Jamu Gendong - Young Widow Gebetan Brondong

Chapter 68. Lying Hearts

The phallus stands behind the window with its head looking up. Watch the expanse of the night sky that presents all the charm with the flickering stars and also the soft light of the goddess of the night.

The pair of eyes of the woman still looks swollen as if confirming that she just stopped from sobs. I don't know what happened, since hearing Villia's remarks in the morning about Banyu had taken away the woman's chastity, making her not eager to do anything. He chose to remain silent on the bed with endless tears streaming down from his clear well.

"Lord, I just tasted a little happiness with Banyu's presence. But in reality it is like this. I felt that I would be the most evil woman if I continued to be near Banyu. Because there is a woman who will be his wife. Now, how should I do, God?"

The phallus rubbed his face a little rough. Only this time his mood felt unsettled like this. Though when Heru pierced the wound with the affair committed, he did not feel a single thing at all. But when he heard Banyu already had a future wife even the woman had been 'tasted' by Banyu, making his feelings shattered instantly. I don't know because of what. Maybe because he had already invited Banyu to occupy the empty space of his heart.

"Now should I how be God?" said Lingga monologue lirih.

Psssttt...

"Linga!"

The Lingga daydream is disturbed when there is a voice of someone calling his name. Steadily, he turned towards the source of the voice. The woman was a little surprised when Banyu had already entered her courtyard.

Suddenly the heart of the phallus beat as if uncontrollable. He was confused as to what to do in front of this young man. He also chose to turn around and turn his back on Banyu who was in front of the window of his room.

"What need do you need to come to me at nights like this?" said Lingga with a ketus tone.

Linga bit her lower lip as if she could not bear to say those words, but she realized that she had to have the decisiveness to be able to deal with a situation like this. His heart was also throbbing pain as he was not used to being this cold.

"What's up, honey? Why are you so sniffed like that? I came here all right!"

A few questions arose in the young man's heart. He feels that tonight the heart is completely different. The face that usually looks radiant when welcoming his arrival, but tonight he looks very tired.

"Then, what was your purpose in coming here? Quickly tell me, I don't have much time!"

Again Lingga can only re*mas-re*mas the end of the clothing fabric he wears. This attitude even though he never appeared before Banyu. But once again, he must fortify the heart so as not to fall in a false love.

"Darling, tomorrow I'm going back to Jakarta. I'll solve all these problems. I'll prove that I didn't get involved with Villia, honey. I'll prove it."

The phallus can only smile bitterly. Any possibility can happen. He does not want to be absorbed in speculations.

"Go home if you want to go home. And what does that have to do with me? I never even cared what you did."

Banyu was stunned for a moment when he heard the words coming out of the lips of the woman he loved. "Honey, you're kidding, right? It's all just your joking. Don't you love me? You should support what I'm going to do, honey. Not even hostile to me like this."

"Ckckckck .. do I love you? Know where I love you? Isn't it while we're together that I don't even say that I love you? Try to remember again."

This time Lingga's speech really pierced right in Banyu's heart. The man's body was slightly aghast and instantly made the memory of his brain wander, recalling all the things he had passed with the Linga.

A smile of irony rose on the young man's lips. He confirmed that Linga, though never said the word love to him.

"It turns out, all this time I loved you too much Ling, to the point that I forgot to ask if you loved me or not. I was too confident that you would love me as much as I love you. But the truth is it's all clapping one hand."

Banyu paused his words while throwing his breath a little rough. His heart really felt slapped so that he could wake up from all the high thoughts he created himself.

"Hahaha, isn't this too sad for me? But it's not why. I was quite self-aware that I mustn't be selfish. You saved me out of that other dimension and it doesn't feel right if I expect love from you. I'm like someone shameless."

Banyu wiped his tears that started to drip one by one. He looked at the back of this Linga with a gaze full of wounds. "I'm sorry, if for two months my existence actually disrupted your inner peace, Lingga. Tomorrow, I will return to Jakarta and I will make sure, you will never be disturbed again by my presence. Thank you for these two wonderful months. I'm pampering. Take care of yourself."

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