
"Kis, Kis, are you okay, son?" Papa knocked on the door hard. He was afraid that something would happen to his daughter-in-law. Anxiety came when Papa heard the sound of the son-in-law crying in the bathroom. A cry that sounded so wailing, and painful.
Tok to tok.
The middle-aged man knocked on the bathroom door and with anxiety enveloped his mind. Baby Vano who is now in the arms of the kekek can only be silent at that time. The baby seemed to know his Mommy was sad.
In the bathroom Kisya still sitting limp in the closet. A clear drip of water soaked his smooth cheeks. The woman looked sad and disappointed. His body trembled withstanding the cries so as not to be too tight. She was crying so painfully. He did not even heed the knocking of the door from outside. Kisya was still crying in disappointment. His heart was tight and hurt.
He felt his stomach hurt. And immediately kisya wearing a sanitary pad that is in the bag of crackles. He already knew that it was his schedule to come months. He was always ready when the moon came. But this time it was very different. He felt a disappointment when he had the arrival of a monthly guest. Currently as a wife. She was eager to give offspring to her husband.
Although Jino is not as hot as she is. But Kisya was so hopeful and her expectations so much made her seem helpless with everything that happened. The moon is a natural thing. But this moment became a frightening specter that made Kisya's heart disappointed.
"Darling, I failed again, I failed to conceive your baby, the hyx hyx." Kisya held onto her stomach with a slashing opening. A woman must want to conceive her husband's offspring. And that's how Kisya feels. There is a Baby Vano. But the woman hoped to contain her own flesh and blood. Kisya was hurt by it all.
Kisya was still crying so quietly.
"She, you're okay, right?" Again, his father-in-law asked while knocking on the door. Kisya knew her father was so anxious to hear him cry. The woman sighed and adjusted her voice so as not to shake too much.
"There's nothing Pa" said the woman, wiping her tears. The aura of disappointment was clearly visible on her pretty face. His eyes are soft and soft. Wet by the pain grain. She was disappointed that she had not been able to conceive a baby. She was eager to feel what it was like to have a baby felt by Lintang and other women.
She has failed to conceive. And he came to the moon. His body was limp from losing its spirit. Kisya was eager to reward her husband with a pregnancy test with two red lines. And now all his plans are failing miserably. Because it is not a pregnancy test that has red stripes but instead red blood coming out of her body.
The disappointment appeared instantly and as if piercing his heart broke the heart and also wrapped around his body so that it felt very tight. Kisya tried wiping her tears with the back of her hand. The heavy breathing sounded so loud. His chest seemed to rumble holding back the disappointment in his own body. The arrival of the moon that month left Kisya injured and disappointed.
The woman walked slowly to get out of the bathroom. It was seen that the Father-in-law was already at the door while holding Baby Vano. Kisya's face still portrayed disappointment. And the crying looks clearer. Because even Kisya back then still wanted to cry bitterly.
"What's up, son?" Papa Geovandra asked the son-in-law. The old man noticed the daughter-in-law's face full of disappointment and sadness.
"There's nothing Pa, I'm only coming for the moon!" Kisya sat in the pain bed of Baby Vano. Baby Vano thrashed want immediately embraced by the Mommy. Kisya who saw that immediately took over Baby Vano into her arms.
"You were crying, earlier?" said Papa.
Kisya nodded with a sad face. Suddenly Mom came. Mama Pure went to buy lunch for them.
"What's this about? Is the haw uncomfortable?" Mama Pure said as she arranged the food on the sofa table so that they could eat together. Because it was lunchtime.
"Kisya cried earlier, Ma," said Papa.
"Well what's up, ko nangis?" Mama was a little surprised. Because Kisya is a favorite daughter-in-law and Mama Murni does not want her daughter-in-law to feel pain.
Papa fell silent and Mama Murni then approached Kisya and sat down on the chair beside the bed that Kisya was sitting on.
"Kikis, it's okay Ma, it's just." Kisya's speech stopped and suddenly her tears dripped.
"What's wrong?" Mama Pure looks so anxious.
"Kisya comes the moon, Ma." Kisya looked so sad and disappointed. Mama Pure saw her daughter-in-law so hurt. Mama Murni could immediately guess that Kisya wanted to conceive a baby soon.
"Honey, be patient, son, maybe next month, he'll be there!" Mama Pure said with a smile full of warmth. Kisya nodded while wiping her tears.
"What's wrong?" Papa still does not know what the two women are talking about.
"Papa, don't understand women's feelings" Mama said, shaking her head.
"About what?" once again Papa's news.
"Kisya comes the month Pa, she's disappointed not yet being able to conceive!" mama Murni said with annoyance because Papa still did not understand her words earlier.
"Geez," Papa was surprised.
"Maybe next month we'll have another grandchild, hopefully, baby!" mama Murni said with a smile full of affection. And Kisya just nodded. Mama is now looking at her husband. Mama was purely astonished. Why did Kisya get pregnant when Jino touched her once.
But they are not pregnant when they try every day. Maybe the effect of the drugs that Kisya consumes? A very lazy question tickled his mind. It used to contain very quickly. And now even when the baby was very much expected, it did not even come.
Similarly, Papa who thinks the same as the mind of the wife. There may be something wrong with the drug that Kisya is taking. So that it can inhibit Kisya to be able to contain again. Papa and Mama ask the Doctor. Because it made her daughter-in-law sad.
"Kisya just wants to feel how it feels to contain Ma!" Kisya Lirih.
Mom and Dad looked at each other again. They still remember when Kisya tried to kill himself for rejecting the presence of Baby Vano in his womb.
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