Jino and Kisya

Outside of Reason

Nakisya Allana Princess.

Time feels so slow. A month is like a year. Long and very long. I really can't forget the events that made my life feel ruined. Although you said Jino was responsible and changed. But I was still afraid to meet him. But somehow my longing for Baby Vano is getting more and more piled up in the chest. I really miss my son, the child who used to be clinging to me every day, and even I gave birth to him from inside my womb.

When you hear the story from your mother. I tried to kill myself because I didn't want Baby Vano in my womb. Luckily I was still given a long life and can still give birth to my handsome Baby boy. Baby Vano is very handsome, but he is very similar to his Daddy so it makes me reluctant to meet him.

I miss Baby Vano. Her laugh

Her cries, her screams. He's my son, a child born because of a man who raped me with sadism. But Baby Vano is innocent. Daddy is guilty. I was still afraid to meet him. I don't know how I would feel if I met him again. We haven't even divorced.

I spent the month focusing on college and rehab..  Return to the hospital only for psychological treatment. My life feels empty. My college days were so unpleasant. It was like I was missing something. I may have lost Baby Vano. Should I go see him?

But I was afraid to meet Vano's Daddy. All this makes me so dizzy. It looks like my mother brought me my favorite food. Martabak.

I immediately took out a piece and directly chewed on it. Waw... Feels weird. I'm a little nauseous. Tumben mother cook like this. Usually the food is very good

Why yes? What is rotten eggs, why does it feel so nauseous? I can't hold it anymore.

Hoek... I felt nauseous and I ran to the bathroom to spit out the martabak.

*hoek.

Hoick.

Hoek*bind*.

I spit out all the food I ate today. Mother looks worried. Then she gave me some wind oil. My nausea is a little gone.

I'll soon meet with Lintang and Baby Cerry. 

Mother also allows. I finally went to the Lintang house. It's as big as my house and Jino's. Uh Jino's house.

There Lintang prepared me a lot of food. But again I can't eat. My nausea returned.

*hoek.

Hoek*bind*.

Oh yulat, I can no longer stand it.

I vomited while Lintang was eating.

I asked for a maap at Lintang. But my stomach is really troubled.

"Kis, when was the last time you were on the moon?" tanya Lintang while applying me wind oil.

"Let's go, baby, I forgot!" I feel very uncomfortable with all this nausea.

"How is your relationship with Jino now?" again the lintang asked me.

"I-I haven't seen him yet, for over a month" I said.

"Oh... You miss Baby Vano?" tanya Lintang while massaging my shoulders.

"However Baby Vano is innocent say. If you get pregnant again, how?" latang word slow.

"There's no way you're joking. We bahlan haven't," My words were cut by the latitude.

"i'm sure you're pregnant. You're going to Korea even for your honeymoon, right,"

Glucose.

I swallowed very hard. Everything is beyond my mind. I went on a honeymoon and got pregnant again. That's when I was. God, why does it feel good to know I'm pregnant. I should have hated this situation but why am I happy when this is not even certain.

Hoick..  I'm so nauseous. I ran to the bathroom again and vomited again.

Hoek hoek hoek.

Fix, I limp and cape. My feet can't hold anymore. My thins vibrate. I vomited more than 10 times. Anxious latitude then took me to the hospital.

When I got there, I went to the IGD and checked. Something happened right beyond my reasoning. The doctor said I was 5 weeks pregnant. I held my soft stomach which was still flat. Your baby's in Mommy's womb, son? Tears were shed without me noticing. I am so happy with the news that I received this afternoon.

I'm very happy. My longing for Baby Vano may be relieved by having another baby.

"O Lord Kis, congratulations!" said Lintang with her sweet smile and then hugged me very tightly.

"Thank the Cross!"

"Bmm Jino does he know?" tanya Latitude. And I can only shake.

"Yes, baby, from now on you have to be careful! Baby you stay healthy there. I want to get pregnant again!" latang said with his smile.

"Thank you Mommy Cerry!" kataku chuckles.

I kept feeling sick and vomiting. Now I'm on the infusion and treated for dehydration. Oh God. I pregnant. It's beyond reason. Why I could have a second child with her. How could she and I have been on a honeymoon. But I don't know why I wanted her to know that I was pregnant. I want to know how her reaction was.

Will Jino be happy to hear that I'm pregnant with our second baby. Why am I thinking about that guy. I don't want to think about that guy. But Jino always comes to every second of my memory. How do I get him out of my mind?

I'm still thinking about him. The man I'm going to give you a second child. Yes, the second child, Jino and I will have a second baby. Is he happy? How did she feel when she found out she was having a second child? Jino-Jino-Jino, why she is always present in my memory, is so annoying.

I'd better call Mother. I will tell all this good news to you. I know you will be very happy to hear I am pregnant, Mother will get another grandchild besides Baby Vano.

Hoick.

I vomited again and felt very weak. I don't have the energy to just call Mommy. Though I would love to tell this happy news to Mother. But I couldn't. I didn't stop vomiting and now my head is so dizzy. I'd better get some sleep first.

"Jino, I want you to see how much I'm suffering from having your baby,"

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