be destroyed. Crushed like pieces of dust. This is how it feels to love, as sad as this it feels like love does not arrive.  I loved Brother Jino so much with all my heart, not expecting to. As sick as this is, God please make me forget it." Kisya spoke in her heart while hugging Jeff tightly. Suddenly Kisya fantasizes that the one she hugs is Jino. Not Jeff..

Kisya removed her open wound to Jeff. Kisya looked at Jeff and smiled faintly.  It turns out that the Jeff he hugged, wasn't Jino.

"I have loved you Brother Jino, but I must forget you soon, dear if you hear the whisper of my heart to you, please forgive me if I have to forget you as soon as possible. I hope I can forget you." Inner kisya churned.

"I'm sorry, sister, I'm going to the restroom." Kisya went to her room. He walked slowly and climbed to the second floor where his room was. Kisya arrived in the room. Kisya went straight into the bathroom. He looked in the mirror and took off his shirt. He saw the ownership sign from Jino. The ownership sign of the territory Jino left in her neck area .

Kisya touched subtly the entire star sign that had not completely disappeared from her body. He closed his eyes to remember the night they enjoyed being together. "Honey, help me I forget you, why are you always present in my mind, help me for everything." Kisya said quietly as she closed her eyes fantasizing that Jino was holding her from behind.

"Can I forget you?..

Kisya asked again in a quiet voice. His eyes were still closed and his hands were still touching the star-marked neck.

Without feeling her tears. Kisya was really so feeling this pain tormenting her. His love for Jino cannot be conveyed and he can no longer express it. It felt like everything was making his chest tight.

Kisya opened her eyes and took off all the cloth and took a shower. She let the shower wet her whole body.she cried with tears so swift flowing along with the water from the shower that kept raining on her. His heart felt broken. It was as if thousands of swords had pierced into his heart. He is so hurt by reality and his love is hurt by it. Every breath that Kisya let out was all now in Jino's name. Not in Jeff's name. Is he able to shake off all love and turn it away from others?.. Kisya herself doesn't know if she can. Because what he knows now his heart is so torn because he cannot be with the people he loves.

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