Jamu Gendong - Young Widow Gebetan Brondong

Chapter 69. I'm Injured, too

PoV Linga...

I heard the sound of the footsteps of the young man getting away from my ears. I turned around, I saw the shadow of the young man's figure was getting lost more and more swallowed by the dark of night and only leaving a memory sileut still lingering spoiled in the cornea of the eye. Be the beginning of the end of this relationship.

End this relationship? I don't deserve to call it over. Because everything never starts and certainly never will there be a final word. I said I realized that all this time I had never expressed what I felt.

My egoism? I don't think so. As a woman who had been hurt and abandoned, it was enough to make me learn to think clearly before stepping. I knew very well that Banyu was in a state of memory loss and I never knew what kind of life he lived. And now there is a woman who claims to be Banyu's future wife and admits to having slept with a young man who expressed his love for me. Isn't that all the answer to all the questions that come to mind about who Banyu is? Regardless of whether what the woman said was true or not, I was just giving Banyu time for him to be able to resolve all the pettiness in his past.

Perhaps, I was a heartless woman who could bear to stick a dagger in the heart of a young man I had only met for a moment. Which may remain in the heart.

I heard him make a cry, as a sign of his heart being sliced. It may also have drained the blood of invisible wounds that will never run out.

If he knew, I would be hurt too. The feeling that has been lingering in the chest for now is still I let imprisoned. With one belief, there will come a time for me to reveal all. Surely if God re-wrote the word 'meet' in the story of my life with him.

I looked up again, now the gray cloud began to cover the face of the goddess and the sky suddenly looked very dark. The pearls of the sky also seemed to say goodbye to no longer show its flickers in front of the inhabitants of the earth. In a mega that is cloudy, maybe the water will also shed a hidden longing.

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PoV Author

"Son, are you seriously going back to Jakarta tomorrow?"

Prasojo stared in disbelief at what Banyu decided. After going out of nowhere, this young man gave a news that surprised Prasojo and Maryati. He really still could not believe that Banyu had decided to leave so soon.

"Yes Mr. Pras, tomorrow I will return to Jakarta with my family. Sorry if it is too sudden, because bang Pandu said, there are still many obligations that I have to complete there."

"Then have you said goodbye to Linga, son?"

Again Banyu could only nod slowly and smile bitterly. Even the phallus does not care what he does. This is the most painful farewell she has ever had.

"Already Sir, I have said goodbye to Lingga. And he also understood what was my decision."

Prasojo could only waste a slightly rough breath. Wanting to feel he held back the departure of this young man, but he had no rights at all even though Banyu had been considered as his own son.

"All right then, son. You can only pray for the best for you. Even though you have returned to Jakarta, never forget to take the time to visit the Father here."

"That's for sure sir. Maybe at the end of each month, I will visit Pras and Mar. Because after all, Father and Mother have also been considered as my own parents."

Meanwhile, Villia who was standing behind the wall of the room who heard the conversation between Banyu and Prasojo could only laugh out loud. Banyu's decision to immediately return to Jakarta he considered the young man's responsibility for what he had done.

Finally, I was able to keep Banyu away from that itchy widow. I'm sure Banyu feels more guilty and before long, he will surely marry me soon.

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