Jino and Kisya

Perfection

Jeff was still crying bitterly in Doctor Allana's arms. The man fell and was destroyed. His life feels meaningless. Everything is done for him. The pain he felt could not be compared to anything. The pain he felt was excruciating.

He regretted living and surviving if all his alhir were destroyed like this, for what he lived and survived. If now he is nothing without, Kisya's presence in his life.

"What should I do Doc, just kill me Doc, why do you let me live if only my body is alive at last, but my heart is dead. I don't want to live if it hurts like this.

"You're a man Why are you this crybaby? You have to be strong to face everything. Why do you want to die, but I tried to help. I have spent all my money just to help and you do not appreciate it, do not appreciate me who has been troubled by you, what is your reciprocity for me?" Doctor Allana lets go of Jeff's embrace when Jeff says he wants to die.

Doctor Allana is angry because she is disappointed, she goes to great lengths to keep Jeffan alive. But Jeffan did not appreciate his efforts, instead wanting him to die alone. Therefore Doctor Allana felt sorry for helping Jeffan.

"So the doctor wants me to pay for all my treatment money?" jeff said as he looked at Doctor Allana with wet eyes.

"I don't need your money, all this time I've even been desperate because you didn't get up, now I've been trying to get you up but you don't appreciate all my efforts." a disappointed face was seen on the face of the beautiful Doctor.

The doctor was very sad because of Jeff's attitude. Everything made him feel useless. All his sacrifices felt unappreciated. Therefore Doctor Allana felt very sad. The doctor sat down and drank water. He was speechless with a dull and dull face.

Jeff who was screaming and crying is now silent to see the woman in front of him so sad because of his behavior.

"I'm sorry Doc, it doesn't mean I don't appreciate you for helping me, I thank you again. I promise I will pay all the money the Doctor has out to pay for my medical expenses. I will definitely pay for it." looked at the Doctor guiltily.

"Why do you always bring up money matters. You live and breathe I'm happy, you can talk I'm happy. I don't need your money, I can find my own money don't have to ask you." An image so poignant it looks on the pretty Doctor's face.

It was too painful to remember all the wounds of his heart was too painful to remember all the heartache. This pain and sorrow he felt for himself. He therefore wanted her to die alone, rather than have to endure this kind of suffering. But he really did not think that his words could hurt the heart of an angel who had brought him back to life.

Doctor Allana is the Wingless Angel to Jeff. The beautiful doctor this year has been taking care of Jeff wholeheartedly. Jeff felt alone every day, he heard voices turned out to be the voice of Doctor Allana, not the voice of Kisya.

"I'm sorry Doc, my heart hurts too much to feel all the realities of life, all the fact that the people I love so much are now with other people. It's not that I don't appreciate all the Doctor's effort and sacrifice, maybe I'm too stupid to say a death, I just feel lonely if I live like this. Seeing for myself the person I like, the person I love, the one I love, turns out to have been with someone else. The pain ran through all my veins, it ran through my bloodstream, my heart ached my soul was torn apart, so I could no longer continue living, unable to deal with all this pain. Very painful, it feels like the wind of pain has infiltrated all my limbs. I can't go on with all this doc, I can't stand this pain, what am I supposed to do? if it hurts this much I don't want to open my eyes and come back to life anymore." the man cried so softly.

He told Doctor Allana, the entire wound in his heart so that Doctor Allana understood why he chose to die. Doctor Allana got up from her seat. He walked over and sat down next to Jeff.

"Don't you think you're the one who suffers the most in the world. Just because of a breakup you'd rather die, it's a very stupid choice, you don't know anyone suffers more than you in this world. You don't know of anyone more tormented in this world than you. You have to be stronger than anyone else, your life is luckier because you were born rich, there are some people who break up and suffer Even they break up not just once, you just broke up once, have decided to die. It's not very compatible with your big posture, but it turns out your heart is so crybaby." The doctor said as he stared with wet eyes.

The doctor looked at Jeff with teary eyes. As much as Doctor Allana's energy held back so that she wouldn't cry. Jeff didn't know that anyone else suffered more than. The man was silent as he stared at the reflection of the beautiful face that was before him. The sighs sounded so heavy, making the man really feel claustrophobic.

Doctor Allana said that she must be strong, because in this world it is not just her, the only person who has ever felt a breakup. But the man currently could not listen to anything. His heart wounds have left him blind and deaf. His pain has made him mute. His disappointment made him not want to live anymore.

For now the man has not been able to receive any input, and from anyone. All he felt right now was pain, pain and full of pain. The man couldn't even breathe with relief. The feeling of tightness arises like there is a truck squeezing his chest. The feeling of tightness made him unable to say anything. The man could only lower his face with wet eyes. He could say nothing but cry.

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