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"you know hyung, we already consider you like our own siblings more than our real brothers , we are closer to you no matter what we tell you so please stop torturing yourself and start trusting us ,!!"
"mingyu_yaa" joshua started wiping but mingyu again cut off his hyung
"shua hyung, our heart hurts more to see hyung like this, you know, ' he said , we're used to your tough, strong attitude and just now we saw you lying helplessly in the shade of trouble you could share with us it was so stifling, hyung ,, please stop acting as if nothing happened do we not mind if occasionally you show how helpless you are, stop lying to us and to yourself , don't make us hesitate to tell hyung again " said mingyu
"mingyu_ya "
"when hyung got us but hyung as if not see us "myung again cut.
"mingyu_ya stop cutting my words, and listen to me" said shua
"meanhe hyung" answered the weakened mingyu, she had just vented her irritation at her hyung that, shua took her breath in deeply before saying anything .
"mingyu_yaa at your age I don't want to burden you with my problems, you also have your own problems right, my problems are so complicated" said shua
"hyung, , you say like this makes me feel worse , , you make us disinclined at you hyung , , don't think too far , we know we're younger than hyung but if we're the ones who can listen more to your grievances compared to jeonghan hyung or hyung scoups who never understand hyung why not talk to us " said mingyu who slightly raised her voice
"mingyu_yaa they are more mature than you and they understand better how to deal with the problem of "said shua who is always with her tenderness
"then why don't you tell me to jeonghan hyung or scoups hyung ,? why don't they know your problem "? asked mingyu as if pressing
"they were busy "shua came back to defend them with his face turned and looked at the sky with sadness
"stop lying to me hyung, , I know everything , , I know how you really feel , scoups hyung and jeonghan hyung always come out for just a short vacation and leave the responsibility on mu hyung" said mingyu
"we know clearly jeonghan hyung's attitude towards you is starting to turn hyung, no one understands you two better than our sister ," mingyu suddenly stopped talking and was like digesting again he said
"what does this problem also have to do with jeonghan hyung and scoups hyung ?" tanya mingyu validated joshua, but joshua did not argue he only froze after being surprised by the question that was asked by his sister, he was still confused about what to answer
"that's what I want to hyung" he replied
"actually my problem also can't be related to the two of them, you know ? I had a major depression late this and can't tell anyone, right said you jeonghan now spends more time with scoups hyung than with me , though I really want to share my story "joshua said down my head only to hear and absorb one by one the soft words of his brother.
shua took a breath from within, she looked up as if she would not want her tears to fall in front of her sister
"mingyu_yaa out there people say we're best friends but they didn't know it just yet and now it all feels bland our relationship is more meaningless now , , you know I'm here alone no family here , , and Jeonghan came to me offering to be my only family I used to share everything with her and when I was in big trouble she couldn't be there for me she always ignored me after making me depending on him "joshua arrived crying, mingyu understood very well how his hyung felt he approached and patted joshua's back he let joshua cry and let out everything he had been quieting.
"shua hyung I understand how you feel , , "
"mingyu_ya, , but I won't be depressed just because it's , , my problem is more complicated than you think "joshua said, mingyu furrowed her brows , he asked in his mind what the problem was so that it was fatal
"i am in terror of someone "the word joshua sucses makes my eyes bulge and his mouth gaping
"i don't know whether it's sasaeng or heters who obviously he's always stalking me and always sending me photos wherever I'm at the time , he always said disrespectful things to me threatening me with things "say joshua began to open up ,
but she went back to silence and the mingyu hand went back to holding joshua's hand to calm her down, must be very hard to tell that very sensitive thing what else to her own sister , but at this time mingyu is not acting as his sister but as an older brother for joshua, mingyu feels very claustrophobic seeing hyung who used to look strong now shows his weak side to mingyu .
"hyung it's okay I'll listen to you" said mingyu corroborated
"he always sent me packages that contained my privacy items all with various doodles in them, that meant he had already entered my room " joshua came back crying and mingyu couldn't bear to see her hyung like this she was embracing her hyung shoulder , hearing joshua's story she burns flames of anger but she tries to hold back because for now the support that joshua needs
"he always took pictures and sent me his portraits wherever I went dorm with painful words, I was terrified wherever I was I always parno and felt followed " retell
"and then he sent me a vidio while I was asleep with the caption "i know everything" and after that he threatened me to get out of seventeen otherwise my family in LA would have to endure it ,that's what makes me very frustrated and want it feels like to end everything "said joshua back crying mingyu hugging joshua she really understands how her fear is joshua , sasaeng in his country will not hesitate to do reckless things .
in the arms of mingyu shua still crying, mingyu continued to calm her brother, she was very sad about the problem in her hyung was very sensitive and would also sacrifice mentally , "hyung it turns out your problem is heavier than me My problem is only a little when compared to you , you are really strong hyung I am proud to have you , , with my problems alone I will whine at you but you have such a big problem and can still be calm and still want to bear the problems of your sister" said Mingyu in his heart
