JIHAN Best Friend's

He's very sensitive

after being moved to the VVIP room joshua finally realized by being greeted warmly by the members, the members surrounded the bed joshua joshua just smiled sweetly as usual .

flashbacks

before joshua siuman the doctor said some things to all the members that joshua's mental is being disturbed and needs guidance from a specialist , and the advice of the doctor to always be with joshua because maybe he will try to commit suicide again , the doctor also asked not to leave joshua alone for a long time and always listened to all his stories but the members said that joshua did not want to share his problems with the members .

and the doctor says it will be very difficult he needs a friend who will make him comfortable, and the member says that joshua is very close to jeonghan , because of that the doctor is very concerned about wanting jeonghan to always be with not only jeonghan but also others alternately accompany him .

the compact members ask why they want to end their lives and the doctor answers there are many problems that make him stressed what else they are an idol may be the pressure of the profession that makes him down and feel tired and not thinking clearly the possibility is like that , but the doctor told the members to slowly ask about what was in the experience so that he preferred suicide rather than telling the members .

flashback again

"you finally realize, too, how you feel is it okay "ask scoups, and joshua smiles while nodding and as if he talks if he's okay with his gaze .

"hyung ,aaaaa" was not just a doctor not to show excessive sadness but hoshi and dino even cried while hugging his brother , the members stared at each other and some poked hoshi and dino bodies but there was no response from maung and the dinosaur .

"uh why you guys ?? kok nangis anyway, I'd never say don't cry for things that are not important" said joshua patted his sister's back

"what's not important , hyung is very important for us, don't do it again yes if hyung has a problem can come to dino and dino story , " said dino staring at joshua , and shua wiped away dino's tears with her hands while smiling and nodding

"dino is great, right ?? not only yesterday said that she was still a baby jeonghan "said joshua tried to melt the atmosphere

"what the heck hyung is not funny" said the embarrassed dino but still wanted to hug joshua . shua just patted dino's back and calmed him down

"hyung, we are brothers why not tell us if hyung has a problem "said seungkwan as usual, which in reply only a sweet smile and a gentle caress on the head of the whole

"i'm fine "that's all that comes out of joshua's mouth after making the twelve members almost hanging

"shua can always make her sister's sister calm she's always like this "scoups in the heart

, joshua again looked back at the scoups right next to him ,

"meanhe, you must have gotten in trouble because of me, right ?" ask joshua on scoups

"i'm the one who should be apologizing to you, you're my sister but I'm too busy and don't care about you, I don't realize you also need friends and also calmness , I'm sorry, 'cause I'm the one who always carries the burden that's supposed to be my dependents" said the scoups

"hyung, we'll split the task right ? " tanya joshua and nods by scoups

"so don't say that again , you did your best and I did my part ok "? joshua

"just keep apologizing"?

"shua_yaa "call jeonghan who said nothing

"hemmz "that's just joshua's answer but it's very gentle and sweet

"May ,, "

"this again ahh y'all why the hell ?"

they all chatted late into the night joking as usual playing the game they always do in dorm, as if the room was like their second dorm, that night the members stayed at the hospital , one by one the members slept after playing the game only joshua who was still awake when all the members told him to rest but shua only replied "yes in a moment I just not sleepy ,, you guys go to bed first!"

after all the members had slept joshua woke up from his sleep and his eyes swept across the room like a broken ship, because the members who had made a mess , fortunately, the room is spacious and soundproof so that the noise of the members does not interfere with other fashion .

joshua was still staring at his sister who was sleeping irregularly he smiled but his tears just flowed like he could not help his feelings back then , tampa noticed a pair of eyes watching joshua wipe her tears, she was the mingyu who was then new from the bathroom.

"shua hyung cried, the first time I saw her was crying" said Mingyu in her heart and after that she returned to her original place

"hyung hasn't slept ?" asked mingyu, joshua was a little surprised he thought that his sister had all slept but it turned out that there was one big sister who was still awake .

"ah, I'm just a ," the balloons also finished talking mingyu directly cut

"want to talk to me in the park "? bring mingyu to his brother, joshua smiled at mingyu and nodded he could not refuse the invitation of his sister .

mingyu pushed the wheelchair that joshua was sitting in towards the hospital garden, they were the same as wearing a coat because the air there was a little cold and neither was a warm drink to just warm the thirst , they finally arrived at the park which by then had been deserted.joshua moved to the park chair and sat beside the mingyu with a cup drink in their hands .

for a moment there was no word from them, they still enjoyed each other's daydreams while enjoying the night they rarely get , staring at the usual starry sky was not the star they saw but the stage light spotlights .

"hyung, "myu started talking

"hems "again that's the answer from Joshua

"hyung for me is like the oldest brother who got many important roles in the group, hyung is like a shield when the member is in trouble "said mingyu but does not look at joshua even he was cool to see the sky , joshua smiled as he looked at mingyu

"yes "

"em , , me and the members never hesitate to say our problem to hyung even though it is very privacy , because we believe in hyung and hyung will provide solutions for us and yes, the solutions that hyung gives to me and also to the members are very helpful" said mingyu , but Joshua was already aware of where his sister was talking to, he was very sensitive

"hyung also took care of us while we were sick and took turns doing that with hyung scoups and also hyung jeonghan, you guys were great ,, uniting the ten human heads with each thought is not easy but you are doing well even though it takes time to tame us".