Ivanya Basudewi (The Shackle of Life)

The Dark Side of Vanya

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"Shopper.sek!!"

"Ga there's brains!!'

"Sby.ngan!!!"

"Damn...an!!"

"She..ng!!!"

"Fuc..k is!!!"

Vanya continued to curse while hitting the steering wheel hard enough to make his hands red. Surprisingly, it did not make him feel any pain at all.

Because the thing that was more painful for him right now was the pain in his heart.

Oh come.. How not, on the same day, he must accept the fact that he was abandoned by his only friend and also abandoned by a man who is very trusting. Or maybe even, it can be said that the man is the man that Vanya loves.

Perhaps, to be left behind by a friend, Vanya can understand that because Nisa has a clear reason why she had to leave Vanya.

But, to be left behind by Haidar. Vanya really felt hurt because the man left her for no apparent reason. The thing that makes Vanya even more hurt is because of the man who suddenly disappeared somewhere.

If only the man had left her because of another girl and Vanya could still see the man's form. It was possible that Vanya could still understand him, because if that happened, Vanya would only think that the man left her out of boredom. So Vanya wouldn't care too much about why the man could leave her.

But these? For no apparent reason, even on the night before the man disappeared, their relationship was fine. Very good in fact.

So, what was the reason that made the man disappear like this?

Arrghhhh.. Just thinking about it really made Vanya's head feel like it was going to break.

Because really, among the many men who approached him, only Haidar Vanya gave confidence to enter into his life.

The reason Vanya can give confidence to Haidar is not just because of looks or wealth. Except for the persistence of the man in approaching Vanya.

Without having to explain, you certainly understand how persistent Haidar's efforts to gain the trust of Vanya.

However, when Vanya had given her trust to Haidar completely, why did the man have to suddenly disappear just like that?

Not that Vanya doesn't want to be left behind by Haidar. It's just, Vanya wants a reason why Haidar can leave her.

Vanya really doesn't know where to look for Haidar. Vanya really felt very confused as to why Haidar left her.

Did Vanya make an unconscious mistake? But, even if Vanya did make a mistake, Haidar would definitely immediately reprimand her.

Or does Vanya's life always have to end like this? Left behind and dumped??

Feeling his head throbbing at the thought of this, then made Vanya decide to pull over his car on the side of the road that is quite quiet.

The girl then took out a pack of cigarettes and a fire batter that she always carried everywhere without the knowledge of Haidar.

Vanya then opened the car door and sat facing outwards.

The girl took out a cigarette from her place and lit the cigarette before she began to smoke the tobacco roll solemnly.

The thing that always accompanied him when he was in a slump.

Yes, you need to know, Vanya has been dealing with nicotine-containing objects since Bagas stopped paying Vanya tuition.

It's just that, Vanya is too smart to hide it so neither Nisa nor Rima realize it.

Not only that, when Vanya was in high school. Sensing how depressed he must be to earn money to study and survive, Vanya begins to deal with alcoholic beverages.

But you need to know too. After Vanya starts a relationship with Haidar. Vanya started to stay away from those 2 things. Because when he felt depressed, Vanya would vent it out by chatting with Haidar. Until Vanya finally can really stay away from those 2 things.

But, since Haidar disappeared, Vanya started 2 things back.

Initially, Vanya only dealt with nicotine-containing rolls of tobacco with the aim of reducing the stress a little.

However, because Haidar who never gave news and increasingly make Vanya depressed. Vanya began to reinstate the alcoholic drink.

Vanya was aware, very aware that the step he took was the wrong step. It's just, Vanya no longer knows what to vent her feelings of regret on what.

Healing by finding a good place, Vanya has done. Wreaking it on sports, Vanya has done. Even doing extream sports though, Vanya has done.

But, there is nothing that can help reduce the stress suffered by Vanya.

However, when Vanya sucks the nicotine-containing rolls of tobacco, the stress can be slightly reduced. Vanya felt that her fatigue was also exhaled along with the tobacco smoke she exhaled through her mouth

After finishing a cigarette, Vanya decided to return to drive her car.

The girl drove her car to where the last few days had always been her destination at nightfall.

After arriving at the destination called Black Barr, Vanya immediately parked his car and then got out of the car.

The guards who already knew Vanya also allowed Vanya to go inside without asking for the girl's identity.

While inside the bar, Vanya rolled her eyes in every direction to look for a chair she could sit on because the place was already quite crowded by visitors.

However, when Vanya was about to approach the empty seat, someone first called out to Vanya.

"Hey Iv's.." Say that someone.

"Oh, hi Lea.." Vanya Sahut.

His name was Lea. The 21-year-old girl who works at this bar who has been a friend of Vanya since the first time Vanya set foot in this bar.

"Are you okay? Lu semalem out of here Iv.." Said Lea.

"Yeah, I'm okay.." Vanya put her shoulder out. "*I just want to spend my night here."

*Note: I just want to spend my night here.

"Are you sure?" Ask Lea.

Vanya nodded her head. "Yeah, I'm sure.."

Lea smiled slightly and said. "Yaudah, if that's how mending you go to the bar table. It just so happens that this cave shift makes you a bartender."

"Okay.. That's a good idea."

They then head to the bar table where Lea serves as the bartender.

And yes, that's it.. Vanya chose to spend her night at the bar that had been her subscription since the beginning she was in high school.

...-TBC-C...

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