JIHAN Best Friend's
Heart expression
"either, , which in my mind at the moment is evading from you" said joshua turning his gaze while clucking his waist as jeonghan began to glaze over
"so much do you hate me until you sacrifice SEVENTEEN, look at me joshuji look at my eyes, do you not feel sorry for me" said Jeonghan who was crying
"stop calling me that name , it reminds me of all the memories with you , please don't call me that , jeonghan_ah" joshua said
"joshuji, joshuji , joshuji , joshuji , "jeonghan repeats his repetition
"jeonghan_ah" snapped joshua
"why ? are you afraid to recall our memories huh??, if you want to forget it let me remind you again and again "jeonghan began to dare
"jeonghan_ah you made me hate all those memories , you know if I remember that , I also remember how devastated I was how weak I was how helpless I was against my mental shock and when was you where ?" the word joshua sontak makes jeonghan lose his word
"i have a reason for that" said jeonghan, looking down, hearing an answer that was not at all what joshua expected, she stepped up to leave jeonghan, but Jeonghan then chased after her and hugged her from behind
"please don't leave me, please, please, don't leave me again "jeonghan hugs joshua from behind tightly , joshua wiped away his own tears but those tears trickled down Jeonghan's hands
"stop being childish, let go of me" joshua said
"no, no, I don't want to let go of you for the umpteenth time" said jeonghan getting tighter hugging joshua from behind , joshua felt the tears of jeonghan who wet his shirt felt warm , he took his breath in a deep , and tried to open jeonghan's embrace
"let go of me ,, "
"no joshuji, no, no, I love MU very much not as a friend but as a lover" the word was thrown out of the mouth jeonghan tampa he realized , jeonghan realized what she had just said, she slowly opened her arms, and joshua at that moment was also shocked she did not budge at all ,
"forgive me shua_ya, I avoid you because this feeling suddenly appears, ' I don't want our friendship I'm dirty with this dirty feeling I'm sorry " jeonghan suddenly sat down on the icy floor, his legs feeling weak after expressing his feelings .
"you know this feeling comes up suddenly, when you are with other members I feel very upset, when you are far away I miss you a lot , when you're sick I'm so worried more than others 'at first I thought I was like this 'cause I didn't want my best friend to say the other one was too ,,"
"but slowly I realized everything, ' I was at war with my own feelings ', telling myself many times that all was wrong but my heart seemed to be unable to accept it ,, I tried to throw away all that abnormal feeling but I can't see you every day I'm falling more and more in love with you ,, I tried a new hobby to get my mind distracted but it was all in vain. That's why I wanted to forget all those feelings , but I was even more attached to you ." said Jeonghan , joshua was still staring at Jeonghan with a hard-to-art look
"and when you started to change because of me, I was getting crushed ,, at first it was my desire that we not skin-ship like before so that my feelings are not getting bigger on you, but I was getting crushed as broken as I could not do it " said Jeonghan who did not dare to look at joshua's face, he covered his face with both hands while sobbing bitterly ,
"what did you say jeonghan_ah ?" only that word came out of joshua's mouth, and turning his body about to leave the crying jeonghan on the cold floor, jeonghan looked at joshua who was then turning her body to leave her . jeonghan stood up
"yakkk, hong jisoo, you think I'm just kidding ,, well if I can't see you in seoul again with SEVENTEEN it's better I don't see you for good than I have to be tormented" Jeonghan said , but Joshua did not care about it and continued to climb the stairs tampa turned ,
immediately there was the sound of water joshua who had climbed the stairs almost half turned towards the swimming pool, his eyes glared when the sound of water was jeonghan who jumped into the pool , ' he said , joshua immediately ran down back in a hurry he knew that jeonghan could not swim at all ,
joshua immediately jumped into the pool when he saw jeonghan was no longer on the surface, he grabbed Jeonghan's body with all his might and put on the edge of the pool , ' he said , he was very panicked because Jeonghan was already unconscious ,
"jeonghan_nie , jeonghan_nie , wake up , wake up jeonghan_ah , look at me , please , please open your eyes , I will not leave you , , , , please ,, I'll be by your side, please wake up jeonghan_nie, jebal , I love you too much jeonghan_ah " joshua hugged Jeonghan and tightly while crying arrived jeonghan coughed and pulled out all the water that went into his mouth and nose ,
joshua petrified jeonghan to sit up a little while patting her back, after which Joshua hugged a very limp jeonghan
"thank you jeonghan_nie , thank you jeonghan_nie for opening your eyes for me , I'm so worried , don't do this reckless thing again you make me hang , SARANGHAE JEONGHAN_NIE " joshua said at the end of his sentence, jeonghan slightly opened her eyes and smiled faintly when she heard joshua say love to her .
joshua lifts the limp body of Jeonghan up the stairs, jeonghan's weight is not a problem for even a stocky joshua had to climb the stairs , joshua put jeonghan's body onto his bed no longer cared about the wet jeonghan's clothes hitting his mattress .
Brief story
jeonghan woke up around three in the afternoon and found herself already changing clothes with a joshua shirt and sleeping in joshua's room , she looked to the left as if joshua was also sleeping beside her she remembered very clearly that joshua said she loved him she smiled knot .
slowly on touching the smooth face of the super Idol, he stroked it with love but joshua was still asleep , jeonghan continued to look at the face of the Korean_american literature with affection .
"jisoo_ah, maybe this is destiny, but the distance is far but the distance can not measure destiny, we are found in difficult times ,, all the members and managers say our faces are similar, our personalities are similar, our traits are similar and our feelings are the same, "jeonghan paused
"you remember, we used to be so jamet I always complained in many ways but you were always next to me holding my hand, encouraging me and always supporting all my decisions" Jeonghan said
"maybe from then on I liked you when I realized, , , you always patiently face me that hyperactive calm me when I was upset at the member "jeonghan did not feel her tears flowing
"i used to tell the fans, because the fans asked me one word for joshua, I replied I love him so much and always love him , and it became a reality" Jeonghan said , joshua slowly opened his eyes and smiled sweetly towards the jeonghan who was staring at him he held the hand of jeonghan who stroked his cheek and in his kissed clean white hand it was ,
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